ADELE
I waited for him believing that he'll come back, beleiving that he'll realize that he can't leave me like this... but no... he didn't.

Now, I decided to go home and try to make things work with Simon. I don't know if this is right but I know I am doing this for a reason.

I've been away for like two weeks, Simon keep calling me but I never pick up. I just sent him messages saying I'm fine and I just wanted to think.

Now I made up my decision.

I pulled my car on our driveway... seems quiet, where is he? I get off the car with my lyric pads. I dropped of Louie to Laura since Peter did left him to her... Shoot! I forgot the gifts again!

I open the door and what I saw is a disaster.

My furnitures were all damaged... what just happen? If someone would robbed my house this won't look like this, they will took these things if ever.

I closed the door as I made it inside. "Adele?" a deep voice comes from the living room. I sigh... did Simon do this?

I walk over where I hear him and the smell makes me want to throw up... a smell of alcohol and foods that seems to be there for days. I look around and I saw him lying on the carpeted floor with a bottle of wine in his hand and few empty bottle around him together with dirty plates and cup and everything. His beard look's terrible, I mean he's trimming those everyday, this is by far the longest I've seen it.

"Simon..." I call him while starting to clean the place. I pick up all the bottles and plates and cups and put it on the kitchen.

He seems drunk, might as well let him rest or he might do something again. So I decided to fix things. I put the furniture's back to it's place when it's not that worst.

I took me a couple of hours to finish putting things together and cleaning the whole house. I was loading the dishes on the dishwasher when I felt someone staring at me. I look behind me and there is Simon leaning on the door frame. He's crying like a baby... and it pains me a bit.

I walk towards him... "Hey... what happened?" I ask about what I saw when I got home.

"I'm sorry... I will fix those." He said while sobbing. "I thought you left me..." he said.

I was just watching him... he's the man I marry... I started to think... if he didn't hurt me that much on that night... maybe we were happy now. Maybe I am barely thinking about Peter because I am happy with Simon. Maybe...

I cupped my hands on his face and made our eyes locked. I saw the Simon I loved before... the Simon who mend my heart after Alex turned it to stone.

"Simon... I just need time... to think, and yes, I once thought of leaving..." I paused. I pity him... he cries more when I said that... did he really love me?

"...but Simon...no... we will make it work. I will help you." I said. His face brights up and he hugs me.

"Thank you babe... I will never do that again... please forgive me. I promise I will never touch you unless you tell me to." He said.

"I will help you... we will face your problem together..." I said. He needs to be heal because I can't stand that for life, I won't accept any beating for him.

"I promise I will do my best to heal." He paused kissing my forehead. "...I promise I will help you forget him." So he knew? That's my turn to cry... weve been like this for a few minutes.

"Thank you Si...that's all I want to hear from you." then I pulled away. "Now, go shower... you stink." I said. I am being bitchy I know but we need to get back to where we left of as soon as possible... and I will start showing him the real me. My friends always told me that whenever Simon is around, I tend to be someone else, putting myself as someone Simon wants to see and that is not me. Now, since I have seen his worst, I wil let him see my every bit.

SIMON

"I promise I will help you forget him." I was just bluffing... trying to get the answer from the questions that killing me and her reaction says it all. But I can't be mad... no... never... now that she promised me that she'll do her best to help me and we will make it work... face this together. I know I will never love someone else rather than her.

"Thank you Si... that's all I want to hear from you." It's like she's telling me that 'that's all I want you to do so that I won't regret going back to you' and it hurts terribly but I am holding on to her promise.

She didn't go home for about two weeks and she never answer my calls. There's a time that I wanted to call medias to tell them that she's missing and I know she'll show up. There's a time that I was on Laura's door and just about to knock but just turned around knowing she didn't like me a bit for her bestfriend. Then I end up fucking the hell out of Clary to release my stress.. and today, this morning... when I woke up, I realized that she left me... I got out of control and yeah I throw everything my hands reach.

She pulled away from my hug and "Now, go shower... you stink." She said. I was a bit taken a back but realize I am really so I went up to our room to clean up.

I took shower for an hour and Adele is still downstairs but I see, she puts out my clothes for me... it was laid on the bed. She's really perfect... I will do my best to heal, I will never hurt her again.

My phone vibrates... I pick it up and what I saw is something to be pissed off! Clary sent me a video clip enough for Adele to leave me right away if she'll see it.

You will continue meeting me or I will send this to Adele.You choose.

That's what her message is. Adele came over the room and I immediately delete the message. I smile at her and she did too.

"Si... let's trim your beard ya?" she said. I nodded then she pushed me down on the bed and go through the bathroom to have my cream. When she get back she straddled on my lap innocently and start putting the cream.

I look at her. She's too perfect, I know I don't deserve her but I am too selfish... she is mine I will never let her go. Her small nose... her lips... she's beautiful.

I moved closer to her and peck her lips. "I love you Adele." I said... and she just smile sweetly at me and continue her thing on my beard.

Then I remembered my work, I need to fly back to India because of one of our project there. I need to be there in next week.

"Babe... by the way, I need to fly to India next week." I said... she's supporting the charity so I know she'll understand. Clary is my secretary so I guess I will talk to her there.

"Why? Is there a problem on the project?" she asked.

"Yes... and I need to fix that." I said. She just smile.

"So, how long will you be gone?"

"I don't know but I will try to fix things there as soon as possible cause I can't stand being away from you." I said hugging her. The cream goes on to her face too and her cackles goes on. I reached a towel and wipe the creams off me while putting her on the bed. I hover above her and... "Let's start my therapy, babe..."