ADELE

Simon give his last speech in front of our family and friends.. he said I am not feeling well and that we need to head early.

"Hey, sweetie..." It's mum. I smile at her. "Are you alright baby?" she asks worriedly.

I wanted to tell her how I really feel... that for the first time that I didn't follow my instinct I fail. I wanted to burst crying in her arms as she hugs me. "I am so sorry mum." I sob a little.

"It's alright baby... don't cry." She said.

"Baby... ready to go?" Its Simon behind my mum. Yeah, he knows that my mum didn't like him but he didn't even try to do anything. I kiss my mum and get up. We hug and said my goodbyes to Miles, Charlie and Jessie too.

I want to do the same thing he did to my mum and to my friends... but I just can't act rude, I can't. I went towards his family and friends and I said my goodbyes. "Brace yourself girl... it will hurt." She said... I don't really like her but since she's Simon's best friend I smile at her, I can't tell her that Simon will not be my first if she's referring to that.

"Simon... please..." I am getting annoyed by him. He seems extra touchy. Not that I am complaining. He's my husband now he has all the right... "I'm tired please... let me rest a bit." I plead.

He started to kiss my neck as soon as we hop on the car... and we're half way home. I rolled my eyes when he didn't stop. "Simon please... are you trying to make out with me in front of my driver?"

Thank God he listen. I am against PDA so what would you expect. I am not comfortable showing my feelings in front of other people.

The driver pulled the car in a huge 6 bedroom two storey house. Simon get off the car. I watched him walk towards the house. I sigh, Peter never let me open the car door for myself.

I open the door and get off the car... as soon as I shut the door of the house, a strong arms grip my waist and pin me to the wall.

PETER

I open the door of her room, I roam my eyes around and smile. This room is more personal than her room at her house. Here, she has her vinyl's framed where you can't find anywhere else. On her study table, she have a fishbowl full of her own confetti's but that was the confetti's from her Royal Albert Hall show. Beside it was an organizer full of envelopes from around the world, why? Because those were letters from her fans.

I saw her lyric notebooks. I smile... it feels like this place is her home.

I sat on her bed and hug the pillow she always have in her arms. It smells so good. When she's here, she always carry this pillow anywhere inside this house. She always look like a kid whenever she's here.

No make-up, no fancy dresses... just a simple girl. Yes a girl... my princess is still a girl inside... she just thought she's mature enough to handle life but no. she's too stubborn but sweet... inside this house she is herself.

Not that she's a different person in front of the camera... but still there is a part of her that only appears in front of me.

I walk towards her journal... I flip over the pages. I laugh a little when I read something.

01 August, 2012

Peter is such an annoying person! He always follows me. Didn't he know that the papz will notice me more when he's always like that. I thought I can enjoy shopping with Laura, I put so much effort in disguising but suddenly he appears and the papz knew it! Urgggh! I didn't even got the new Frank Ocean album!

x

PS. Peter give me the album so I forgive him... He also got me the new record of Rhirhi, he's an awesome person now. Hahaha! x

Yeah, I remember that. She manage to escape from the team. No one knew where she was but I secretly put a tracking device at the back of her phone. Actually she's the one who put it there, I give her a ring holder where the chip is hidden and she loves it... so I follow her.

I flip over and decided to write something at the middle of the notebook.

12th April, 2013

If I'd have known the way that this would end, if I'd have read the last page first, if I'd have had the strength to find a way, if I'd have known how this would hurt, I would have told you I love you anyway, I'd do it all the same, not a second I would change, not a touch that I would trade, had I known my heart would break, I'd have loved you anyway... px.