A Sad Memory

There is no safety net.


We are responsible for ourselves,


and when we are broken, we must pick up our own pieces.


No relying on others for happiness...


That isn't healthy.


Nor is letting everyone rely on you.


You can't carry the burden,


You already carry yourself.


Your thoughts are not cohesive


When you carry everyone,


But you fail yourself in the process.


You aren't going to change, I realize,


Because you aren't.


You rely on him and her


To bring the charge of creativity.


You rely on heartbreak, but you hate the pain.


You rely on sadness, but you wish for the day you can be happy.


When there isn't anything left, and all you feel is numb,


You can congratulate yourself,


Because you finally destroyed your own humanity.


You are falling into the trap,


But when you see that you are needed you can't become free.


The chains are everlasting,


Like the mark you place on the world.


You will be good or you will be bad...


Is there no inbetween?!


You can do this,


You have to believe.


"But my life won't ever mean a thing"


I know you well, fairchild, I know you well,


The moon and the sun set you apart,


Because you will never know beauty until the world brings it to you.


You will never believe you are pretty until the day you die,


And you will never see the moon and sun collide


Because the path you are on will kill you


Destruct you


Haunt your dreams and sleep until death seems like a distant memory.


Free yourself from the chains, fairchild,


Set yourself free,


Your cries in the night have made it to me,


And my soul can't carry the weight of yours,


You must muddle in the mess until you find yourself.


Please, young one, you have so much life.


Don't fall into the trap of despair...


The abyss is already too dark.


Come home, sleep in your bed,


Be the warmth you need, because you really are darling...


This is from me to you,


The past to the future


One version to another.


I know it doesn't seem real.


But you must believe.


There is no safety net.


So believe in this,


He will come for you when he is ready,


You will finally get a prince (whether you know him or don't yet),


And he will hug you so tight, all the broken pieces will be fixed


With a hold like glue...


And you don't need anyone but yourself.


And yet you'll never believe.


You are smart, trust me.


Don't give up please,


Or your death will just be a sad memory.

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