You are loved ~ Jayhoon🥀🌸

@MoonxFanfiction it has been made >:) (ignore the odd-sounding start I wasn't sure how to start it-)

Loud banter filled the practice room, mostly Jay and Jake's. Ni-ki had fallen flat on his face and was being picked on for it. With time the laughter died down as everyone went back to practicing. However, Sunghoon was getting more frustrated with himself by the second. No matter how many times he went over the step in his head, he couldn't get it down. Soon the music to "Drunk Dazed" finished and everyone was gasping for air. "Hey, Sunghoon-Hyung?" Jungwon asked walking over. Sunghoon slightly tensed, he knew it was about the dance move.

Sunghoon made eye contact with Jungwon, letting him know he had his attention. "Do you want some help with the move?" Jungwon asked kindly. "Please, sorry," Sunghoon said feeling bad. Soon he and Jungwon were going over the step repeatedly. Sunghoon was still struggling to understand the move. Sunghoon tried to mimic Jungwon's movements as he nearly tripped. Sunghoons hands began to shake as he got nervous, everyone was watching him. "It's not great but till tomorrow it'll be fine, practice is going to end in 3 minutes. How about we run it one more time and go home?" Jungwon said sympathetically. Everyone complied as they ran it once more.

Jay opened the doors as everyone began to flood out and into the hallway. "Hey, Jungwon?" Sunghoon said tapping the leader's shoulder. "Hm?" He hummed turning around. "Is it ok if I stay back and work on the step some more?" Sunghoon asked him. "Yeah just don't spend too long here," Jungwon complied smiling.

Sunghoon had been practicing the dance for almost 3 extra hours now, with no breaks so far. It was 7 pm as he finished the dance and slumped against the door. "Why can't I get this damn step right?" Sunghoon thought feeling his hands begin to shake. "It's not that hard! What am I doing wrong?" Sunghoon whispered, feeling his body begin to tense. His breathing hitched as he looked around the room. "No! Now's not the time for this! I need to get this move!" Sunghoon said aloud, standing up. He walked back to his position and continued the dance, with Jungwon's explanation burned into his brain. More hours had passed, but his mental drive and perfectionism wouldn't let himself stop.

Sunghoon stood in the center of the room. He had been practicing for 6 extra hours, and Jay had already called him 10 minutes ago and told him to come home, but Sunghoon ignored his words and continued to dance. Whilst standing in the middle of the room, he took in everything. His surroundings, the pain in his legs and arms, the burning sensation of freezing air hitting his lungs. He was drenched in sweat, he hadn't drank water in quite some time. Soon he felt his legs give out under him as he hit the ground with a loud *THUD*.

Jay had left the dorm to go find Sunghoon, he still wasn't back after 20 minutes and was beginning to worry. The hallway felt cold, someone must have forgotten to turn the heat on with the cold autumn air rushing in. With haste, he saw the door to the practice room down the hall. Which is when he heard a loud *THUD* causing him to almost drop the jacket he brought for Sunghoon. Jay picked up his pace and opened the door hurriedly, to find Sunghoon collapsed on the floor. Jay looked at Sunghoon in the eyes and they made eye contact.

Sunghoon's body tensed as his anxiety crept back and he shot up to a sitting position to greet his Hyung. "H-Hey Hyung!" He slightly stuttered out of embarrassment and nervousness. "What happened? Are you ok?" Jay said rushing over. "Yeah, I just tripped!" Sunghoon lied through his teeth. Jay sighed as he got to the floor. "Are you sure?" Jay said looking at him. All of Sunghoon's negative emotions and nervousness came back as his eyes became glossy. Jay enveloped him in a hug, "It's ok Sunghoon..." he said as Sunghoon began crying. Sunghoon tried to hold back tears but failed as quiet sobs began escaping his mouth. 

10 minutes had passed and Sunghoon began to calm down. He felt horrible, physically and mentally. "I'm so sorry Jay-Hyung," he said hugging the older. "There's no need to be sorry," Jay said tightening the hug. Sunghoon was still visibly shaking, his eyes were puffy and red, and his whole body throbbed with pain. Jay began playing with Sunghoon's hair to try and help him calm down. Jay's turned his head when he heard the door opening, praying to anything that it wasn't a different group. Fortunately, it was the rest of Enhypen. Everyone saw the scene in front of them, a tired slightly crying Sunghoon, and Jay hugging whilst trying to comfort him. The members said nothing but all joined in on the hug. 

No one spoke for 10 minutes. Until Jay was the first to speak, "We love you Sunghoon," he said with a smile. Everyone followed by telling Sunghoon they loved him. Sunghoon cracked a sad smile, he felt loved. Eventually, everyone made it back to the dorm.

That night, Sunghoon ended up cuddling with Jay and also ended up catching a cold from the AC mess up, but Sunghoon was happy. He spent the night much happier than before, and Jay promised to help him get the step when he wasn't sick. Which definitely didn't end up getting Jay sick. (SEGWAY TO A DIFFERENT CHAPTER??-)


HEY!!!! FIRST THINGY OF THE BOOK! You ask and you shall receive :D. I'm really excited to write this, and unlike my other one-shot book I know what I'm writing about-

Have a great day/night!!

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