The room was black. Was I even in a room?

All I could smell was the sickly chemical smell of hospitals. All I heard was a beeping and one constant stream of deep breathing. Sometimes I'd hear voices, but not words. Other times I heard words but not voices.

"She will live, but she will probably be traumatised. She hasn't woken up in a month."

"Thank you doctor."

More voices. Then foot steps leaving and the deep breaths were the only nose beside the beeping. Footsteps coming closer...

"PD-nim! How long does she have left?"

"Only a week until we draw a new member. She has one month to claim her spot, one month after she claims it to pack and move and a week to unpack and get to know you guys."

"Ok Hyung."

The footsteps left and a sigh was heard.

"Wake up soon, Harley." 

A while later I heard the distinct sound of high heels clicking rapidly.

"OMG Harley wake the Fuck up already Bitch. Don't be a weak ass darling, we miss you." The words sang. Only one person ever talked like that. Ivey. My eyelids wouldn't open, but when I felt cold pressure on my wristlet I squeezed my fingers. 

My name was said by many people, and I couldn't take not knowing who was talking. When the deep breathing was the only human nose, I used all my strength and opened my eyes. The small room was filled with white roses, my favorite, strawberry scented things, gifts and baskets. The walls were white like the floor, and the annoying beeping was from a heart rate thing. In the only chair was Rap Monster. His eyes were closed and in his large hands. His black t shirt was lose and showed his collar bone. His gray sweats were baggy and nicely complemented his caramel skin. His blond hair wasn't in the sexy whirl it had been in last time I saw him. It was messy and unruly, hanging over his eyes.

"Where am I?" My croaky voice managed to squawk.

"You're awake?!" His head snapped up, shaking his wild hair. "Oh my god!! You are in the hospital, I have so much to tell you but first I need to call the doctor!"

I nodded weakly. He turned to his phone, hitting a button and smashing it to his ear. 

"Doctor Wu? It's Namjoon."

The phone made some noises that I couldn't comprehend.

"No, I didn't break anything!! Harley woke up!!"

More silence. Then he hung up and smiled at me.

"Well?" I tapped my fingers onto the light blue blanket.

"He is on his way. Here is basically what happened; you were almost raped, you fainted, you've been in a coma like state for a month, during that month you were drawn as the new BTS member, you have three days to decide wether or not you want the spot." He looked right at my gunmetal blue eyes. He blushed and hid his face in his hands. I blushed and looked away.

"I need to talk with my family and Ivey before i decide, ok?" I cleared my throat.

He looked up.

"They should be here in ten minutes. Ill step out..." he started to get up, and I know it's foolish but I hate balloons. They absolutely terrify me and I don't want to be alone in a hospital with them.

"Wait! Please, stay until they get here!" 

"Sure. Why?" He tilts his head slightly.

"I'm scared of balloons." I mumble into my hands. 

"What?"

"I'm scared of balloons." I bury my head deeper into my hands. He doesn't laugh, but veins are sticking out on his neck and his face is red. "You can laugh." 

He bursts into laughter, holding his chest. 

"That's kind of strange but hey, you can't control your worries." He smiles at me. My breath hitches a little.

The door opens and a young doctor steps in.

"Hello Harley, how are you?" 

"I don't feel bad but I guess I'm in the hospital for a reason so..." 

He throws questions at me until he is satisfied.

"Ok you can leave tomorrow." That's all he says before he leaves the room. Ivey bursts into the room and Rap Monster politely sneaks away. My mother father and brother follow close behind.

We all talk and hug for a while and then I sigh.

"Guys, I told Rap monster that I'd talk with you before deciding, but I won the raffle to be the next member of Bts."

"We know, girl. You are all over the news." Ivey snaps her fingers.

"I won't be in New York anymore, I won't see you that much, but I will have a steady job and a home. Ill also have many experiences and memories to share. Ill get to explore my musical talent. Ill get to travel and be on talk shows and game shows and all sorts of things. Ill be up late and work hard, but I bet ill be happy. Mike, what do you think?" 

"I think you should do it. Ill be home alone a lot, but I can always hang out with Ivey. You don't get many opportunities like this." He hugged me.

"Mom and dad?"

"We think you should do it. We aren't home much so it won't be that different. We love you Harley." My mom spoke for both of them.

"Ivey?"

"Bitch do it!! Then mention me as your hot cool friend!!" She giggled and whipped her hair.

"I want the job, but ill miss you. I come home tomorrow and I think it's best if I pack up as fast as I can and be ready to leave a week later." I decided. My family nodded. Ivey smiled as they all left. When Rap Monster came back in I told him the news. Time to use my Korean to impress the leader.

(In Korean)

"Rap Monster Hyung, I would appreciate the offer to join the group." 

He smirked and bit his lip.

"So many people to tell!!" He happily spoke in Korean.

I was quite happy about this.