dear annie,

you didnt come over yet i saw you staring at my house sadly again.

why must you avoid me my love. you know id never hurt you. again.

youre changing annie. youve cut your hair and no longer wear clear lipgloss. your clothes are no longer the cute and classy style but your outfits consist of more shorts and crop tops and a lot of different sunglasses.

it amazes me how well you pull it off my love.

the short hair frames your face in such a beautiful way it makes me feel a large sense of longing. to be able to call you mine and kiss your forehead multiple times. to keep you close to me when walking down the path for ice cream. i miss you so much.

your shorts and crop tops show off your soft skin. your beauty glows as you take a casual walk through the neighbourhood and say hi to all our neighbours. you are so kind and lovely to everyone. the exact opposite of me.

your red lips stand out and bring out your precious blue eyes that used to have a little sparkle in them. now i can never seem to find. please let me be the one to bring it back annie.

i did not deserve your love and i still dont deserve but i want it. i need it. i need you.

love, matthias