Bethany's Point of View:

*Two days later*

Me and Niall are sitting on the couch right now, in the tour bus with Zayn and Perrie. Perrie is quite far away from Zayn. I'm sitting close to Niall and Perrie is next to me. I haven't kissed Niall in the two days that we have been going through. I haven't been too close to him, i just can't get over it though. He literally was making out with some other chic at a club.

"What are you thinking about?" Niall asks, looking at me. I just now noticed that i have my face screwed up in thought.

"Oh, nothing." I lie, then turn back tot he T.V..

"What is it Bethany?" He begs.

"Let's go to our room." I say. We get up and go to the small room with a king sized bed that me and Niall sleep in. We both sit on the bed and Niall takes my hand in his.

"Niall i can't stop thinking about it." I say to him, looking into his eyes.

"Oh, Bethany. You have to know that it was her not me and management got rid of her for good. They imported her to another country for God's sake!" Niall says, leaning in close to my face.

"I know but i can't believe that she kissed you. If she knew we were married then i thought that someone would have enough sense not to kiss that person, but Heaven forbid it." I say to him.

"Well, let me kiss you then." Niall says, leaning in even closer to my face.

"Nope. you're gonna have to live without my kissing for a little bit. Sorry." I say to him, pressing my hand on the middle of his face and pushing away.

"But why?" He asks like a baby.

"Just 'cause." I say and stood up, me and Niall's fingers breaking away. 

I walk out to the living room and see all of the boys squished on the tiny couch. Zayn and Perrie are on the love seat and they are close to each other, but not kissing, they just mumbles small words to each other that are unhearable. I walk through the room and into the kitchen and grab food from the fridge and begin to cook dinner since I'm the only one who cooks except Perrie in the whole bus. I bring out noodles and sauce. i begin to cook everything up and i feel hands on my waist. I slowly grab the knife i was using and hold it up, scared out of my mind. What ifit'sa robber or something. then hands come off and i spin around. I see a small boy, with blond hair with brown streaks. He has sparkling, creamy blue eyes and some small freckles sprawled across his face. I set the knife down and hug Niall as tight as i can.

"I miss us." Niall whispers into my hair.

"Me too." I say to Niall. I pull away a little and look up at him. I pull away and continue cooking, knowing very well that if i keep looking into his eyes that i would end up kissing his perfect lips.  

I continue to cook and Niall's hands come around my waist again, i ignore them and cook the sauce. I reach for the noodles and i get butterflies when Niall moves around and i moved my wrist half an inch and burned my hand on the pot of boiling water. I jerk my hand back and i know Niall see's. 

"Princess, are you OK?" he asks, holding my burnt hand.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I say, then look up at the exact moment he looks at me. We lock eyes for what seems like forever. Then i pull my hand out of his grasp and run it under cold water. I then, continue cooking. 

When i finish i plate all of it together and call everyone in to the tiny dinning room. We all sit down and eat quickly then continue with our own businesses. Harry and the other boys hop on the couch and watch films and Dani and Violet go into our room and they makeover each other. While I discuss with Niall in the kitchen, while i do the dishes.

"Why can't you love me like we did before?" Niall asks.

"Niall,"- 

"No! Don't you 'Niall' me! Why don't you love me anymore!?" Niall interrupt me loudly.

"What!? What are you talking about!? I do so love you! What would ever make you think that i didn't love you!? Niall, i love you with all my heart and I just can't love you the same way because of the stupid girl you were making out with! I just didn't think that you would stoop that low! I thought that you loved me and that you wouldn't want to date anyone else,and you wouldn't love anyone else as much as you love me and yes. Yes, I am aware that sounds really selfish but i don't care! I want to be your one and only! We're supposed to be here for each other through the better and worse, the poor and the rich and forever and always! I love you Niall and if i ever lost you my life would be over and i  know you probably get that a lot with your fan base but I'm the only one that truly means it with all of my heart. If you die, I will die. Iwon't care about anyone but you, I'll do it myself.  If you go, out of m life, I will leave here. But, i need you to know, that i love you so much! I don't want it to be liek this anymore! I'm going to love you with all of my heart no matter what you do, no matter if you leave. But if you go, I'll go too,a and  you'll never see me again, not until later on in your life. Not for a long time. So, I love you and I'm done hiding it." I blurt out and end up sobbing. I run to Niall and I kiss his roughly on his lips.

We kiss for a while, like, a long while. When Niall pulls away he looks me in the eyes and i look at him right in his. We just stare at each other for a moment before Niall gladly speaks up, in his husky Irish accent, that stings my ears in  so many good ways.

"Please, you have to know. I will never leave you. I can't imagine you leaving all of us, soI'll never leave. I wouldn't leave no matter what. If i had to either loose all my money or you, I would choose you. I couldn't bare loosing you, princess. If i loose you, I will loose myself and I'm glad that we're on the same page with that. I love you so much and I'm so sorry that stupid girl kissed me, I know that hurt you. It won't happen again, I promise. I love you so much, princess." Niall says, holding me the whole time. 

"I just wish that Perrie and Zayn will be OK. I hope they will work it all out." I say to him.

"They will, they will." Niall replies then holds me close to him again. I inhale his musky cologne and close my eyes and just listen to his deep breathing.

We walk out into the living room and boy was that a mistake. Everyone jumped up to us and asked us what was wrong and what happened and why we were yelling at each other and a bunch of other stuff. Niall resonded and then we escaped into our bedroom, where Dani had a face that looked like a clown gone all wrong. Whereas Violet had her makeup perfectly light and done. She looked really pretty. Dani and Violet asked if we were ok and we told them we were and to run along an they did. I changed into my pajamas and so did Niall. Then we climbed in bed and i snuggled close to him and breathed him in again, my head resting against his bare chest.

I seemed so fit right here i was. Like i belonged truly and only to him. Like nothing else would seem so right in that moment, ever. We were perfectly happy where we were, breathing deeply on eachother while thinking of each other silently. At least, I presume this. But, I was perfectly in place there. Right where i felt right, and treated well and loved.

I have truly forgave him.

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