➳eighteen


read my note at the end of this chapter if you want to know what will happen in the next chapter! thank you ^^


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"this cant be happening right now"


wonpil slumped down the wall with his face buried in his hands. he pulled his legs towards his chest and sat in a fetus position


"this is all my fault. this is all my fucking fault. i overreacted. it shouldve been me, it shouldve been me"


wonpil said over and over and over again, sobbing.


"it's my-"


"wonpil"


someone cut him off


"leave me alone"


"look at me"


"i said leave me alone, sungjin hyung-"


sungjin lifted his face by his chin.


"this isn't your fault, wonpil. it never was"


sungjin smiled as he tried to comfort and reassure the younger. wonpil just buried his face deeper in his hands and pulled his legs closer to him. he started bawling his eyes out.


"s-sungjin hyung. it always was my fault. jun-junhyeok hyung lea-leaving us. it's always been because of me. me, sungjin hyung...!"


sungjin can't do anything but feel pity and concern for the younger.


"it should've been me that got hit not dowoon!"


then, the unexpected happened.


sungjin lifted the younger's chin and leaned in


he kissed him


wonpil was caught by surprised but unconsciously kissed back. they kissed passionately for a minute or two until sungjin pulled away, panting a bit.


"i-i know it isnt the right time to do this but i-i  just- remember when i said i had eyes on another guy, i looked at you and no one noticed. the-the guy was actually you. i broke up with minkyung because i then realized i had feelings for you. i like you, kim wonpil. since we've met each other, i like you"


sungjin confessed taking wonpil's hands in his, looking straight in his eyes.


"i... sungjin hyung... i did like you but you were with minkyung, i was heartbroken but moved on after. i didnt think you'll like me back but thought of having a chance since you liked both girls and guys. to answer what you just confessed, yes sungjin hyung."


sungjin smiled and hugged wonpil.


"that aside, dowoon will be okay. i promise you he will be okay. he'll be back to normal when he's out of the hospital. i promise you that. he can play and hang with us when he leaves."


sungjin reassured, rubbing wonpil's back as the younger tries not to cry again"


dont worry, we'll help you and dowoon save up so you both can travel someday. you both, can be free and be the bestest friends. you guys stuck together through thick and thin, your ups and downs, you both deserve this. be happy, wonpil"


they both stayed like that until younghyun ran to them panting. younghyun had expressions like he was scared, worried, and... sad?


"it's dowoon"


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HOW'D YALL LIKE THE LITTLE
SUNGPIL ACTION??? HEHEHE
so the words or phrases in
italic are clues to what will
happen in the next chapter
i will publish AFTER i publish
this chapter so yeah. do you
have any thing in mind to
what's gonna happen next?
dont kill me please↫


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