'After that I get ready for bed and before I fall asleep I have a feeling someone is staring at me so I open my eyes to see Hanako'
What are you doing...?
"Nothing just ignore me..."
'He whispers as I turn around on my side'

Good night you goofball
'I say as I fall asleep'
{Hanakos POV:}

'I'm scared I truly am I don't want anything bad to happen to them but it's fate and it can't be... yes it can but it's hard but it changed for me and just because it didn't work for Yashiro doesn't mean it can't and for some reason there has to be a way for them not to actually die but what? I don't know maybe I should just go back to the bathroom and hang in there like every single night but I don't want to so why don't I just go to the roof for a bit, I think to myself as I go up to the roof'

Do I like them? Maybe I should tell them.. but when? Their literally dying.. maybe the day before they die! Or the day so they won't remember it since I do believe they won't remember most things that had taken place a few minutes before their death but at the same time I also want them to remember it so I'll confess to them not tomorrow but the next! That sounds good and we may have time since that day their going to their parents place but it won't be to late so it will be perfect! Also something I need to think about, Where will their body be put? Should I make a own burial for them? I don't know and I don't want to think about that right now
'I say to myself as I close my eyes'
"AMANE!!!"
'I hear a familiar voice but I open my eyes in shock not wanting to turn around to see who it is'
"So I heard the news! Wouldn't say I'm shocked since I knew and so did you but why are you acting so hurt? Are you trying to replace her?"
'As he says that I just look down'
"OH! So that is what's going on! Your trying to replace yashiro! How horrible.. I never knew you were like that Amane.."
'As he says that I grip onto the railing in anger'
YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND TSUKASA AND KEEP HER NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!
It's not like anyone ever loved you to begin with..
'I whispered the last but as I yelled the first things I turned to him'
"Amane.."
Don't.
'I say In a angry tone as I walk away from him'
Yashiro is someone who I used to love.. she's not who she was but still don't dare bring her up in me and ___'s relationship because you have no right to now have a good night.
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{back to u}
'I wake up feeling... more tired than I ever have been? Mean like I know I didn't go to bed to late so why do I feel like I have no energy- oh wait yeah only three days to live but still, I think to myself as I get up'
Seems as the sun just began to rise which is good and actually maybe that's why I'm tired
'I say to myself as I get up and when I went to pick a outfit I realized I had brought my school uniform which would be perfect for the occasion so I put it on with a pair of fishnets I found, Oh and I cut the uniform because why not to make it look epic and it does'
For some reason the song closer is playing in my head on repeat.. OH MAYBE THATS THE SONG I SHOULD PLAY WHILE IM BEGIN BAD ASS!!! PERFECT!!
BUT I NEED TO FULLY GET READY NOW
'I yell as I look through my bag of makeup to get red lip stick some mascara and eyeliner and as I get that done I rush to hanako'
HANAKO-KUN!! How do I look?
'I yell as hanako looks at me shocked'
"You look... really good __!!"
'As he said that he... looks away?'
Do I look bad?
"No,No, Not at all! You look really.. good actually!! I'm being honest!!"
Okay.. but you're being weird and I'm gonna go so see ya! 'I yell as I rush down to the schools entrance to get to my school'
Okay so today is the day! I'm so not scared but how am I gonna do this... WAIT first before they give the speech and such I mess with the lights since a kid from class taught me how to do that and as that happens I mess with the radio that will be playing the music and blast closer by nine inch nails like really loud and I'll come out of the shadows and say everything that I've always wanted to say and I won't have any regrets because in three days I'm gone!
'I say to myself joyfully but after a bit I do get the school and I sneak into the gym where they have stuff like that and I see students going into it but I didn't see Silas.. maybe they aren't here?, I think to myself as I get into the back of the stage and I go to the lights and I turn them off and I hear some students yell because by now everyone is already in there and I hear the teachers trying to calm everyone down but I go to the speakers and radios and I type in the song and as it starts I hear everyone confused, Soon I go back to the lights and I put it to where they turn on in this where sync way with the music so I get up and I walk up to the stage'

Hello everyone I'm __ and I have a few things to say about this school and before anyone has anything to say you'll be kicked off the stage instantly and I don't have much time so I won't regret this!
'I yell as I snatch the mic and I turn it on'
Okay so first we're gonna be going into the students here and what I have to say is: you all are whores! You act like you all are that after saying slurs and shit you shouldn't and NOT TO MENTION some of y'all are already pregnant even tho we're all in the 7th grade like what the hell? Mean like yeah there are some people who are amazing in this school such as: Minamoto Silas, Alex Smith who is sadly gone but eh that's fate in its magical ways but now we're gonna be talking about the fat ass teachers in its finest
'As I say that more people gasp and the teachers try to get me to stop but I don't listen and I throw dodge balls at their face oh and some students are recording this and stuff but eh who cares'
You all are homophobic transphobic and other shit and it's disgusting, you treat students who aren't the same race as you and don't have the same beliefs as you or is gay or is transgender OR ANYTHING DIFFERENT FROM YOU DIFFERENTLY!! You all should be ashamed.
'The second I say that I hear one of my teachers yelling'
"STOP THIS YOUNG LADY BEFORE WE CALL THE COPS!!"
Cops?! HAH NO, if it's anyone here that should be arrested it should be you! Heck I looked on your records once to see that you hit a student at the old school you use to work for last year with a car, On purpose and they still let you work here? Your a sick monster and for the record I'm not a LADY!!
'As I yell that everyone goes quiet'
Now. Who what's their dirty secrets to be revealed..? Hmmm...
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{back with hanakos pov and later before any of this happened and when u bbg were making your way downtown}
'As I see them leave I couldn't stop blushing because truth be told they looked more then good or anything they looked magical-, before I could think of anything else I see someone walk back into the bathroom and once I look back up I see someone other then __ looking at me'
"Oh god so this is true... uhm.. I'm-.. Minamoto Silas but call me Silas!"
'They say Bowing down and I just stare at them'
"I'm one of __'s friends and I want to talk to you and you may know my dad since they told me about you two being close or something"
Uh yeah! It's nice to meet you kid! Anyways so your one of __'s friends? I have heard of you but wow I haven't seen you in such a while from the last time and the last time you went crazy
'I say in a teasing voice and they just look down'
"I'm... sorry..."
Wow no need to apologize it was a joke! But anyways you said you want to talk to me, correct? Well then what do you want to talk about?
".. Everything and anything... listen I'm not normally like this.. less than a day ago I just learned ghosts are real and my best friend is dying and my dad knew the ghost who I'm talking to now so why wouldn't I be a little shaky or anxious"
I can understand that kid but please calm down I won't bite!
"Okay.. anyways I have a question for you and I was gonna ask __ this but I forgot to.."
And that is?
'I ask pretty curious'
"Uhm.. this may sound weird but do you like them? Mean like nothing would be wrong with that but I was just wondering if you did plus I kinda saw how you reacted to them because I was here the whole time just hiding"
'I look up Trying to find a correct answer'
I believe I do.. I don't know and at first I didn't want to for reasons..
"If you don't mind me asking but what reasons?"
I don't know if you want to know that because it..
"Come on please!! If you keep in feelings like this you won't know until the end!"
'Their correct but I thought I had this figured out? But maybe I should tell them and I will..'
Okay so..28 years ago when your dad was in highschool before I had really met him there was a girl named yashiro nene and she summoned me and wished for her crush to like her and I was like: oh sure why not and so we kinda did odd romance troupes and it didn't work so basically your dad Kou kinda ended up in the friendship and it went on from there and as it did I fell for her and since it was my first ever relationship I had no idea on what to do and she was the first ever person to love me and I loved her but unfortunately since anyone who can see me and is human (well sorta for yashiro) and didn't have any magical powers to see ghosts or something she was gonna die soon mean like she had a lot more time then __ and there was a way to keep her alive but she didn't want that...

"What was the way?"
Trading well swapping her lifetime with one of her friends
'As I say that they just look at me'
"Oh.. and now I'm seeing why she didn't go through with that..Wait so it is possible to stop __'s death? Do you think me and them can swap life's? Please!"
'They ask me but I just look at them'
I forgot how... heck the story I told you I forgot most of it because of how long it has been and I wish I didn't but I sadly did so I don't know and I believe other than me and him and.., We're the only supernaturals here currently all the others went into hiding.. at least that's what I think I have no idea on where they are but I do miss them and I'm sure and I hope they miss me to hopefully.. and if you and __ swapped lifetimes your dad would not be happy with me and I do love __ but I feel like if I did that our relationship would never be the same again
"Ohhhh mean like I hate to break it to you but Yashiro is holding you back a bit, Yes she may have been the first girl in the world to probably be nice to you but you and my dad and you went through the same things since.. he lost his mom at a young age and a few years later he lost his crush Mitsuba and I do think he could have had feelings for Yashiro but she died and was with you because he only mention her like once and another thing just 13 years ago he lost his wife in childbirth and I was that child but he moved on and now has a good boyfriend so if he can move on I'm sure you can to! Come on give it a chance please if you truly like them or love them say it tell them how you feel!! Before it's to late and after today there's only two days for them so it's now or never"
Maybe and I was thinking I could confess to them tomorrow but I'm guessing I got a little scared..
"Also I have another question and before you say anything please don't take it to personally"
What is it-
"Your hair style is fucking ugly and it looks like you cut with your eyes closed while moonwalking in a pink sparkle tutu but not to sparkly but still sparkly"
Wow... how rude...
"Heck maybe that's why your dead you cut up half your life source"
Wha-..
"Oh yeah I was once told your hair is basically just your life source and If cut a large part of you dies or something"
'As I hear that I just stare at them'
Well that's stupid...
"Yup..."
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{back to u bbg}
Anyways I'm done now so have a good a day!
'I say as I throw the mic somewhere and I run out of there like a crazy person but I'm laughing but I managed to get back to the school and as I go to the 3rd floor bathroom I see Silas and Hanako talking? They seem to be pretty close and for some reason it stressed me out? Why do I feel like this all of the sudden..'
"Oh hey __! I wanted to meet Hanako and meet up with you! I'm so glad your back and not to mention you look really fine.."
'Silas says jumping up and hugging me but once they said that I look at them surprised'
Wha-
"Remember when you rejected me.. do you think we could start again?"
'They ask as I look to see Hanako and he looks kinda shocked and a bit hurt-'
Uhm Silas what are you talking about..
"Just go with it.."
'They whisper in my ear'
"__ your so cute! I'm surprised no one has asked you out this year"
'They say hugging me tightly and I'm just confused soon enough'
"Oh and your wearing red lipstick how scandalous! Didn't you hear what people say about red li-"
'Before Silas could say anything else they trip because  hanako threw a paper air plane at them and I look back at him to see him standing up and looking away soon enough they hug me and whisper in my ear'
"Maybe he likes you..."
'As I hear those words I push Silas away in a blush'
WHAT- no that's not true are you crazy?
'Before I could say anything else hanako-kun hugs me and I lose all of my words I wanted to say'

"Uhm.. who all are you?"
'I hear a familiar voice and we all look over to see Katy'
KATY!!!
'I yell as I run to her and I hug her'
I'm so glad your here!
"Mhm I'm glad I'm here! Anyways mind explaining what's going on here and why is he floating?"
'She says pointing out hanako and I just look at her'
Oh he's just some crazy goof ball
'I say laughing and hanako comes towards me pouting'
"I'm not a goof ball..also I'm guessing her name is Katy?"
'He asks as he goes back to normal and Silas just stares at her'
"Oh yeah I'm Katy! (As you know) and I come from the same mental hospital __ was in, it's nice to meet you two what is the other ones name?"
'She asks pointing out Silas'
"I'm Silas Minamoto! Call me Silas"
'As they say that I see Katy look up in shock'
"Your from the Minamoto clan?! Oh my gosh!! Your another exorcist, BECAUSE SO AM I!! I come from the Polaris family we may not be the best but we are still exorcists but I don't "kill" ghosts I just let them hand around because their cool"
'She says crossing her arms'
"Honestly same and I think I've heard of your name somewhere but I didn't know they had a daughter"
'Silas says'
"Most people don't actually they never talk about me and truth be told I'm actually  the families disappointed for.. uhm.. reasons"
'As she says that she kinda looks a bit sad but after a bit we all go back to talking and Silas decided to bring up the fact about me dying and Katy had literally no idea so that night basically ended up in tears but we got through it, After a few hours everyone decided to leave and again it was just me and hanako-kun'
My school was pissed on what I did today.. but eh who cares
"Yup..."
... you know I think I'm gonna head to bed so goodnight uhm sweet dreams..
'I say getting up and I go to my room but as I do I see someone I've never seen in there before? I think it's a girl but then again I could be wrong but most likely is and truth be told she's actually really pretty, Her pink hair is actually really cute!, I wonder how she got it like that but sadly they had to turn and once they saw me they screamed and next thing I know I was being called a Pervert and a creep
And around like 20 minutes of that happening she finally left and I go ready for bed and I fell asleep'

Tomorrow is my 2nd day to live and then I'm gone

My plan tomorrow is to talk to my family one last time.