RUES POV
how ever many times i would try and stay sober , the door to keep clean is at the end of a dark infinity path and when you finally reach the door there's a whole other path behind it. i wasn't just do it for myself but i was doing it for gia , mom and jules. it looks easy , but it's not.
there is supposed to be a party next weekend on the 31st for new years , it's the 23rd now. i'll probably go if jules go or even fezco. i heard being around people keeps a sober mind. that's my motivation point anyways.
i had been clean for a a week, i think and i said HAD by the way. it's a step, you just have to be consistent and no matter how well your doing falling back is the easier bit.
"rue" my mom stuck her had round the door.
"rue baby, you've not left you room in 2 days you need to eat."
incorrect. infact i did leave my room about 1 and a half hour ago to go to fezcos , the store wasn't open. unusual. so i went to there house, fezco wasn't there but ash and felicity was. i'm not sure why felicity was there, actually she's there quite a lot but who knows why. it's probably that sister of hers-
"rue hello i'm talking to you?" her mom continued waving her hand in front of her face.

"woah , mom hey sorry you caught me of there"

"rue are you fucking high , are you kidding me right now"

"oh my fucking god stop being so fucking annoying mom just get out my room"

"i'm not joking rue,  in  my house"

"not the first time" rue said standing up and walking towards the door.
sober thoughts are real.

END OF RUES POV

ashtray put the joint to his mouth.
"do you know when fez is gonna be back? he's been gone hours" fee spoke.

felicity had asked ashtray so many questions over the past 2 hours.

"it's been 2 hours and no" ash said back

"what was it like growing up with him as a kid." she questioned.

"i don't know, good" he said with furrowed brows and a inpatient tone.

"oh cool, do you like not going to school?" she asked again.

ashtray unlit the joint and put it on a ashtray. before turning around and squinting "do you have any more questions felicity?"

she shook her head looking down.

"actually" she said grinning

"shut the fuck up"

felicity let out a giggle which made ashtray smirk slightly.

"no but actually , what are you and fezco doing this christmas?"

"probably at the store" he said

"oh" she said

"yourself?"

"nothing alone my sisters going to new york tomorrow with her boyfriend"

ash just nodded to which he quickly stood up as he heard the front door open.

"sit back down, it's just fez"  fee said sighing.

"it's me bro" fez said , ash sat back down with ease.

"you took forever" fee said walking towards the door.

"your going?" ash questioned raising one eyebrow.

"well yeah, i guess i'm gonna go home don't wanna bother you to much" fee said awkwardly

fez tilted his head
"ash, i'm gonna be sorting out grandma n stuff we ain't gonna be at store for the next 2 days, you need company right?"

"not really" he rolled his eyes

"well you do, go with fee you know make sure her n her sister ain't getting into shit n stuff aight"

"it's okay fez, really she goes tomorrow."

"don't matter ash is going just incase"

ash turned his head to fezco and mouthed something over to him before grabbing his phone.
"come on then" he spoke displeasingly and held the door open for her.

"such a gentleman" she sneered

ash pulled a face before walking of behind her.

"im not sure what my sister is going to say about you, the face tatoos might come across displeasing to her, i dont know she can be a quick to one to judge" fee said in hope of starting a conversation.

"that on her then" ash said looking back down at his phone.

FEES POV

i was somewhat glad ash was coming, but i was nervous on how my sister was going to react, shes not to keen on me with boys. she claims im fucked up enough and doesnt need me getting pregnant. however as much as im going to have to reassure her me and ash are just friends, she wont have it. either way, hes staying fez is right that bitch is pyhscotic. 

anyways, ash is dry he doesnt really involve himself in much conversation. he is a nice boy when he wants to be, just bad morals. i guess thats not a bad thing everyone has a negative side to them, his just a bit more negative than others. i am really hoping tonight isnt overly awkward and just for the sake of one less argument with my sister, its all worth it nevertheless thats in my opinion not sure ash could say the same. 

you know sometimes i wish i didnt do drugs or drink anything like that. thats where 90 percent of mine and salias arguments rise from i wish i could just be normal and have a low life, low social life and just kind of be at peace. it was a bit to late now. 

END OF FEES POV

"you got any dogs or shi?" ash looked over.

fees face furrowed "no, why?"

"hate that shit always be barkin for no reason"

fee gave no reply but a simple nod, her house was only up the road now, it was only a few minutes till she was about to get interrogated by salia.

"come on, in here"

AUTHORS NOTES

im so sorry i literally forgot about this and finally have put the effort in to keep writing, hopefully i can keep up with it. but im currently back in my wattpad era, draco malfoy fanfics are something else!!!!!! back in my harry potter era, hopefully i will update in 1-2 days. like i say SORRY!