Hibernating

It's been almost a week since Dan cheated on you and you haven't seen the outside of your room in a while.  (Thank god you have a bathroom connected to your room!) You had never imagined Dan the little boy with who you used to play Mario with, would  cheat on anyone... But he did... And it was you... It hurt, it hurt when you moved, it hurt when you would think, it hurt when you would do anything. Your bed had become your best friend. Y/F comes from time to time to give you some food, she's the only person allowed in your room.
This is dumb... I shouldn't be acting like this for a guy... Urg I don't care anymore! My life is crap...
Your thoughts since then...


"Y/N? I'm coming in with pancakes"
Y/F says before opening the door. She places the tray on you desk and sits next to you.
"How you holding up?" She asks.
"Not great at all Y/F. Why would he do that... Was I not good enough? Was I boring him? Am I that unattractive!?" And you start crying...again... Y/F hugs you trying to comfort you.
"I-I don't know Y/N. I haven't talked to him, I've kind of being avoiding him..." She says. You get out of her arms and wipe you tears.
"Should I talk to him?" You say looking into her eyes.
"I don't think you should just yet... Let him see what he's lost, even tho he kinda knows... Just a bit longer" she says getting back up.
"Thanks! I needed that" I smile.
"Anytime! So I've got to go to work I'll see you tonight?" She heads to the door.
"Yeah..."
"You better eat those pancakes!!" She shouts before leaving the flat. You laugh and lay back down. A shower would feel good right now... You get up take a towel and a new set of pyjamas and go to your bathroom.


~After Shower~


Those pancake tasted like heaven! And the new set of clothe made you feel clean. For the first time in a week you walk you your room to wash your plate. And it feels good to be out of your room, it was starting to get cramped. As you're washing your plate someone knocks on the door. You wipe your hands and head to the door. To be honest you hadn't thought this through... Because when you open the door you shut it back as fast as you can. But sadly Dan had managed to put his foot in the way. You sigh and open it again.


"What do you want?" You ask looking straight at him.
"Um... I-I think we um should talk..." He says. His eyes are red and puffy, he looked tired and beat down.
"I don't wanna talk" you say still looking at him.
"Please...Y/N... Please" he says with a sad expression. For a moment you feel your heart ache. But you brush it off.
"Fine..."

Comment