Jay arrived back but i was still asleep at this point...I woke up at like 9am the next morning, jay was asleep in the chair,in the corner of the room. I just sat there watching him sleeping, he looks so cute when he's sleeping.

I grabbed my book from the side of the bed, 'Pregnancy, what to expect' was what it was called. I flicked through to the chapter on 5/6 month of pregnancy, I was excited for the baby now, after me being in shock and I was so happy that Jay had accepted me as I was. I rubbed my tummy thinking wow 4 months to go and I'll be a mum and jay will be a sort of dad, nothing will replace Matt as this child's father though, his parents would kill me for one. I was thinking if it is a little boy (if they have got it right) that I would call him Matthew after his dad and if it was a girl, that was the hard part tbh.

Knock knock

"Come in" I shouted.

In walks Nathan, Siva, Max, Tom, Kelsey and Nareesha. Nareesha was holding a huge bunch of flowers!! My eyes lit up, they didn't even know me that well but made me feel loved instantly!!

Jay woke up, thanks to Nathan knocking him. And he immediately came over and gave me a kiss on the head. "Good morning beautiful" He smiled and i said good morning.

"How is the patient today then?" max asked.

"I am feeling much better after a good nights rest, thank you".

Kelsey cut in and said; "these are for you" passing over a box of chocolates then Nareesha said "a girl always needs chocolate to cheer her up when she's sick" she smiled, she was beautiful and had perfect white teeth, Siva was a lucky man!!

They all sat down at the end of the bed and jay was sat next to me, holding my hand. We looked at them all and Siva knew we wanted to say something.

"Is there something you two want to tell us?"

We looked at one another and jay began to speak;

"Well, I've decided that I want to be apart of Emma and the baby's life, were going to bring him up together. I know as first I said I wouldn't to you guys i wasnt going to get involved, but seeing Emma unconscious and not knowing whether she was to live or die, it made me realise I want her to be in my life and the baby is part of her. I'll love that baby boy as if he's my own but I know i will never replace the real father, he was a real hero."

Siva had his arms around Nareesha as she was sobbing. "Oh jay, that has to be the sweetest thing I have ever heard you say" Siva says wiping away Nareesha's tears. "I'm happy for you mate, if that's what you both want then we give you our blessing and support" Siva smiled and everyone else nodded in agreement.

"Congrats mate" max said shaking jays hand with Tom and Nathan following him.

"What we going to tell the fans about Jaythan not being real?? They're going to be gutted" Nathan laughed.

"Hold on Jaythan??" I said puzzled. Jay and Nathan looked at me and laughed.

"Our fans have this name for us two, and because we're the single ones of the band they pretended that we were gay and in a relationship with one another..."

"Rightttttt" I said, it was a bit funny but it made me smile. "Well sorry fans this man is now mine" I looked up at jay and he smiled back and planted a kiss on my lips. "I love you" he said. My heart melted, "I love you too Jay".

Everyone was stood at the bottom of the bed. Me and jay were still looking at one another when Tom clapped his hands together and said; "right, I think that is our que to leave these love birds to catch up on their time apart without us, who's up for a beer then to celebrate jay becoming a dad??". "That sounds like a great plan boy!!" Max said pulling on toms ear. I looked up at Jay and I said "you go with them"

"Nah I'll stay with you"

"Jay I'm not going anywhere in a hurry am I?? Go and enjoy with your mates, we don't have much longer to do just that."

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"I'm more than positive" I gave him a kiss and he kissed me back and whispered. "I'm the luckiest guy in the world".

We said our goodbyes and they all left the room and I got comfy and started reading my book again.

6 Months (23 - 27 weeks)

Over a foot long, your baby weighs in at almost two pounds now. He is already practicing walking by pedaling his feet and kicking you, sometimes right in the cervix. Your baby has developed a strong grip and he can open and close his eyes in reaction to light. His vocal cords are fully functional, although he won't be truly practicing until he sees his first glimpse of daylight. Hiccups are common for him as your little one practices swallowing, and you may feel these throughout the day. A baby born now can survive with intensive care....thank god was all I could think of when I read this.

Then I got this sharp cramping pain, fuck me that was strong!! Bet its those Braxton hicks contractions, god help me when he actually arrives I'm such a wus!!

OMG these pains are getting so much worse...arrgggghhhhh!!! I press the emergency button and the nurses rush in and then it all goes black....

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