Chapter 9

Sara's POV
*Flashback*
"You're a pathic loser. I see why Luke left. I see why I left you for Allie. She is pretty, unlike you" Tyler scolds me.


His words cut like razors. That's why I have all these cuts and scars. "I wish you have killed yourself back when you were 13!" He yells at me. He grabs my arm and pulls up my sleeve seeing I have been cutting upward to try and kill myself. "Why don't you actually try cutting deeper so you will."


That afternoon. I run home crying. I left school early, hoping mom wasn't home so I can make everyone one happy by doing one thing.


Kill myself


I bet Luke doesn't even remember me. He won't care if I leave earth, just like that.


I run into the kitchen. I grab a water bottle and my pills. I grabbed my Anti-depressant and my ADD meds.


I run upstairs and slam my bedroom door. I look through my black box for my razor. I find my razor and start cutting deeper into my skin. Then I start going upwards. Then I took half of both bottles of pills, hoping it would kill me.


Twenty minutes later. Everything was black.
*End of flashback*
I wake up from the nightmare. I start breathing heavily and burst into tears. My breathing wakes Luke up.


"Woah, what's wrong?" He asked as he starts sitting up. "It was just a nightmare, go back to sleep," I tell him. But he does the opposite of what I ask and grabs his phone and gets out of bed.


"What are you doing?" I asked while he was getting dressed. "Oh, we have band rehearsal." I get up out off bed and look at the time. "You have band rehearsal at 8 in the morning?"I ask him.


Luke nods his head and walks out of my bedroom.


I look at the time again, remembering that Blake was going to pick me up at 8:30 to hang out today. Damn it. I quickly get in the shower. I dry off and put on an All Time Low shirt and black jeans. I apply my foundation and put on some eyeliner. I put on mascara and straighten my long brown hair. I want to dye my hair pink, but I can't find the time to do it.


I walk out the door and I see Blake. " what took you so long? It's like 9." Blake laughs. "It's not easy doing makeup." We both laugh. "So what do you want to do?" Blake asked. "Where do we usually hang out?" We both start laughing "Starbucks" we both said in sync.


We get to Starbucks and we order our usual. I all ways get a double chocolate chip frap. And he gets the same.


We walk to our table, which is a table that is never taken and we always sit here.


We hear a couple laugh. They look so familiar. Then I notice the girl was Allie. She was probably with Tyler. They were trying to grab hold of each other's hand. I notice it's not Tyler, but another guy. Allie kisses the other guy.


"Oh my god Blake, look, its Allie with another guy." Blake awed. I quickly grab my phone and text Tyler, yes I still have his number, he sends me to hate texts.


To Tyler
Allie is kissing another guy.


From Tyler
WHAT?!? No, I can't believe you, you are a piece of shit. And a shitty liar.


To Tyler
No look. (Picture of Allie kissing someone)


From Tyler
Fucking talk to her!!! See who she is with, idiot!


I walk over to their table. "Allie, Tyler is going-" I paused by looking at the guys face.


It's Luke.


"How fucking dare you cheat on me! I thought you had band rehearsal!" I yell at him. "Wait-" I run out the door and Blake follows


Luke's POV
Shit. What have I done? She is going to hate me forever. "Good, she is gone" Allie gets closer to me. "What the fuck!" I run off running after her.


Sara's POV
I run home. I keep telling Blake to go home but he refuses. "Sara! What the fuck! I want to help-" I cut him off by slamming the bathroom door. I go through the medicine cabinet and grab some pills.


I take more than half the bottle. Blake keeps banging on the door. I start to cry. This is hardest in have ever cried. I never knew it would be over Luke.


Luke's POV
I rush to Sara's house. I open the front door. I see Blake banging on the bathroom door.


"Have you tried the window?" I asked him. He shakes his head. We both go out back finding the window.


We open the window and hop through. I see her body on the ground along with some pills. Fuck. "Sara! Wake up! No! No no no no NO!" I yell. I start to cry. I never cry over a girl. But I loved her.
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