God why me

"YN WAKE UP WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE"finney screamed from the kitchen "im coming"i say in a sleepy voice.i get up and start getting ready( this is what your wearing to school)

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I went downstairs and to get food
,,where is dad?"you ask "probably still passed out from drinking in his bedroom"we are all  done eating and start walking to school."what is going on over there?"gwen ask's "idk lets find out"finney says
We're  runnig over and see robin.robin arellano my biggest enemie since 4th grade idk what happend but he just started hating me.
Everybody is screaming,,fight fight,, robin was fighting with moose.moose threw a punsh but he missed next moment moose was laying on the floor with blood on his face.robin stopped and was going to the bathroom(mixed gender bathroom)"finney you and gwen go to class i just need to go to the bathroom" gwen and finney said okey and goed to class and i followed robin.
"You okey?"iasked robin
"Yeah whatever"he said in a bitchy voice
"Sorry"isaid sarcasticly "what do you want?"robin asked annoyed "just wanted to help you but seems like you dont need any help"
"Well I actually need help but not from her"
Robin said in his mind
"Okey then go" i go out annoyed and go to class and i'm 5min to late ,,your late yn!"my math teacher says "yeah well no shit"
"DETENTION AFTER SCHOOL!"my teacher screamd at me "why for being late?"i asked like with the nerves to slap him across his face "for being late and cussing in my classroom!" I go annoyed to an empty seat then robin comes in "so mr.arellano decided to be late to i see" robin asked confused:,,too?"
"Oh well yn was late to so you both are in detention after school"
Robin sighed and looked for an empty seat there was none except one besides me ,so he had to sit besides me.
You guys dont talk the whole period long until break
"Math period is over you guys may be dismissed"
I run out of the class room bc i knew that my bullies were waiting for me outside.i run to the bathroom locking myself up and hoping they come in and go my heart was beating like really fast i prayed for the love of god that they will not find me but i was wrong for that.the bullies came in and angela said(the leader of the bully group),,oh yn we know ur in here!,,
,,come on dont be afraid we wont do anything,,
Zoe said i was shaking the next thing i knew sara started to try open the door and they all 3 started to bang on my door i close my ears and eyes and pray that they'll go away i was panicking they stopped and they were going away i started to calm down and get out i ran out as quick i can i saw gwen and finney looking for me she saw me and ran to me and hugged me i was confused why she would hug me i was just gone for 1min
,,why are you hugging me i was just gone for an minute?,,
,,U WERE GONE FOR AN WHOLE HOUR!,,
Gwen said i was shoked was i that long in the bathroom.We all walked home i prayed that dad wouldn't be home.Dad was home i was scared asf we all tried to be quiet but then my books fell out bc my bag was still open my dad turned his back and saw us i quick pushed gwen and finney up(yall know what i mean😭) so that dad wouldn't see them,,yn why are you so late home?and where is ur brother and sister?,,
,,well uhm gwen and finney came home along time ago they were quiet bc they were tired,,
,,and how do you know that they were quite?,,
,,well uhm.....t-they called me yeah they called me,,
,,and why are you so late home?,,
,,i was at detention,,(oh my fucking god😭💀)
,,WHAT DID YOU FUCKING DO YN,,dad screamed at me i flinched and i tried not cry about it i stay quiet i ran quick to my room knowing he will get more angry but i didnt care i ran as fast i could do he screamed my name i ignored it i locked my door did an fake body under my blanket.i put on an blue jeans and an beige pullover with white converse (can change if you want).i got my bag and climed out of my window i ran as fast as i could.i ran like 20mins nonstop i then saw GRAB•N•GO i was going in there until i saw robin i sighed but i still went in i then went to the drinks i grabbed an water and payed and went out i heard robin saying my name i tunred around and robin said,,ur soo obsessed with me that you cant even let me alone in one store,,he laughs with his friends who came new.
,,well atlest my ,,friends,, dont use me to protect me bc there too scared to stand up for them selfes,,i say proud of my self he had it coming he and his frienda it wasnt true bc i dont care and what he said wasnt true right too so.i came back home but i didnt think of one think... i forgot to take the keys or to let finney know that he could open the door i went to my window but my ladder wasnt there anymore i sighed so i just threw an rock on finneys window he didn't answer
,,oh my fucking god is he sleeping i didnt broke his window but still ughh,,i just walked until robin saw me he came up to me
,,yn is it really truth what you said earlier?,,
,,idk,,
,,what do you mean idk,,
,,i just said bc you pissed me off,,
,,oh my.why are you even alone out side in the middel of the night you never come to GRAB•N•GO nights?,,
He said confused
,,well i just,,
,,just what?,,
,,why do u even care,,
,,answer my question first,,
He said
,,bc i had an argument with my dad is that what you wanted to hear?,,
I said pissed off
,,well why dont you go home its not like you forgot your keys or forgot to let ur window open,,
I stayed quiet
,,are you kidding me?,,
,,well uh,,
,,wanna come to mine then bc u cant just stay outside,.
I thought about it and i said

Robin's pov
She said yes i took her hand her hand was freezing
,,arent you cold?,,i asked her
,,no,,she said ,,yk you cant lie right,,i said smiling she smiled back i came to mine and we went to my room i gave her an hoodie bc i saw she still was freezing
,,here you go,,
,,oh thanks,,
,,so why did you have an argument with ur dad,,
,,bc i had detention,,she said rolling her eyes
,,wanna watch a movie?,,
,,sure,,
,,wich one?,,
,,TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE,,
She said smiling i just love her smile it is sooo pretty what no no no she's not pretty and i do not like her..
,,yeah ofc,,
I put the movie on we lay on my bed.20mins later i see her laying on my chest and sleeping in peace she is soo beutiful i wish i could see her everytime every second of my life what no no robin you do not liker or do i?

Your pov
I woke up to see me and robin cuddling with methe warmth of his body wich made me feel warm too,his arm cuddling my waist so i couldn't stand up i didnt wanted to wake him because he sleeps soo beautiful
What nope no NOOO i cant think that he is my enemie and why are we even cuddling i want to wake him up but i cant he sleeps so peaceful oh my
I just fell asleep again

1h later

Robin's Pov
I saw her sleep on my chest i woke her up bc it was school today
,,yn wake up,,
,,noooo,,she says in a sleeping tone
,,come on get up,,
We both got up and got ready yn went home to get new clothes

Your pov
I went home and i just knocked on the door bc it was already morning and dad was probably not home so i just knocked
,,yn?,,
,,shit fuck,,i say in my mind it was dad im sooo in trouble now
,,where have u been!,,he says angry he pulls me inside
,,dad i-i,, he slaps me and pushes me on the ground and get his belt out and starts beating me up with it
,,dad stop please,,i say crying
Finney and gwen wake up and see whats happing
,,DAD STOP,,finney screams at him
,,DID YOU KNEW ALL BOUT THAT YN WASNT HOME,,he screams at finney and gwen
,,DAD DONT LET YOUR ANGER ON THEM THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING,,
,,OH OKEY IF YOU SAY SO,,
He starts beating me harder and harder until i bleed on my arm he stops and he goes out
,,why me?,,i cry your eyes out finney and gwen run to me
,,dont cry okey everything is going to be fine,,
Finney says to me
I got my room and gor ready
,,ow,,i put make up on my bruises trying to cover it but it didnt cover much i put on these:

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I went down stiars
,,arent you going to eat anything?,,
Gwen asked worried i nodded my  head to an no and l went to my  room again and lock the door
,,jesus ik this is not good but i cant help it,, i go to my  closet and get one box out and open it i got the cigarettes box out with my  lighter i  put it in my  bag and get one out and open my  window and starting to smoke
,,YN COME WHERE GOING!,,
Finney say i throw the cigarette out of the window and close it and go down stairs
,,why do you smell like cigarettes?,,
Gwen asked
,,i dont?,,
,,yes you do,,
,,NO I DONT GWEN,,
I get angry and scream at her and go outside and walking to school then robin sees me
,,hey where is finney and gwen?,,
,,there still home i think,,
,,and why are you walking alone?,,
,,bc we had an argument,,i said sad and angry bc i feelt guilty to yell at her just bc she was worried about me and i just let all my anger out on her
,,well what happend why did you guys had an argumen?,,
,,i dont wanna talk about it okey,,
I said looking down
,,u sure?,,
,,yes im sure now i think that finney and gwen are behind me so you can go to them right,,
He looked at me and just went to gwen and finney.

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