Violet's Point of view:

After Niall tucked me in I slept about 10 minutes before waking up. The only secret i haven't told them is that i have a sleeping and an eating disorder. I know how to cook and i do eat, just very little because i try and keep my weight low. People tell me not to but i don't listen, they can't fix it right now. I think that maybe my new family might change it. Maybe they can help me fix the disorders. I used to take pills but the orphanage couldn't pay for them. It worked while it lasted but, when i asked for the crisps, i forced them down my throat so they wouldn't find out.

My stomach was yelling at me to eat. I had been ignoring it for a while, like maybe two years but today, it hurts so bad. I don't listen to myself and go downstairs and into the huge kitchen and quietly opened the fridge. I grabbed a banana and started peeling it. I took a bite and  my stomach took a big twist on me. I felt like throwing up but i shoved more of the fruit into my mouth. I immediately regretted it.

I ran to the downstairs bathroom by the stairs and opened the toilet lid. I leaned over and the second i did it all came back out. I tried to be quiet but i failed. I heard small footsteps coming down the stairs. I leaned up and flushed the toilet. I went over to the sink and washed my hands after feeling queezy again. The feeling still crept up in my stomach, I could feel it rising and rising. I opened the door and Niall was standing right there in front of me.

"Hi daddy." I said to him.

"Don't you 'hi daddy' me Missy. What were you doing in there princess?" He asks and my hands sweat and my heart races.

"I was doing my business. What else?" I ask him, wanting him to go back to sleep.

"It sounded like you were throwing up. Why are you throwing up in there?"  He asks me and i let it all out, i tell him everything. How it all began when i was nine and nothing could stop the pain and  i just learned to try and ignore the pain. Then i told him how it all led back to this moment right now.

"Why wouldn't you just tell me princess?" He asks me, looking right into my eyes.

"I didn't want you to be mad at me." I said to him, half sobbing.

"Darling, i might be mad at you, but it will never atop me from loving you, ever, so you have to tell me everything, ok? You just have to trust me, and i am pretty good at keeping secrets." He tells me and i smile into his creamy blue eyes.

"Ok daddy, I think i have to"- I say and run to the toilet again and puke more. I absolutely hate puking. It's so disgusting. Niall came over and held my hair away from my face. When i finished i slowly pulled up and i felt so gross.

"Is it ok if i take a shower dad?" I ask him and he looks at me carefully.

"Of course babe, I'll be here." He said to me and i smiled and hoped in really quick and washed my hair really really well and washed my body and for my hair i used Harry's head and shoulders and knew it was his as soon as i  saw it.

"Done?" he asked as i came out.

"Yup. I like Harry's Head and shoulders shampoo." I said with a  giggle.

"Yeah, I've always thought that was funny too." he says adding a laugh in between his words.

I run up to my room and throw on some old pajamas and quietly sneak back downstairs. Where i see Niall cooking something in a pot on the stove.

"What'cha makin'?" I ask cheekily.

"I think I'm making oatmeal." he said with a  confused look. I just laughed and hip-bumped him out of the way. Well, i intended it to be a hip-bump, but it was really a hip-to-thigh kind of thing. He moved none the less. I grabbed the spoon and stirred the substance and when i looked to see what it was and there was just water!

"Wait, why is there just water in here?" I ask him and he shrugs his shoulders.

"Do you have any oats?" I ask him and he shrugs his shoulders again.

"What does this mean?" I say and shrug my shoulders carelessly.

"I don't know, i don't look at what we own and don't own! I just grab it and eat it!" Niall says and i laugh.

"Alright well how do you turn this"- and i scream as i put my finger right over the fire. I pull my hand back and scream more. Niall runs over to me as i scream and scream. I hold my hand out for him to see what i was screaming for. As soon as he saw it he yelled,

"BETHANY!!"

I screamed more as my mom came running down the stairs and she sees my skin peeling and she yells.

"To the sink! Cold water!!" She yells and pulls out her phone. The pan was so excruciating i couldn't stand it anymore. Niall brought me over to the sink and i felt nothing as the water ran over it. Tears finally sprang to my eyes and i just let them go. My mom said that we were going somewhere and i felt lightheaded and loopy. We get into a white car with some red on it and i feel people touching me and all of my family was there in the car. I think i might die tonight, or morning.