April 12, 2017

Heyyyyy

hi girl

i'm gonna be in atlanta next week
so can i stay with you 🥺

OMG OMG YES OFC 😝😝

okay yay!!!

what are you gonna be here for?

One of my family friends is having
a baby shower
oh!! and gigi's birthday is coming up too
in NY

oh yeah!! i'm flying in that day and leaving
late that night because i still have to film
😭

oh girl it's no biggie at all
you know gigi doesn't care about that

that's true

how are you and chris 😈

pretty good 😈
he's definitely got his lil kinks
but he's my fav person eva

KINKS BITCH WTF

SHIT NOT LIKE TGAT SHIT
MY BAD PHOEBS 😭😭😭
KINKS PHOEBE NOT KINKYYY
i meant that he has his issues

oh my goodness gave me a heart
attack 😅

😭😭

okay girl i will text u when
i get to atlantaaaa 😈

😈😈 periodt we will be united

☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎

dylan are you still on set?
i was gonna come by ur trailer 🙂

no sorry bubba i left for the day

damn okay, i'll see you another day then

yes of course

i can just come by your house
tonight 😈

i'm tired and no because i'm still sore
from yesterday

😳😳
sorry 😃😃

yeah whatever 😂

i won't do it again promise 😈
just let me come over

hol up rq bub

ok

yeah you can come over 😈

what were you doing 💀💀

sorry my mom called 😂
so you coming after work?

actually i'm going out with jeremy, scarlet,
and rdj

tf?? where to?

idk some bar mackie found
wanna come?

nope

are you sure? i would love it if
you came!

no i don't really want to go out tonight,
but when was this decided i'm
confused

like rn

you text them ?

yeah in our group chat

ok well have fun i guess

okay babe see you soon
i'll miss you

🤍🤍🤍

chris

say it back

no
fuck you

i wish you would 😔😔

never

😌mhmm right

i would never ever ever

okay keep that same energy

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you are so gorgeous damnnn

thank u c :)

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later on that night close to 4am, i heard banging on my door. repeatedly and very loudly. i get up out of my bed in my underwear and a big t-shirt to answer the door. to my surprise it's chris evans standing in front of me very drunk... like can barely stand drunk. i see an uber driver pull out of my driveway and i let chris inside

: wtf chris!! why are you here

c: i missed you sooooo much and- and you are so fucking sexy and i love it when you do that thing with-

:chris! just sit down please

(i put him on my couch)

c: it's hot in here dylan

(he takes his shirt off revealing his very sexy six pack)

: chris you need to keep a shirt on! how much did you drink damn!

c: okay mom! i'm tired now

:okay well lay down i'll get blankets

c: wait!

: what?

c: i'm gonna marry you one day

: okay bub can i-

c: AND i really like you

:okay-

c: LISTEN! listen to me, listen, i think i love you

: it's probably best you stop talking-

c: why?!! I LOVE YOU!! you are so amazing! and talented, sometimes i get jealous of you... do you like me?

: yes of course

c: do you love me?

(wtf!! my eyes get really big)

: i- i'm gonna get you a blanket and pillow... i'll be right back

(i speed to get him settled on my couch because i did not want to have this drunk conversation with him at all. i don't know if i love him... i sometimes hate myself because i'm always so hesitant with my feelings. i can't just fall in love on a dime like everyone else. i over analyze every thing. it's annoying as hell. but he finally falls asleep and i head back to my room to jump in bed. the next morning i woke up to chris standing at my bedroom door like a kid who just wet the bed.)

c: i was drunk last night...

: you think? and why are you standing like that just come in here goof

c:ok

(he leaps into my bed)

:really?!

c: sorry i was just very tempted
(he chuckled)

: are you not hungover?

c: no not really, but how did i get here i have no recollection of even leaving my house

:you went to your house after the bar?

c: yeah mackie dropped me off and then i drunk some more because... well i was just overthinking a lot

: overthinking about what ?

c: you....i just never know where your head is at, like how you are feeling about us...

:i never know myself half the time

c: that's comforting...

: nooo! no, i'm just, i really like you and sometimes that's scary

c: i know, but trust me when i say i would never hurt you. did anything weird happen last night, like when i came here

( he such deep desperation in his eyes)

: uhhhh, i don't know if you want to know

c: oh shit just tell me

: oh it's nothing, you just tried to get naked in my living room

( i chose not to tell him that he said he loves me. it would just be extremely awkward)

: oh wow, well babe i'll make you breakfast,

(the last person i told i loved them, well he cheated on me so i'm going to be very cautious with those words this time. we've only been dating a month and i just need time with this hot hunk to figure everything out)

♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎

girlies...

bella
yes girly

ummm i'm freaking out right now

gigi
why dyl?

phoebs
i'm here what's up dyl

chris just left my house and i just had a
legit panic attack and now i'm still
freaking out...

bella
what happened babe??🙁

he got so freaking drunk last night,
showed up at my door and
told me he loved me

gigi
when he was drunk?

zen
yes g keep up and wtf
you know when people are drunk
they tell the truth girl

yeah but this is all very overwhelming

bella
how do you feel about him dyl

idk!! i mean i really like him but
it's confusing. it's hard for me
to focus on just our relationship and
i feel like it's all he can think about
so it makes me freak out even more

gigi
i don't think he's gonna rush
you at all to say anything dylan

phoebs
and he shouldn't girl,
it's obvious he really likes you so
just try to enjoy it girl

zen
this is very rare among men
especially hollywood men

gigi
fax

yeah i don't know why i'm
freaking out so much

bella
is it because of rome

phoebs
*he who shall not be named

💀💀 no
i didn't truly love him like that tbh
i just don't want chris
to crush my heart
into a thousand pieces you know?

zen
sis that is the last fucking thing that man
would do

bella
very true
you've got a rare breed dylan

gigi
this is completely different territory

😭😭yeah y'all are right

zen
girl we always are 😝

whatevs z 😂😂
maybe i'll break his heart ♥️

zen
girl u just might

gigi
Dayaaaa!!! omg no
dylan you won't girl!!

zen
look i keep it a buck 50
with y'all all the time you all
know this 😭

zen is right yall

bella
why do u think you'll break
his heart my love

idk i'm just
very self sabotaging and
i do not want to hurt him
at all

gigi
are you in love 😍

phoebe
it's looking like it dylan

idk guys
i definitely feel something
just don't know what it is 🥲

phoebe
you will figure it
all out trust me
when you know you'll know

fax