ADELE
So maybe you were special, and maybe you were supposed to be the one, but then again maybe you were just like the rest of them, only you took my heart with you when you left.

I watched his back when he left. Tears running down my face.

I've made it through a lot, but only because I've always had his love to count on, to be there for me through it all. Now that I've lost that, I'm lost and alone and you're the only one I felt home.

"Baby? What's wrong?" I look up to the man standing in front of me now. I look in his eyes... but I just can't see the love I see before.

I used to smile when I told people you were mine, but now I can't even smile and say your name at the same time.

That's what I wanted to tell him but how? Instead I shook my head and smile at him. He held my waist and dance to the song being played.

He left me... but I am the one who didn't fight for him right? Our times together spoke for him... I am truly happy and at ease but I let myself on a box of pride and ask for a sign.

If only I let myself follow my instincts as I always do...

SIMON

This is the woman I dream of... beautyful with a heart of gold. She is so perfect... protect her at all cost, that's how her fans goals.

She's looking me into my eyes and so I am. I see sadness in her eyes and that made me hurt.

It like she wanted to tell me she didn't love me anymore... but please no... don't. I can't.

She danced with me and I held her in my arms... I want to make her feel that I am the one who's worth it.

I lift my face only to see Clary staring at me with her eyes misty... and I remember last night.

"Simon... please... I love you! I waited for you to see me as a woman and not just your best friend..." Clary cried in front on me begging.

"Clary..." I held her arms and tried to lock our eyes. "...look, my wedding is tomorrow. I love Adele and you are my best friend." I said.

"Please Simon, don't leave me... I've given you all. I am the only one who understand your need... Adele won't!!" she tried to stop me when I get up from the bed.

Yeah, we spend the night fucking... she said this will be the last time so I did.

I grab her hair and pull her up. I slap her but she just smile. "Adele will understand me... she loves me."

She laughs. "She will never give you what you need! You will never be satisfied with her! She will leave you the very moment you touch her like this!"

She's turning me on... I hit her face again and she's smiling at me... and that lead to another round.

Yes... I am sick. I will never be satisfied with anything without seeing pain.

But Adele is different... I never touch her cause I don't want to hurt her. I don't want her to leave me... and God knows how hard it is to hold back with her killer body.

I smirk at Clary as I move my hand down to my wife's bum.

"Simon... stop it." I heard Adele say. She pulled away from me and head towards our table. I watched her back, she is so damn sexy.

"What have I told you? You're her husband but she still doesn't want you holding her in public." It's Clary. I glare at her. I didn't see her coming. "I bet she's into that Peter..." I clench my teeth. "Shut up!" she just laugh at me. I walk towards Adele.

"Baby, are you tired? Maybe we can go early." I sat beside her.

"That would be nice Si." She said smiling at me but I know something's bothering her.

Damn you Peter!

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a/n. this is a short update... I just can't put my ideas into words. I have drafts last night up to chapter 7 but I just delete it. I just can't believe myself... charrr!

Anyways... I am writing now and I will try to publish later. 

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