July 2, 2017

I was sitting in my open living room in Boston flipping through my mail when I saw an envelope from Chris Evans. I was not expecting that at all. This guy is very old school it's crazy. I opened it slowly and it read:

You are my blue crayon, the one I never have enough of, the one I use to paint my sky, I love you

Just one corny ass sentence. Damn he's good. This is the fourth letter I've gotten from him in the past 5 days. I miss his corny self so much. I wanted to play hard to get for as long as possible, but I think the game is over, he wins.

i got your mail

and?

it was cute

let's talk,

you didn't waste any time
on that topic huh?

i'm sorry, i just miss you

don't apologize.
i miss you too.

let's please just
talk in person dylan,

okay, you can come over
to my house if you'd like

great! i'll be on the way in an hour

i was sitting in my couch watching greys anatomy of course. i'm excited to see chris, but also very nervous. we haven't talked about everything in like two months, but it felt like 10 years.

ding dong!

that must be chris. i walk over to my front door in my very comfy pjs. i open the door and i see chris standing there looking down at the ground wearing a white t-shirt with dark blue jeans. i've missed the way i could see his muscles and tattoos through those almost sheer white tops he would wear.

: hi, come in,

he looked up at me and gave me a faint smile. he stepped close to me bringing me into a nice long hug. i ended the hug and walked over to my couch with chris following close behind. we both sat on the couch facing each other.

: i uh- i just wanna say something first. i'm sure this has been hard on you as well and i just want to apologize for not allowing you to explain yourself or even listen to your words when we had that argument. I was mad at you, but I realized that I don't want to lose you over this.

c: It was a pretty hefty argument huh?,

: haha yeah, i really want us to get past this, because i can't stop thinking about it or you,

c: i'm sorry too. i don't know why i felt like hiding the whole truth from you, but I was stupid. i hope you can forgive me dylan. I literally couldn't sleep knowing that I hurt you or that you were so mad at me. I did a lot thinking, because I find it so crazy how in love I am with you. I have never in my life been this infatuated with someone... ever. So I really really need to fix this or else I'll probably die, Could you ever forgive me??

: of course i forgive you drama queen, can you forgive me?

c: i can never truly stay mad at you. You didn't do anything wrong. You were mad at me, and rightfully so. But I even forgive you for playing hard to get,

: I was not playing hard to get,

C: mhmm okay,

: I love you,

i said staring into his eyes

c: i love you baby,

he said as he grazed his hand over the side of my face. i slowly leant in to kiss his wonderfully plump lips. his smile widened immediately as our lips touched, and he placed both of his hands on the small of my back. we kissed over and over until he started gently placing his tongue in my mouth. that man knows how to work his tongue. as we kissed, he started to lean back and get more comfortable on my leather couch. he lifted me up and placed me on his lap. he kissed me over and over more hungrily and passionately. i loved it. next thing i know is that we were having sex on my very nice couch. very worth it though. extremely worth it actually.

c: i've missed that

he said while breathing loudly

: I bet you did,

C: Can I ask you something though?

: yeah, shoot

C: can you follow me back on Instagram now?

: hahah! Just instagram?

C: what else did you unfollow me on?!

: uhh, everything. Also, I blocked your name on Twitter.

C: I'm actually hurt, hahah!

: Sorry! I'll follow you back in like a week. I'm kind of enjoying the no Christopher content.

C: oh really? No Christopher?!

: Just online! I love you in person,

C: that doesn't make me feel any better,

: deal with it!

C: I've missed you,