Shinsuke's POV

"Did you see y/n-san?" Osamu asked Suna. He looks so thirsty. 'Wait, she doesn't come yet?' I look around the gym and she is nowhere to be seen.

"I don't see her yet. Maybe she still fills the drink in the fountain." Suna deliberately answers while playing on his phone. Everyone is taking a break now. But why she doesn't come yet? How long will it take to fill the drink? I usually do it in less than fifteen minutes tho. (Author: Shin, oh my baby, stop flexing will ya?)

When I'm contemplating to see her or not, someone's coming in the gym, running. "Hey, bro! Hah, didn't you say that your, hah, club, gasp, has a new manager?" Suna's little brother gasping and stands on the doorstep.

"Kotarou? What? Why're you here? Yeah, I tell you before that she can handle the feral twins, right?" Suna walks over to his little brother. Ignoring Atsumu and Osamu who have ticks on their forehead.

"Did she wear a black jacket? And maroon sweat pants? She's filling your team's drink in the fountain? Is it her?" Kotarou finally looks up at his brother with a really concerned face. What's happening here?

"Yes, yes, yes, and yes. So what?" Suna definitely becomes impatient.

"I think she is having a seizure there while blurting everything in her mind. She said her mom died because of suicide, and she is tired of living or something? I don't know! I'm afraid that if I help her she would be more terrified. That's why I come—"

Y/n!

Why? If you're not okay, why you still try to stay here for us?

"Ca-captain!"

I run as fast as I can to reach her. There are many people but they stay away from her, mumbling about how pitiful she is. At that time, I see that she talks to someone on her phone. But she can't say anything to that person. She can't even hold her phone and it slipped away from her hand. I can't move my body. It so hurt to see her breaking like this. "I'm tired, I'm so fucking tired, sob, sob." She said while gasping. My sight becomes blurry. I can't hold my tears off. My heart feels so hurt. It seems like someone has grabbed it tightly and crushed it into pieces. I walk to her slowly.

"Why I'm still alive, ugh. I'm tired, hahaha, sob."

Flinched.

What? I don't know anymore. I run to her and immediately catch her limp body. Her body is cold, and she is so pale. "NO! You can't say something like that! You definitely can't!" My voice trembled and I know that I'm crying as well right now. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I don't know you have this kind of problem. I'm sorry, y/n."

I feel her hand on my cheek, she is trembling. "N-no. don't cry, mommy."

Mommy? You can't see me? My tears flow out more as if it's responded to y/n's weak smile.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm here y/n, so please stay awake." I clasped her cold hand and hold it tightly.

"Shin! Y/n-san! How's her condi—Ginjima, bring oxygen from the club's room. Hurry up!" Omimi giving an order to Gin. I just realize that she already lost her consciousness.

"Shin, calm down. She's okay. Calm down." Akagi taps my shoulder and I finally come to my usual self.

"Okay, huft. I'm sorry, I just panicking." Why I'm panicking over this kind of thing? Usually, I'm not like this. I look at y/n tightly. She still has difficulty breathing. 'Wait, for a while, y/n.' I wipe her tears and mend her hair. My chest still feels so heavy right now.

"Shin, I'll hold y/n-san for a while, wash your face." Aran offers his hand to hold her. But I don't want to give her to anyone. I hold her tightly, "It's fine. Just bring my towel here."

"Hey, what're ya doin here? It's not a show! Get away from here, pigs!" Atsumu shouting to everyone who still looking at us, Osamu sends a death glare to them.

"Riseki, take the drink to the gym, and do the rest of it too," Aran asked Riseki Heisuke the first year who still stands idly alongside Suna. Atsumu and Osamu already stand behind me and look at the unconscious y/n.

"Omimi-san! I brought it." Gin come over and handed the portable oxygen to Omimi. He gives it to me and I help y/n to take the oxygen. I feel so relieved after she looks a little better. Her face color is coming back slowly.

"Hmm? Captain, the Coach text me, we should come back to the gym now. He has an announcement." Suna crouching and shows the message to me. Once again I inhaled and calmed myself down.

I stand up still with carrying y/n-san. "Okay, everyone please come back to the gym. And please, say that I'll take y/n-san to the infirmary so she can take a rest there. Aran, come with me." I walk first to the infirmary.

"Sure. Omimi, please handle the team for a bit. I'll accompany them." Aran follows after he said that. There are still many people who remain in the school for club activities. They look at y/n with curious look. I really want to say to them to not look at her but I think it would be weird. So I just ask Aran to walk in front of us and cover us from people's eyes.

"You're being considerate, Shin." Aran giggled. It's not that. I simply don't like people seeing y/n intensely like that.

"I guess so." After I said that, y/n squirms a little but she doesn't wake up. I smile see her looks much better than before.

"Kita, what are you doing here in—y/n-san?"

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