~yeona~

heeseung and i got closer. i never intended for this to happen.

he has a very warm heart, i don't deserve someone as good as him. i really don't want to be his friend, because in the end i'll just end up hurting him. just like everyone else.

every time he would try talking to me I would try to be as evasive as i could, but my efforts were in vain because he wouldn't give up.

i envied that a lot about him, he was a really determined person and he fought for what he wanted. i, on the other hand am just a pathetic little girl who would give up on all her dreams and everything she has without even giving it a second thought.

i really hate being like this