Snow's POV

Jayde sat on my bed just looking around at everything.

"I never thought that a rock stars room would look like this." She mumbled.

"I'm not a rock star, I'm just a little girl that started playing drums in an attic." I smiled, reaching into my closet. I got out 2 different band shirts, 2 different colour skinny jeans, and 2 jackets, a black sweater and my worn out leather jacket. I gave Jayde the ATL band shirt, purple skinny jeans and the black sweater while I got dressed in the Issues shirt, black skinny jeans and the leather jacket. Jayde left to go change in my bathroom and I quickly changed in the middle of my room. I was just buttoning my jeans up when Jayde walked out, putting on my sweater. I smiled and grabbed my eyeliner, starting to draw stripes on my cheeks under my eyes. I lined my eyes with eyeliner and filled my lips in with pinkie red lipstick.

"Do you want stripes?" I asked Jayde who was watching me carefully. She nodded and walked closer. I sat her down on my bed and started drawing lines, I filled in the stripe and smiled. She stood up and looked in the mirror. She smiled and threw her arms around my neck in a hug.

"Thank you." I laughed and put my arms around her waist, hugging her back.

"You're welcome, now lets go." I smiled, grabbing my bag that had my pills in it. I haven't taken my pills since I got out of the hospital, the boys don't know, but I feel totally fine, the voice hasn't come back, my ADD isn't acting up and I don't change moods as often as I normally do, it's like I'm actually normal. I sighed in my head and walked out of my room with Jayde. I locked the door behind me and walked up the stairs with her behind me. The boys were still sitting in the kitchen just talking about random things. Right now it was superheros. I rolled my eyes and snuck up behind Tony. I put my arms around his neck and kissed his neck, right where a giant purple hicky was. He jumped but relaxed upon realizing it was me. I let him go and kissed him for real before breaking away, making him whine. I giggled and walked away with Jayde by my side.

"You're such a bitch!" Tony screamed from the kitchen. I laughed again knowing that he didn't mean it.

"I love you to Flounder!" I screamed back, putting my combats on. Jayde put her shoes on which were black high heels, she could walk amazingly well considering how high the heel was, she still wasn't as tall as me though so I was happy. "Leggo." I said opening the door. Jayde stepped carefully out first groaning at the ghastly weather, since it was London...it was raining...not that it surprised me. "So where are you from Jayde?" I asked when we were safely inside the dry garage where all the cars were.

"I'm from Dublin, Ireland, I just moved out here on my 18th birthday which was last week, went to the bar for celebration for finally getting out of the hellhole I called a home and met Beck." She answered, looking around at everything.

"So you're only 18?" I asked, unlocking my car. I got into the drivers seat and adjusted the seat again. My car was a 1967 Comaro Convertible and had a custom paint job, it was pure white, and had Zero on the hood as well as Forget The Past in the same design as the vests. She nodded, getting into the passenger seat. "Beck is lucky." I laughed, putting my key in the ignition and opening the garage door. I drove out of the garage slowly and shut the door after the car was fully out of the way. The hood on my car was up so we weren't getting drenched, in fact, I don't think that I ever have the hood down, only when it's actually nice. I laughed as Jayde shuffled through my cd's and sighed.

"You have no cd's that are worth listening to again." I laughed and took my phone out of my back pocket while still laughing. I unlocked it and let her plug it into the stereo.

"Play anything you would like." She squealed and started scrolling through my music.

"You listen to yourself?" She asked, laughing. I shrugged and smiled, keeping my eyes on the road. It wasn't much longer until All Time Low's Keep The Change You Filthy Animal started playing over the stereo. I laughed and started singing along. Jayde laughed and sang along as well. We went through a couple of songs that we both knew before stopping at the mall. I parked as close as I could and turned to Jayde.

"You ready to run?" I asked her, searching blindly for the door handle. She nodded and put her hand on her door handle. "Then let's go!" I screamed, We opened our doors at the same time and ran out, towards the mall. I laughed as we got some pretty weird looks from innocent bystanders that were walking by with umbrella's up to shield them from the rain. I laughed shaking the rain from my pink hair. "Are my stripes smeared?" I asked. Jayde shook her head but I pulled her into the ladies washroom just to make sure. Turns out she wasn't lying, my stripes were still perfect. Jayde gripped onto my arm as we passed everyone in the mall. Then I realized she was me when I was 18...scared of everything and everyone. She had a similar life to mine when I was growing up. I stopped and dragged Jayde towards the part of the mall that had no people.

"Wha?" She asked, looking at me confused.

"Why are you so scared of everyone?" I asked gently. She looked at her feet and covered her face with her hands.

"I'm not." She mumbled. I rolled my eyes and removed her hands from her face. "Why would you care, you're loved by everyone and have the perfect life."

"I had nothing close to a perfect life." I almost screamed but controlled myself. She looked up at me confused. I just pushed up my sleeves and showed her my wrists. "I was put in a foster home when I was 1 because my stupid parents only wanted a baby boy, I got separated from my twin brother, who is Andy Biersack, but before I was forced to wear pink and do everything the foster father told me to do. He abused me if I didn't." I took a deep breath and continued. "He abused me physically, emotionally, and se-sexually. When I turned 18 I left as soon as school finished, I had graduated earlier because I was a smart kid, I was left on the streets of London with no money or food or warmth, until the boys found me, they gave me a home and were actually nice, I can't erase the pain that they caused me since my 9th birthday, I can't erase the scars on my mind and body, they will be with me forever, but the point is, that even I have had a terrible past, I never used to be this happy until my 18th birthday which was only 4 years ago, and look what I accomplished in 4 years." Her jaw was dropped. "I told you mine, now tell me your story."

"Well, my parents abandoned me when I was 6 and left me with my grandparents that were both alcoholics and druggies, I watched my grandfather kill my grandfather when I was 15 and had to live with him because I was scared of what he would do if I called for help. He hated me, blaming me for what happened to my grandma, he abused me physically and instead of talking out my pain I used it against myself." She rolled up the sleeves on the sweater to her elbows and displayed her wrists. Fresh red cuts and old white marks were covering every inch of her arms. "When I turned 18 I ran, I couldn't take it anymore, I went to a bar last night because my grandfather texted me saying he knew where I was and was coming to get me, I needed to get a drink to get my mind off of it, and I met Beck who ordered me more drinks until we got so drunk and started making out, I don't remember anything of last night except how much I loved him." I wiped a tear away from her eyes without ruining her makeup and made her look at me.

"I see the way he looked at you this morning, he loves you to Jayde, but he's to stupid and had his heart broken to many times to trust a girl again, but I think that the both of you can be each others saviour, as Tony was mine." She just smiled and rolled her sleeves down. "Now let's go shopping."

A/N

I don't know why but i love this chapter so much. What do you think of Jayde? Do you like her? Will her and Beck end up together? What will happen in the future? I have motivation for this book again so I hope yo guys still like it and will keep reading because this book almost has 1000 reads and I remember when it only had 10. We've come a long way my sprinkles. So vote and comment, let me know if you like it. Oh and you remember Hadley from a lot of chapters ago? Ya you haven't seen the last of her, I have big plans my sprinkles. Now I'm leaving, buh bye, love you all