October 7th 2021

the flight

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Now, Everyone was on the coach heading to Birmingham airport for the flight to play against andorra.

"Milo stay with me please" Emily said quite stern but Milo didn't listen. Emily didn't want to shout. "Ben can you get Milo." Emily whispered to ben. "of course darling" Ben said smiling. "thanks."Emily sighed.

On the plane, Milo had begged to sit woth John stones and Kyle walker which they said yeah to.

Emily was now getting stressed because jasmine wouldn't settle.

"jasmine shh, shhh" Emily said at the back of plane, jasmine still crying. "jasmine please stop giving mummy a hard time.". Emily said softly but was on the verge of tears.

Emily's mind was asking a bunch of questions, am i good mother? why is she so unsettled? and many more.

only an hour left of the flight and it was safe to say the boys felt bad.

" is Emily alright"dec asked to the boys. "honestly mate, i don't think she is, jasmine won't settle." Ben said now growing more worried. "maybe one of us should help her?" Mase said, "ill go" Jack said.

"bestie what's up?" Jack asked startlingly Emily. "nothing jack." Emily said so unbelievably. "ok cut the bullshit, all the boys are worried so what can i do to help?" jack said softly. "please just take jazzy bear and try to get her to sleep, i need to go bathroom." Emily said passing jazzy over to jsck which she immediately settles. "be back in a sec" Emily says before going to the bathroom.

Emily bursts into tear as she enters the bathroom. She calls one person who would understand. "hey emz whats up?" Livia says down the phone. "am i a bad mother?" Emily says between sobs. "wait aren't you on a plane? but that's besides the point. Emily southgate your not a bad mother at all, from what i can gather because ive experienced this before is that Jazzy is unsettled due to the plane but nevet in a million years are you a bad mother." livia says softly." thanks liv, ok imma calm down.and go back out there." Emily says already sounding alright. "bye babes" livia says before ending the call.

Emily now sitting beside ben and looking over at jack who is holding a sleeping jasmine.

"ya alright love?" Ben whispered to Emily. "yeah, yeah im fine bubs." Emily whispered back and then pecked his lips.

Emily zoned out and let positive thoughts fill her mind

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