Chapter 1 EDITED

3 months later


Luke's POV


I haven't seen her in 3 months. I miss her. I haven't talked to her in a while. She hasn't answered my text, calls nor has she been on twitter. I wonder what happened. I try calling her. It's ringing. Please, Sara, pick up. It goes to voicemail "Hey Sara, it's me, Luke. Where have you been? I am worried. Please call me back." I hang up the phone.


I heard about her past and her being picked on. OH MY GOD! Hopefully, she isn't back into depression mode and......fuck.


Sara's POV


God, I'm back 'here' I hate this place. It's a living hell. I have gotten a lot skinner last time Luke saw me. I have an eating disorder, I have become so depressed that I overdosed on my Antidepressants. God, I knew it would have killed me. I'm an idiot, I should have used my ADD medicine.


I have been here for two weeks. They said they are discharging me in a few days. Yay! I didn't want to come back here. This place is just...ew.


I really wish Tyler was never in my life. He started it all. I miss Luke. He always made me feel safe. He made me feel perfect. Unlike Tyler, he made me feel uncared for, unloved, not what he wanted. I knew he would give up on me and go for Allie. God, she is perfect. The gap between her thighs, how skinny she is, how just perfect she is. I can't be perfect! God won't let me! I won't lose weight. I won't get smaller and skinnier. Just, I can't. Ana is trying to take over, but she can't. I want her too. She will help me look perfect and beautiful.


Luke's POV


I hope she is okay. I call her mom "Hello?" I hear her voice."Hey, it's Luke."


"Hey, Luke!"
"Do you mind telling me what happened to Sara? She hasn't been on twitter nor has she answered my text and calls" Sara's mom is crying on the other line.
"She overdosed on her medicine and attempted suicide. She is fine now. She is in the mental hospital for the second time. She will be discharged in a few days." My jaw dropped. "Oh my god. Thanks for telling me." I hang up the phone


My eyes fill with tears. I knew it. She was depressed again. I start to cry. "What's wrong?" Calum asked, walking by the door, "get the rest of the boys. I need to tell you all something." Calum went off to get the rest of them.


What is it? You look upset." Ashton looked at me. My eyes are red and teary. "Remember Sara?" I asked them, trying not to cry. "Why would we forget Sara? She is like a sister to us." Michael said. "She attempted suicide and now she is in a mental hospital." I start to cry. God, this was hard. "Oh my god. We have to cancel the next few shows to see her." Calum started to cry a little. "I think I want to cancel the rest of the tour and visit her for a month or two." Their jaws dropped. "We can't do that," Ashton yelled. "Yes, we can. As Michael said, she is like a sister to us." They all sighed. "You have a point"


We canceled all the rest of the shows.


@Luke5SOS- Sorry but the rest of the tour is canceled. Sorry, there was a major family problem. :(


I'm guessing Sara is back because she replied


@SaraMay- @Luke5SOS oh no. What happened :( text me


A smile fell on my face knowing she was okay.
*To Sara*
Hey, I'm glad your back. I heard what happened :( I am coming to visit you x :)


*from Sara*
I thought you had family problems?


*To Sara*
You are the family problem x ;)


*from Sara*
You didn't have to cancel the tour for me. I am fine x


*To Sara*
You will be when I get there xx ;)

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