I promised to meet Cameron and after that the decision could be mine . Cameron put me at ease  by not being much selfish .I knew the months are going to be tough.  The path I chose out of hurry was only such kind of decision someone could take for the sake of love. I was being foolish I chose the man who was barely there for me coming out of the blue with the tokens of regret and hopelessness over my"  new "life which started months ago . I know experience and wisdom come together but it was already too much to happen or maybe I wasn't able to realise swiftness of life and lessons   I chose Cameron over my so called new friends , the boy who gave me a little bit of hope I knew he was unhealed too but I couldn't feel.  You must be wondering how did I loose my new friends bunch - binge ( jade ,Kate, rayln ) .they sided with Adrian. Nobody cared to listen to my story .yes it was shocking yet true  only I made them met and I was excluded.  Excluded in the sense while talking to jade over call her remarks " we will decide whether we want you in our group or not " cleared everything . Kate being the proper neighborhood aunt started blaming and ignoring me . Raylyn had no idea . I only had my three friends whom I met at first and luckily they understood my point of view . I was slowly learning about how things work here ,how people are my mind was having flashbacks.