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-Authors POV-

"Ms Y/N?! Are you okay?! did something happen?! please open this god damn door!!" You heard a voice outside a voice that was worried actually

'oh shoot i forgot unnie's still there!'

"Im okay unnie! I know what to do dont worry!!" You said making her not worry

"Well if you say so... Come out after)2 20 minutes so we can finish your hair and makeup okay?" Unnie lim informed you as you sighed silently so she wont hear you

"Got that unnie" you answered her

"Okay then!" she then left after that

you quickly lean at the wall and still re-thinking or like flashbacking? about these family gathering that happened back then

-Flashback-

"Y/N your fat" Your grandma suddenly told you more like judging you

"Sorry mother but dont worry i'll make sure next time she'll come here she wont be fat" your mother apologized to your grandma while looking at you or like glaring actually while you're just smiling so they wont have to... care? do they even care

These words they said keeps drowning you like..

'Your fat'
'You disgust me'
'Cant believe your a family member in ths family'
'Oh look who it is the nerdy homeschooled girl'
'Your alone pfft sad to be true'
'OMG why did you become fat?! it will ruin our image!'
'Out of all the members here in our family Y/N is the most ugliest out of all'

And all you could do is.... Smile brightly even tho deep down you're drowning

~Time skip~

You, your mom and your dad ar at the car and almost arriving at the destination where the family gathering will happen and few minutes later we finally arrived the place, the car stopped and you saw many people and some flashing sounds that annoys you

"Make sure to straighten up your body and dont embarrass us this time" Your mom whispered to you while your walking to the building that your grandpa owns

While walking to the place it was so crowded and there was a red carpet thats where youband your parents were walking to, Since the place was crowded many people took some picture and the one that keeps bothering you are the... flashes

'Too many cameras... and what is this a red carpet show?'

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After the long walk You and your family finally arrived at the dining room where the other family members are located

They came inside and at the moment when they came inside You felt something like something bad will happen and you were thinking about many things because your gut is totally panicking your eyes too 'Something bad is gonna happen... something dangerous'

While Y/N was zoning out the family members looked at Y/N

"erm.." Y/Ns father said while fake coughing to get Y/Ns attention but Y/N was still standing there with an unreadable face "Excuse me Y/N-ah" The man softly said but deep down he was already mad of Y/N he doesnt want to get embarrassed infront of his family

"Y/N-Ah~~ Come on lets take a seat" A familiar voice said and grabs Y/Ns had dragging Y/N to the dining table

You steal glances at the face and you looked down as you noticed who that is

'Yujin'

Yujin is another causin obviously she is mean too and the one who always bullies Y/N, Yujin is 2 years older than Y/N thats why of all arguments with Y/N she always win

Y/N sat between Yujin and... Lei

'Lei? why do i have to sit next to him?'

"Well Y/N? take a seat please?" Y/Ns mother said trying to hold her anger, You sat down before your mother will kill you

"Wah another year to have this family gathering" A female voice said ((Auntie🤡))

"Really? it has been a year already?" The old lady said with a shock face ((Grandma🤡)) then the grandma looks at Y/N parents "Even both of you became more handsome and beautiful"

"Awe thanks mom~" The complimented lady thank the old lady then took a glance at her daughter Y/N

While they were all complimenting eachother You looked uncomfortable and felt something on your lap... It was lei touching you again, You tried to stay away but yujin forced you to stay... 'Uncomfortable place' you taught

After the grandparents complimented everyone except for one they then look to the one who didnt receive some compliments

"Oh Y/N.. you never change still fat but i see some changes just a lil bit tho" The grandma said while the grandfather so as your parents just glaring at you

Y/N just made a bright smile then stood up "Thank you" you bowed and sat back again

"Psh" Your causins then chuckled because you thanked them for nothing then in a sudden everyone laughed at you even your parents

'Just smile.. smile...' Thats the only thing you taught trying to hold your tears

After that the family continued to eat and talk or more like complimenting after 1 year of not seeing eachother while Y/N just ate quickly and doesn't want to meet eyes with the family members

-Time skip at night-
8:17 AM

It was already night and the family were star gazing at the rooftop of the building while talking to eachother and having fun but the only one who's alone was Y/N

You felt Out of place there and wanted to go home so badly but you can't say it to your parents directly cause they might get mad

After many minutes of enjoying their moments together You heard a siren around the city you looked around your family members and noticed that some of the didn't hear nor notice the siren

You looked at the corner/sides of the rooftop to see what was going on, your eyes widened seeing a building on fire and there was like a large screen at the other Building

What the screen shows:

-A picture-
Everyone please stay in your house and don't go anywhere a building is set on fire and a criminal is on the lose so please stay safe or away from that part if the city!

As soon as you heard that you taught of what your gut was saying earlier 'Something bad is gonna happen... something dangerous' then you saw your parents leaving the rooftop and signaling you to come with them 'No...'

You run to your parents and shakes your mothers arms like stopping the both of your parents from leaving the place

"What?!" Your mother shouted and caught everyones attention all the members shook their heads to the lady who shouted

"M-m-mom L-lets j-just stay he-here!" Y/N stutter because of panicking

"What do you mean?! we have to go now! i still have work tomorrow" The father yelled

"Whats going on here?!" Y/Ns auntie shouted and walk to the direction where Y/N and Y/Ns parents are, walking along with the other family members

You then pointed at the building and opened your mouth to explain but nothing came out

Then in a sudden everyone heard a explosion

BANG!

Everyone flinched and look at Y/N "WHAT DID YOU DO Y/N?!" they all yelled in synch

"I DIDNT DO ANYTHING! JUST!" The girl that was blamed shouted and ran to the side of the rooftop and about to point the burning building but as soon as she turn her head outside she saw the next building to theirs explode

As the family members ran their way to Y/N but they stopped as soon as they heard a gunshot

You turned your head to the direction where your family members are and saw someone falling down helplessly

'Grandpa...'

Everyone started to panick in fear while the grandma cried and sat next to the laying man

"Dont go yet... Yeobo!!" The old lady said while grabbing the old mans head and put it on her lap and hold the old mans hands

While Y/Ns father saw a guy with black jeans, black mask and black hoodie holding a gun... it was the guy that shot their grandpa

"YOU!" the father yelled and ran to the guy ready to fight but in a blink of a eye they all saw the father fell slowly on the ground while the guy who shot the 2 man giggled

'Just earlier everyone was enjoying their moments together... what just happened?' you stood with mixed emotions there zoning out hearing everyones panicking voice

Your heart beats nonstop hearing the gunshots echoing at your ears and your mind keeps flashbacking when the 2 man fell down at the floor 'Why the hell did this happen?' You ran to my father crying cause even if they treated you bad they still took care of you especially him, back then you and him used to be close and he used to be the one whos kind at you but now he changed but even if he changed seeing him at the floor with blood running out from his chest flowing to the ground makes your heart ache

You soon noticed the guy who shot your grandpa and father the guy ran away and yoy quickly stood up and chase ((Chase🤡 get it?)) him, before that you heard someone shouting

"Y/N!! GET BACK HERE!!" It was your mom but you just continue to chase the guy while tears falling nonstop on your cheeks

'Why would you try to stop me when you dont give a damn care about me?'

As you reach the entrance ofbthe building still chasing the guy you got stopped by a gaurd

"Ms Y/N lee, Where are you going?! You heard the news r-" You stopped the guard from running out and ignoring him to chase the criminal

"HEY!" You shouted as the guy was just 2 meter away from you and he stopped ((Is it a guy tho? Lol)) "Stop running! Why... did you shoot them?" You asked panting as you hear him chuckle and turned around clapping his hands sarcastically

You didn't see his face clearly because he was wearing a mask and his hoodie is up "Why did i shoot them? what a stupid question that comes from a stupid person" He said as you just wipe your tears "See that? I FUCKING MADE THEM DID THAT!" He shouted while pointing at the 2 building the other building that was still burning and the other building that exploded its all next to your grandpa's building

"AND YOUR FUCKING HAPPY ABOUT IT?! SEEING MANY PEOPLE DYING?!" you yelled and step closer to him slowly

He just chuckled at your question "OF COURSE I AM CAUSE I AM SAVING THEM FROM THIS BEAUTIFUL LIE WHICH IS 'LIFE'! AFTER ALL WE ALL ARE JUST FATED TO DIE CAUSE THATS THE MEANING OF LIFE 'DEATH'" He yelled as you stop walking to him and noticed what he said, both of you were like only 1 meter away and hot smokes was smoking between the both of you

'Its true tho... our fate in life are just dying' but you glared at him "Yes it is our fate but they! still have a life to live they can still do many things to their life and you ruined it" You said as he laughed at your words and you got annoyed and kick him down he fell down at the floor harshly and you hear him groan

But He then look at you and chuckled "So your Lee Irene and lee jikyungs one and only Daughter-child? did i kill your father and grandpa? Oops sorry! but they forgot to pay me something big-" Before he finishes his sentence you pulled him to stand up and took off his mask and hoodie

"Who the fuck are you?!" You yelled, he doesnt look familiar to you and you never ever have seen him at your life at all

"Oh pretty~ getting a close look at your pretty face i heard you got the intelligence but i dont care about that as long as you have the figure and l-" You choke him before he could finish his sentence 'I would rather be called fat'

In a sudden the person you were holding faded and it made you flinch "The hell?! HOW THE FUCK DID YO-" before you finished your sentence you heard a sound of a knife... You turned around and saw him smithing the two knife walking forward to you "H-how did yo-"

You backed away then stopped as soon as you saw him slowly falling and bloods around his body and some bloods flew to you then landed at your clean yellowy flowery dress but now has blood stains on it and also at your face

Your eyes widen to see the guy fall down and landed at the streets floor harshly again as he fell down you saw the background those buildings that was set on fire has many smokes spreading around the city but your eyes widened more to see a figure standing only 1 meter away from you 'Did he kill... the guy that killed my grandpa and father?'

Your knees felt weak, your eyes that were teary was just forcing itself to close and you felt nothing but just... empty

The next thing you knew is you fell but you expected to fall on the floor but you felt some soft arms around your neck and waist, seems to be a guy carrying you "W-who ar-are you?" You force myself to ask while stuttering

All you could see is his hair his brown hair you couldn't see his face because your sight becomes blurry but you did notice him smile
'Who are you?..' You felt like your soul left your body and just fainted like its nothing but before that you heard many unfamiliar voices speaking but youbcant do anything since your body is fully weakened after those running, crying, thingking and more things that was drowning/weighing you down

"Too much things happened today~ Get some sleep" You heard a voice and fell asleep but still fell asleep softly because of the sweet voice you heard

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