15) Heart Beat (EDITED)

I open my eyes and was surprised to see someone laying beside of me in bed. I fell off the bed, shook. He opened his eyes and turn to look at me. His eyes met mine and he smirk, "Good morning babe~"


I was holding onto my poor soul. If this is a prank I'm killing him. Jisung sat up and stretch. "What are you doing on the floor?" He asks me and I got up right away. I ignore him and was about to walk to my bathroom but then everything changes within a blank of an eye. Everything in my surroundings were fading away and replaced with black. I look up in front of me and Jisung smiles, "I'm sorry, I love you." Then his lips met mine.


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I woke up shook and freaked out. "What the holy f*ck did I just dreamed of?" I yelled out loud in complete creeps. My room door open. Jimin popped his head inside, "You okay kiddo? You screamed just now." Then Jungkook pops his head inside too.


"Good morning noona." I rolled my eyes at him, "Jungkook, how many times have I told you that I am younger than you." I laugh and he pouted. "Whatever. Anyway, get ready, you have school in the next few minutes so hurry up." They said before closing my doors. I lock it and got out to change.


I am literally getting the creeps onto me. That dream seems so real then again weird. I don't even like him. He scares me! 'But that's not what you thought last night.' my conscious said to me. What in the world? 'Not like that you pabo!' Lord Jisoos, what did I just think of. I sigh and smile at my reflection. My bruises were disappearing. That's a good sign. A good thing so far is that Jisung haven't been targeting me these past few weeks now too. Let's hope it stays that way.


I walk out of the house but then Taehyung came out after me. "Hey, Y/N, can we talk about something?" He ask me seriously but there was a small tint of sadness.. I look at him in confusion.


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"Y/N, I'm leaving." He said carefully but still holding onto my hands. I didn't look at him at all. Instead, I remove his hands from mine. I took in a few deep breaths and smile.


"Why?" There must be a reason. Everyone have a reason and a purpose onto why they do things. It's just how life is. You can't do anything without a reason. At my sudden thoughts, Jisung suddenly came onto my mind.


"I'm going to become a trainee at Bighit Ent. You know how much I love singing. It was my dream. It's not just going to be me but also the rest of BTS. I hope you understand what I'm saying, alright?" He spoke to me softly and full of sympathy. I nodded my head as a small tear drop from my eyes. His embrace on my small body made it even worse for me because then I'll break down even more.


"Jebal...don't leave me. You're all I have left." I cried slowly into his arm. He was crying to.


Eventually, Taehyung stiffen. I pull away and glance behind me but then he pull me back to prevent me from seeing at whatever he was looking at. Then a voice broke in, "Oh, hello, Kim Taehyung." I quickly broke away and wipe my eyes.


"Good bye Taetae. I hope you achieve your dreams. Don't worry about me. Thank you for everything, I mean it from the bottom of my heart." I smile and wave bye to him before running pass Jisung who was standing at my front gate.


I was running but not to school. I ran to the complete opposite side of the school route. Why? Why does it always have to be the people who I love the most that leaves me? I cry and I cry as I run to where ever my feet would take me.


Right when I was about to cross a red light without thinking. someone ran and caught me. We both lay on the other side of the road out of breaths but I was exhausted from crying so much.


My eyes were closed after some tiresome running. "Yah, are you crazy!" My eyes shot right open the moment Jisung yell at me. He saved me? His expressions was dead serious. There was no threats in his eyes, it was a complete different look in his eyes, he was worry.


I hug him causing him to fall backwards. "Hey-"


"Don't leave..." I sob. He hesitated whether he should comfort me or not. Slowly, I felt him patting my head to calm down. I relax a bit after knowing that someone was there to comfort me for a while. It's only for this moment.


*Thump Thump*


I could hear it.


*Thump Thump*


It was a small beating coming from my chest.


*Thump Thump Thump*


My heart was beating slowly in a fast pace.


I finally let go of him. we look into each others eyes but then a small tint of pink was spreading across his face. He broke the eye contact. Soon, I could feel my face heating up. I got up immediately. I was supposed to be scared for my life but somehow, I'm no longer afraid of him. He cover his eyes with one hand. In a way, I was getting nervous. I check my phone and crap,


"We're late!" I panic and then right before I could dash off running, He pull me back.


"You got us late already so why the rush now?" He said rolling his eyes. Yep, he's back.


My expression change right away. I frown. "I'm sorry." I mumble. He was caught off guard at my sudden apologies.


"What do you mean? I meant that it's a good thing therefore we don't really have to attend today since you don't even seem okay yourself." He said. He walk away and I was lost.


Where am I supposed to go now? I try thinking of what should I do for the day since I really can't go home too. Just as I turn on my heel to go hang out at a cafe, someone grab my hand carefully, linking mine with theirs. I turn and look up, our faces a few inches away. His eyes widen. The two us froze.


Again, I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. It's as if his touch or his aura was causing this to happen to me. What is it? What's this feeling? "Let's go." He said breaking the awkwardness. I just walk on beside of him as he drag us to where ever he wanted to go. I guess, I'll have to spend this day alone with him. It can't be that bad right? Or is it? Who knows what's going on.

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