Emotions

The living room was infested with an awkward silence. You didn't look at Dan and he didn't look at you. He was playing with his hands and you with the fabric of your pants. Why did I agree to this... You thought. Should I talk first or should he? It doesn't matter does it....


"So... Who was she?" You break the ice.
"I don't know..." He says shyly. You take a deep breath and sit up straight.
"You just decided to snog some random girl..." You say finally looking at him.
"I was drunk! Alcohol doesn't react to good in my body" he says looking in your direction.
"You were drunk after, what... 20 minutes in the pub!?" You say, shock written all over your face.
"I know... I know... I don't know what I was thinking, I guess I was just getting my courage up..." He looks back at his hands.
"Courage for what?" You raise a brow.
"Um... I was going to try and maybe do naughty stuff in the bedroom with you..." He says in an extremely low tone. Your eyes widen and you body reacts before your mind because you had hit him. Dan gasps and puts a hand  on his cheek.
"I-I guess I deserve that..." He takes his hand off and you can see the red mark of your hand printed in his skin. You feel bad for a second but quickly remind yourself that he cheated on you.
"I think you should leave..." You say standing up. Dan looks at you and stands up slowly himself.
"I guess I should... See ya?" He asks, hope escaping his lips. You think shortly about your answer and lead him to your door.
"Probably not" you say shutting the door behind him. You slide yourself down your door and blow out all the air of your lungs. Then tears leave your eyes but you stay silent.


"When did things become so complicated?...."


~Time Skip~


You were binge watching your favourite show, eating your favourite crisps and a bottle of wine sat on your table. You weren't drunk but an other glass would make you. You sigh and decide to take that chance and pour yourself an other glass. You bring the glass to your lips and take a sip.


"I'm gonna regret this tomorrow morning..." You say putting your glass back on the table. After a few minutes you hear your door being opened and closed.
"Hey Y/N! Whatcha do today?" Y/F exclaims. You sigh and look at her.
"Dan came over..." You look down and Y/F sits next to, rubbing your back.
"W-what did he want?" She ask.
"To talk about our current situation..." You wipe the tears that had escaped your eyes.
"Your breath reeks of alcohol!" She says suddenly. "Are you drunk?" She says picking up your bottle.
"Maybe" you say with a grin.
"Ok, look you should get some rest and we'll talk tomorrow" she says helping you stand.
"Fine..." You walk clumsily to your room and quickly fall asleep.


Y/F's P.O.V.


I sighed flicking my hair to the side. What was he thinking? I thought. I walked into Y/N room and she was in a star position and drooling a bit. I chuckled and left her room. I walk out the flat and went across the hall to knock on the boys door. After I knocked I hear footsteps on the other side of the door. When the door opens I see a sleepy Phil with his morning hair and I feel butterflies welcome themselves in my tummy.
"Y/F, what can I do for you?" Ooh you'd want to know....
"Um I was hopping to talk to Dan..." I look at him. He nods and shows you to where Dan is sitting. I thank him and sit next to Dan. It doesn't seem like he realises that I'm next to him so I clear my throat. His heads quickly turns towards me.


"She told you?" I nod. He sighs and puts his laptop down. He looked awful! Sad, broken, confused... Just like Y/N.
"You're really that dumb aren't you?" You say. He raises one of his brows. "Y/N is now a drunk mess who thinks that you did what you did because you got tired of her!" I say looking straight into his eyes.
"She's drunk?"
"That's besides the point Dan! Look you broke her and then you think a little talk will just fix everything!" I say with a louder tone.
"I-I wasn't thinking... I needed to see her again..." He says looking at the ground.
"Well you should use that brain of yours once in a while and maybe start thinking before you act!" I say sharply.
"I know! It's just I feel terrible... I barely remember it, that's how drunk I was. The thing I remember the most is, hearing glass shatter and then someone saying my name I broke the kiss to see Y/N tears in her eyes. It's an image I'll never forget..." He starts crying slightly but keeps looking at me. "I can't even try to imagine how Y/N feels..." He chocked out. I wanted to hug him but stopped myself. "Now she doesn't want to see me again" More tears leave his eyes.
"I-I'll try and work on that..." I say. He thanks me and I leave.


Hey! So this is a longer chapter and I hope you like it! I'll see you guys soon!


ILY
Jenna

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