Xu Minghao. Where do I even begin with Minghao? He is the last one that I loved out of everyone in these pages. He's the one that I fell in love with and we had a relationship with each other. Ever since I started working as an accountant, I would go to this cafè and order coffee. It was just a cold morning in the middle of winter when I stopped by to buy my usual coffee when...

Click! I heard the sound of a camera shutter as I turned in its direction. I saw a man with a camera hanging by his neck. He was holding it close to his face as he smiled at me. He introduced himself as Minghao and apologized for taking the picture without my permission, telling me that he just couldn't help taking a picture of me.

I smiled back at him and said that it was alright. we talked for a bit more after that. Turns out, he was a photographer and he asked me to be his model. At first, I was a bit embarrassed but he convinced me and I agreed.

That day, I went to work a bit later than usual. and my co-workers noticed that I was in a really good mood. I couldn't stop thinking about him. He was a fun person to be around and he was really good-looking too.

After that, we could only meet each other during weekends since that was the only time I had a day off. I soon grew accustomed to spending my weekends with him as my feelings also grew for him. And I got to learn more about him.

He went to Korea to stay with his family even though he was Chinese, he learned martial arts since he was young, he was known on social media as THE8 meaning infinite potential, he had an Instagram account where he posts all the photos he captured, he's interested in fashion and many more.

After about three months, he confessed that he feels the same way and we became a couple. We were together for three years and those three years were the best years of my life.

Every day with him brought happiness onto my life like no other. I had the motivation to get up each morning, I had a reason to keep going and working. He also treated me like his princess, spoiled me with gifts, love, and kisses. I would not want anything more if I was with him. The two of us together were perfect, and we were complete with each other. it was perfect.

But then, everything disappeared.

He disappeared. All of a sudden, I couldn't see him anymore. The perfect little world that we created together was now crumbling down until it turned into ashes. Nothing was left, when he left.

It still brings me to tears whenever I think about that. Why did he have to leave like that? He just left without explanation or closure. It hurts, even if time has passed by. The heart still remembers the hurt.

Regardless, I need to end this page and move on. wherever he is now, I... I just...

I just wish..

I just wish the...

wait

why..?

Minghao, why?

Why can't I bring myself to end your page?