Things you'll need to know:
(Y/N) - Your Name
(N/N) - Nick name
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Hahaha let's start with something sad because y not?
Everything was so gloomy.
People were crying left and right and everything was so still.
You can feel the depressed aura of you we're here. You know why?
You left this world about a few days ago. I always ask myself:
"Why?"
You promised you'd never leave me.
You promised we'd be happy together.
You promised you'd drop the blades and ropes.
But, promises are meant to eventually break, right?
Garroth stood by your coffin with tears in his eyes, holding a handkerchief to wipe them away. Katelyn was sobbing onto Travis' shoulder, as she just lost her best friend.
Your parents had blood-shot eyes as they stared into your coffin.
As for me...
I started to blame myself.
I never saw anything wrong with you. You were always so happy and giving.
But, like all good things, it was a lie.
I still remember our first greeting, our first date, our first kiss. All find memories I'll never forget. As they flood back into me, I clutch onto the letter you wrote to me that was found right next to your lifeless body.
"My Dearest Laurance,
Hey. How are you? Hope your doing alright.
If your reading this, it's because you went through my stuff and found this or.. yeah.
Let me just say, nothing is your fault. You made my life worth living those 5 years of dating.
You didn't make me lose my life, I did, don't blame yourself.
It was my jealously.
I wasn't faithful enough.
I knew you used to have a crush on Aphmau before we started dating. So whenever I saw you around her, I saw you falling for her.
Something I've always saw.
You'd tell me you loved me every day, but my mind processed it differently. It was telling me:
'He's only dating you because Aph has Aaron.'
'Lies.'
'Hah! You actually thought he loves you?! No, you ignorant little *****.'
I was drowning in fake depression every day. The cuts on my wrists multiplied every time I went into the bathroom.
So, now you know my story.
Drowning in agony that didn't actually exist.
Please, don't mourn over me forever.
I wouldn't be able to forgive myself.
Promise me you'll go and be happy.
Your Love,
(Y/N)"
Sorry (N/N), I can't keep that promise.
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Word count: 420
Well, what a great way to start a one shot book! With badly written angst :). Umm soo yeah. Don't expect this book to be updated frequently, I'll just update if I have spare time or am bored. So yeah. BYE!
-Aqua