Tears Of Love And Despair

DreamXD was left in a confused state.
He didn't understand why GeorgeHD was acting the way he was.

Why had HD lashed out? Was he in love with someone? If so, who?

'Probably Dream' DreamXD concluded.
To him it made sense, I mean he fell in love with George.
'To bad Dream loves George. Thats probably why he's pissed at me. Cause im not in an unrequited love situation. Although I was....'

XD snapped himself out of his thoughts before they brought up some unwanted memories

He turned his head and started to watch the sky. It was a beautiful blue colour, just like always.
It reminded him of his beautiful George.

However, it also reminded him of those memories.
He couldn't help but remember the feeling of not being loved. He could sympathise with HD.

Luckily, DreamXD was able to move on from his feelings.

'But will GeorgeHD?' He thought to himself.

He knew that HD had some attachment problems. And if he loves Dream then that could mean bad things are going to happen. Love can be strong, it can be powerful.
It can be dangerous.

Not having your feelings of love reciprocated can hurt. It is an unpleasant feeling.
It makes someone feel empty inside, like they are missing a part of their heart that will never arrive.

And even if you get over the love you feel, it can still sometimes leave a hole in your heart.

DreamXD turned away from the sky and went to go find George. To enter his dream world.

"Hey DreamXD. Welcome back my love." George exclaimed.

George's face was as gorgeous as ever. He really did have 'pretty privilege'.

His face was rosy as it shone in the light of the sun. His eyes were bold and full of happiness.

"Thank you. Its good to be back. I missed you."

"I missed you to. Anything interesting happen in the real world?"

'Cut right to the chase huh? Zero hesitation.' DreamXD thought to himself.

"Not really." He finally responded with, after a moment of hesitation.

"Oh ok." George said,sounding a little disappointed.

"I think HD's in love."

"HD? The other God?" George questioned.
He had already been told about HD, but he just wanted to make sure he remembered correctly.

"Yeah."

"You think he's in love? With who?"

XD hesitated. Should he really tell George?
Yes. He should.

If George knew that HD loved Dream, then it might make him believe that Dream loves HD.
That would mean he would get over Dream. It would mean that George would be DreamXD's an no one elses.

He told HD that he didn't care. But what GeorgeHD had said about Quackity, Karl and Sapnap, really hit him. He didn't want to lose George.
And he definitely didn't want to lose George to Dream. Dream, the crazy mortal whi thinks he owns everything.

"Dream" XD finally said m, after a moment of thinking.

"Oh"

That was all George said. But the way he said it could bring sadness to anyone. His voice was filled with pure despair, pure sorrow. Pure hatred.

That one simple word and the way he said it, was powerful enough to make XD question whether he made the right decision.

"Good for him. Dream is nice. I wish them both a happy life." George said, his voice threaded with lies.
He didn't mean it.

But XD played along regardless.

"Yeah." XD said cheerfully. "Maybe once you get out of here, we could go on a double date."

"Yeah." George said.

He yawned. A fake yawn, but still.

"Anyway, XD. I should probably go to sleep. I'm feeling tired."

"Ok, goodnight my love." XD said.

Then, he left.

George headed towards his home.

The door creaked open and George stepped inside. An echo of his footsteps was spread around the empty house.

Well, technically it was full of stuff. Like furnaces and a crafting table or two. It had chests, shelves that had flower pots on it and bookshelves.
Those were mostly for decoration, the books were just sat collecting dust.
But to George the house felt empty,the lack of life was to blame. The lack of another

George headed straight for his bed. It was a big canopy bed.
The frames were made of wood. Each post carved with memories of his friends. Dream, Sapnap, Karl, Quackity. Even his non friends like Tommy, Wilbur and Tubbo.

The curtains surrounding the bed were red with white spots, like a mushroom. Or that's what he assumed, he couldn't really tell because of his colorblindness.
The bed itself however, or the blanket at least, was a beautiful blue. This he could see.

But to him non of this mattered. He just climbed in the bed and covered himself with the blanket.
He moved the pillow, so he could snuggle with it.

His head was buried into the pillow, it helped muffle his sobs.
He cried and cried for what seemed like hours.

'Why did HD like Dream? Because Dream is amazing. '

'Did Dream like HD back? He probably does.'

'Will they end up together? Yes, because you are not awake in that world anymore.'

'Why do I care, I have XD? Because you are a selfish human being.'

This carried on whilst he sobbed. He asked questions, then proceeded to answer them himself. The answer were driving him deeper and deeper into despair.

His sobs getting louder and louder. So loud that the pillow couldn't contain them.
George moved the pillow and bit his lip, trying to control his crying. He bit down harder and harder, until his lip bled.
Then he let go of his lips, removing his teeth.

However, he still couldn't contain his sadness and now his cries were now echoing through the house.
And it continued like this, until George fell asleep. The crying wore him out and he fell asleep on his tear stained pillow.

DreamXD watched this all, knowing that he would never truly have George's full love.

Not yet anyway.

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