'It's already been a day and I have no idea on what to do anymore, I'm just doing what everyone else's does here I have no reason to be as well because hanako is real! If it wasn't true then Kou wouldn't have shown up... I'm not crazy and I don't belong here I want to leave, I want to go home, I want to feel your presence with me Hanako I truly do it's a pain living without you heck where have I been half my life without you? Most of my problems did go away when I meet you and I have more problems before I did before hand but it wasn't the worst I was able to surpass them so why can't I surpass this one? Maybe I'm just crazy but I know I'm not'
"Ay weirdo what are you doing here? Losers aren't meant here!!"
'A kid says as another one approaches'
"Your right! Look how stupid they look!!"
'A girl says but before I could do anything else they throw a basketball at me and it barely misses my head, I'm not even allowed to hold a hanger and yet they have that?! Can't that be dangerous as well??'
HEY WHAT THE HECK?!
'I yell out as the kid who threw it begins to laugh'
Leave me alone or else..
'I say getting up and then the girl runs to me and pushes me'
"Listen.. what's your name? Is it ___? So stupid who names someone that?! LOSER!!"
'She yells as she kicks me in my stomach and I try not to cry'
"Wow your trying so hard to be strong but you aren't!"
.. 'As I hear those words I do begin to cry'

Hanako-kun... I don't want to be here... I want to see you again... please... I want to be with you forever not here...
'I managed to mumble out while I was crying'
"What the heck are you talking about?! Sick freak!"
'The girl says crossing her arms'
"Anyways let's go before anyone sees us"
'The other kid says that as they both walk away, I get up and I walk back to my room to see that my roommate is there'
"Oh hi.. I'm Katy"
Katy Perry?
"I kissed a girl? Nah I don't do that anymore.."
'The girl whispers the last part'
Uhm anyways I'm ___
"I know. They told me I was getting a roommate so yeah and they did tell me your name so that's something I guess, Anyways on the side note what are you here for? Wait no let me guess! Drawing horrid things on the walls, trying to die or hallucinating a creepy ass bitch and talking to it while drawing on the walls and trying or just being paranoid and stuff??"
'As she says that I just stare at her dumbfounded'
UH- Mean like if you count the hallucinating one but it's a different thing and it was all real..
"Really what do you mean by that?"
Okay so you may not believe it but I made friends with a ghost boy and I tried running away with him only to be found out and sent here...
"Oh wow! Well I believe you because truth be told I am able to see my dead sister so yeah I believe in ghosts as well"
'As she says that I calm down, After a few hours I decide to look around to see the same people bothering someone else and I run up to them trying to make them stop that'
Why do you guys do this?! Yo-
'Before I could say anything else the girl punches me in my face and I fall down and I think the other kid they were bullying gets up and runs away'
"Oh my god it's the loser from earlier for round two! But before we start you might wanna clean up that bloody nose"
'The girl says as she stands over me and the other one is just laughing'
WHAT THE HECK?! YOU TWO THINK YOUR ALL THAT-
"Here Mio catch this"
'The kid says throwing... a pair of scissors to her?!'
GOD GET AWAY FROM ME!!! STAY AWAY!!
'I yell trying to get up but the girl grabs my arm and stabs the scissors into my arm'
AH!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!
'I yell out as I managed to knock her down and I run away'

What the heck... I don't think I can do this.. this isn't fair...
'I say crying while holding onto the stab wound to make it stop bleeding'
I need to leave this place I can't stay here.. I'm gonna end up dead and..maybe being dead... NO i can't think like that but at the same time...

'I get up and I go to my room and I was able to find some bandages and I put them on, Hey I just realized- The scissor stab wound is near the other stab wound which is kinda funny in way but oh well'
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'It's already been six days since I've been here and I hate it. The bullying has gotten worse to the point where my body is just full of wounds and more and I'm trying to hide it so the nurses don't do anything they are already pushing on my last nerve so if they find out... god I'm just done I don't want to be here anymore and the only person who is actually good and all is Katy'

How long do I have to be here again? Like when do I get to leave??
'I ask a nurse who doesn't get on my nerve but they do still kinda annoy me'
"Uhm... I might have to check again but I believe in less then a month"
'As I hear that I kinda relax a bit since I don't have to stay here forever'
Oh okay thank you..
'I say and I go back to my room but before I walk in I see Katy getting bullied by the one girl so I run over to the girl and I push her away from Katy'
"What the heck?! UGH It's you?!"
Yup also leave Katy alone-
"NO IM NOT LEAVING THIS GAY FREAK ALONE"
'As she yells that I can see Katy's expression change'
SHES NOT A GAY FREAK!!! YOUR THE FREAK YOU ALSO HAVE NO LIFE ASWELL IF YOU BULLY PEOPLE FOR THAT TO!! YOUR MENTALLY ILL AND FOR A FACT MAYBE THIS IS WHY YOUR DAD DON'T LOVE YOU NOR DOES YOUR FAMILY AND I THINK MAYBE YOU SHOULD WORRY ABOUT YOUR CRIPPLING ANXIETY, YEAH IVE SEEN YOUR RECORDS YOU MENTALLY ILL BITCH!! MISS LITTLE WANNABE
'As I yell that she looks at me like I'm some sort of monster but then it changes to "I'm about to kill you"'
"You have no right to SAY THOSE THINGS!!!"
'She yells out and she brings out a pocket knife'
I've handled people with knives before and truth be told I think you might want to out that down before you cut someone!
"Oh I will make sure someone gets cut..."
'As she tries to stab me with it I run away and she chases me with it soon enough we get to the main area and no one is hardly there since but a few people so I grab the scissors from the front desk I think they took from someone and as the girl comes closer to me I stab her arm and she screams out and it attracts attention'
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!??"
Nothing! What is wrong with you?
'As I say that she jumps on me and stabs my shoulder but I was able to kick her off me soon enough I don't remember what happened last all I do remember was everyone screaming and cheering and I remember looking down to the ground to see her holding onto her stomach crying and trying to get away from me as I see that the scissors are right besides me and she looks terrified but then a nurse comes over and takes the both of us somewhere'
"What's wrong with you __?!"
'The nurse yells at me'
She tried to harm me again so I fought back! Isn't that what's meant to happen...?
"NO YOU DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?! She already suffers from a lot of physical problems and now this?! She's probably gonna be traumatized!!"
SHE DESERVES IT SHE PROBABLY HAS TRAUMATIZED MANY KIDS HERE!!
"SHUT IT!!! Tomorrow morning your out! We can't have someone like you here so tomorrow you are leaving!!"
'The Nurse yells as I go back to my room and I grab my back and I put the things I brought in them'
"Hey is everything okay? I didn't see what happened.."
Katy I'm having to leave.. their kicking me out and so this is goodbye and I'm sorry but I'm not leaving tomorrow I'm leaving tonight I can't spend another NIGHT HERE!!! 'I yell out crying again and she just looks at me'
"I understand that __ and I will miss you but where do you live? Maybe once I get out of here I can visit you!"
I live in Kamome Academy it's a abandoned school b I stay there with Hanako-kun so have a nice night but I'll be taking my leave, okay?
"Okay and be safe alright?"
I will
'I say putting my bag on as I leave the room'

I can take the back roads.. I saw them on my way here and I think it will lead me closer to the city and no one Hardly ever takes the back road so it will be fine
'I say as I sneak out of the mental hospital by just walking out and I go onto the back roads, it took like a few hours or so but I was able to get to the city and I noticed where I was it was by the dollar store so all I have to do it is take a right and I'm home but that isn't my home so I have to stop there and walk to the school.
So I did that and I'm now at the school and I'm exhausted'

I'm so glad to be back..... but I'm so tired oh wait I just realized- I'm covered in blood and I'm wearing the mental hospital outfit! Welp.. here goes nothing
'I mumble as I go into the school and as I do I get up the the 3rd floor girls bathroom'
Hanako-kun? I'm back!
'I yell out but he doesn't respond'
Hanako...?
'I ask'
Maybe he's somewhere... I'm going to bed but I am back!
'I say as I walk back to the room I had here and it was the same and I grab the bag I had that I brought here when I first ran away and I had some clothes in it so I changed into a comfortable outfit I had'
Please be okay hanako...
'I mumble as I go to bed'
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"___? Your back!"
'I hear a voice say as I get up I look to see who it is and it's Hanako'
Yup! I've been back since last night!!
"Really? Where have you been?"
I've been in a mental hospital but luckily I was able to escaped since they were gonna kick me out today
"Really why?!"
Because I had beaten up someone who was there but truth be told they had tried to kill me and had stabbed me a few times in the past so it was ALL FAIR!!!
"I'm sorry.. You didn't deserve that to happen"
'He says hugging me and I hug him back'
But now that I think about it.. I did mention some horrible things like on how she's mentally ill and that her family doesn't love her.. god I said somethings my mom had told me.. Also wanna know how they found out?
"How..?"
My brother told on me! He's so... I knew it wasn't a good idea!! And yet he still did it I don't think I can ever forgive him for that and not to mention my mom doesn't even love me anymore so it's useless to go back home to be honest anywhere in all facts...
Anywhere...
Hanako...
I have a question..
"And that is..?"
'He asks as I get up'
You still do wishes right? Because if so I have a wish...
"I think I still do but first I need to know the wish because you are scaring me so please what is it..?"
Can I die? If I do then there's a chance I'll be with you and I'll still be with everyone else! I'll have better connections to the world and they will have better connections with me! Plus our friendship will never end in that way and I won't get harmed anymore!! I won't have to deal with any of this pain and guilt in my life and you won't have to worry about me-
"There is no way I'm gonna kill you.
You still have a life to live and I'm not gonna take that away, yes I can understand how you may not see it now but there is a life for you to live all this will pass I can promise that"
Still!
"Still what? I don't want to kill anyone especially-"
Hanako.. please...
"No.. I don't want you to... not just yet.."
Not just yet? Wait.. am I gonna die soon?
'As I say that I see hanako look down'
"Yes.. I really didn't think it would come down to it but recently I snuck into the library and saw your book and I looked in the future section to see... that your gonna die in the next seven days or less.."
'As he says that I look at him shocked not knowing what to do nor what to say I just close my eyes and I take deep breaths'
"I'm sorry I really don't want this to happen again.. I've been through it once and I don't want this to happen again not anymore and there's no way to stop it, It's fate-"
I get it.
And I'm happy knowing that I'll become like you my life will be completed well my life is already completed in a way if I have five days or less
"I.."
Don't Hanako it will be fine I know what I'm doing in this life I have
But since I only have a few days left I'll make it amazing so tomorrow I'll show up to Silas's house and say my final goodbyes then after that my school is having a Assembly I'll interrupt it saying All I ever wanted to say about that school, Then I'll stop at my house and say my finale words to them, All on different days which either leaves me with two days left that we can hang out together
"BUT WE CAN'T!! I don't want you to die __ I never want you to!! There has to be a different way!! I can't do this again I just can't... first yashiro and now you.. two very important people in my life and I've already lost one I can't lose another one I JUST CAN'T!!"
Hanako... calm down.. I'll be okay plus yashiro is a ghost here which means you can talk to her
"Yes but knowing what happened with her not to long ago we aren't on good terms and if she goes by so far just to cause pain on others I care about that isn't the yashiro I know or love, Yashiro would never want anyone to die nor try to kill them"
Yes but she is completely different now so there isn't much we can do and I'll most likely become a ghost so..but anyways I do want to get the rest of the school clean before my demise so I'll be doing that okay? 'I say walking to the janitors closet to get the cleaning supplies'
Anyways you'll know where I'll be!
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'I don't know what to do anymore I don't want them to die so I have to do something but in the end I can't what is there to really do? This is all my fault.. Ever since I saved them their life has just gone down hill way to much to the point where they were literally kicked out to go to a mental hospital, I caused them this pain I harmed them and I'm not saying maybe I shouldn't have saved from the roof but maybe if I didn't want this to happen again or just happen I should have just ignored them even tho I knew they were probably most likely just gonna die and maybe their life would be easier... it's all my fault and I want to say I love them but I can't bring myself to since... I don't know..'