Morphine

A sheet of white linen


interloped by two eclipsing moons. My uncle and grandfather


are huddled and hiding their horrified hyphens


with their stoic mannerisms—little coughs and sniffs. It’s awkward


how I see my father’s bed sheets as a sky blue


in the muddled gray of the hospital bedroom.


He’s staring at the clearly cloudy painting of a beach, my father,


and I ask him if he’s alright.


He tells me how much he hurts


but how much he loves the clearly cloudy painting of a beach


with a moving sailboat.


I check the painting to see when—


“See it’ll go out and come back in again,”


My father wheezes—the IV is still attached to his arm:


“The nurses gave me one of those moving paintings.”



“That’s nice, Dad,” I say.


My uncle and grandfather grimace


a laugh at what happened.


I stifle a yawn so as not to laugh aloud—


or cry in remorse—


over the clearly cloudy picture of a beach,


devoid of any living sailboat.


The halo-fluorescent light turns on—alighting—


and my father’s sleepy eyes



are shut.

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