Robin pov
Its been already 1month over since what happend her dad never showed up but gwen me finney always stayed with her.on Saturdays and Sundays i always stay at the hostpital and hoping that she'll wake up early
,,hey yn,,
,,idk if you cant hear me but if you can please squeeze my hand after what i say.i love you very very much and if you wake up i wanna be with you my whole life long i reget bullying you for the past few years i just loved you and i tried to hide my feelings for u.,,
I waited that she will squeeze my hand but she didnt i cried bc i missed her voice.

1month later
Gwen pov
,,hi sis,,i said to yn
,,i miss you alot,,
,,dad knows what happend but he thinks you do it for attention,,
,,but i dont think so,,
,,i love you sis,,
I was about to leave when i heard her voice
,,w—where am i?,,yn said
,,OH MY GOD A DOCTOR PLEASE YN IS AWAKE,,
A doctor ran in with 2 nurses
,,she is,,
I called robin and finney

Finney pov
,,whats up gwen?,,i said
,,YN IS AWAKE,,she said exited
,,WHAT,,i said and grabbed my jacket and put on my shoes and ran out of the house and ran to the hospital i saw robin too

Robin pov:
I ran as fast as i could to the hospital as i entered i saw finney me and finn ran to gwen we hugged her
,,soo can we go in?,,
I asked the doctor
,,well uhm,,
,,whats wrong?,,
Finney asked as his smile faded away as mine and Gwen's
,,she....,,
,,SHE WHAT?,,i said
,,she lost her memorys,,
,,what,,finney said as gwen ran into the room where yn was
I couldn't belive it
,,yn,,gwen said
,,who are you?,,yn asked confused
,,i-im your sister gwen,,she said as tears fell out of her eyes
,,i-im sorry i didnt meant to make you cry,,yn said
,,no no is alright its alright,,
Gwen left the room as finney went in
,,hi sis,,he said
,,hi?,,
,,i know you probably don't remember me but im your littel brother and that littel girl gwen is your littel sister,,
,,i have siblings?,,
,,yeah you do,,finney said trying not to break down
,,well somebody else is going to come in here okey,,
,,okey,,
They both talked i watch finney leave to room i wipped my tears and went in

Yn pov
As finney left my so called brother an other boy came in with brown eyes and brown long hair i felt butterflies in my stomach as he approached me i've seen him before but im not sure
,,hi yn,,
,,hi,,
,,im robin,,
As he said
,,hi robin,,
He smiled at me
,,is that littel girl still crying because of me?,,
,,oh no no she isn't crying about you,,
,,oh okey,,
,,i have an question robin,,

Robin pov
,,i have an question robin,,she said
,,yeah what is it?,,
,,wich year is it,,
,,it is still 1987,,
,,oh well how old am i,,
,,your 14 years old in 2weeks your going to be 15 years old on the 16.7,,i said smiling at her
She smiled back and talked with me like she knows me for years
,.i remeber you from somewhere like i've heard your voice,,she said
,,w-what,,i said confused
,,the doctor told me that i was in a coma and they told me that you guys visited me everyday most of all you,,
I smiled at her and didn't believe what she said bc she actually heard my voice
,,i heard everytime somebody else talking,,she said as if her memories are starting to come back
,,but thats it thats all i can remeber,,
,,oh well yk it isnt your fauld right?,,
,,yeah,, she said
Said bye to her as i

Yn pov
As he hugged me he said bye as i said bye i felt bad that i didnt remeber them
,,doctor i have an question?,,
,,what is it,,
,,when can i go home?,,
,,if the test go quick you can go tomorrow,,
,,can we do the testing now?,,
,,yeah if you want,,
,,i want,,

20h later
I woke up as i saw the doctors and saying stuff i really dont understand if im honest then they notice me
,,hey u good?,,
,,yeah im fine,,
,,okey so you can leave today,,
,,i slept the whole day long?,,
,,yes you did bc you were exhausted,,he chuckled
And i smiled robin came and brang me an new outfit he brang me this

(You can change it)
,,yk you have really good style for picking out clothes,,i said laughing he laughed to and looked straight in my eyes
,,well lets get going,,
He said as he got my stuff wich was not alot and putted it in his car
,,come on,,
He said as i got into the car
,,well where we going?,,
,,an suprise,,
,,whyy??,,
,,why not?,,
,,okeyyy,,

Robin pov
As i drove to the suprise place she was excited like really excited
,,were here,,
,,i know this place from somewhere,,she said
,,really?,,
,,yes but maybe it was an dream or smt,,
We both go in as she looks around
,,i really know this place,,

Yn pov
,i really know this place,, i said as flashbacks are coming back
Flashback:
i then saw GRAB•N•GO i was going in there until i saw robin i sighed but i still went in i then went to the drinks i grabbed an water and payed and went out i heard robin saying my name i tunred around and robin said,,ur soo obsessed with me that you cant even let me alone in one store,,he laughs
Flashback ends.
,,robin?,, i said as my first memorie came back with robin
,,what is?,,he said
,,i've been here,,
,,i know,,
,,you were here with your friends and i was here to i grabbed an water as you said,ur soo obssed with me, or smt like that,,
His smile grew as he hugged me
I hugged him back
,,i knew this would work,,
I smiled an laughed as we both grabbed sweets we go into the car and drive
,,im going to let you home now okey,,
,,why this was sooo funn,,
,,your siblings are waiting for u,,
,,oh yeah how old are they actually?,,
,,finney is just one year younger than you so that makes him 14 bc he had birthday on the 6th of july,,
,,and gwen?,,
,,she is 12 her birthday is on the 10th of November,,
,,okey,,
,,well were here,,
,,bye yn,,
,,bye robin,,i said an kissed him on the cheek
I went in and saw gwen and finney
They both ran up to me and hugged me
,,hi yn,,
,,hi finn,,
,,well lets go upstairs,,
,,why?,,
,,well because dad is drunk,,
,,and why would he be drunk?,,
,,oh you forgot...,,
,,i forgot what,,
,,and where is our mom,,
,,uhm she is umm,,
,,........dead....,
,,what?,,

Flashbacks comes back again:
,,yn sweetie could you pass me the bottel,,
,,yes mommy,,
,,thanks and are you excited for your 7th birthday next week,,
,,yes mommy,,
As she drank the water she became dizzyer and dizzyer the next moment everything went black
Flashback done
,,w-we were in a car crash,,
,,sadly yes....,,
,,YN,,
Dad came into the livingroom and screaming my name
,,hi dad?,,
,,where were you the past 2months?,,
,,Dad she was in the hospital,,
,,i wasnt talking to you gwen,,
,,i dont know,,
,,WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT KNOW?,,
,,I JUST DONT KNOW OKEY,,i raised my voice at him to as he became angryer and angryer he came to me screamed at finn and gwen as they both went upstairs bc dad told them to
,,now you listen here young lady,,
,, i am?,,
,,NOW YOU GET ON MY NERVES,,
He slaps me a cross my face as i fell on the floor holding my cheek as he grabs his belt out and beats me up with it
,,DAD STOPP PLEASE,,i say crying to him
,,please dad,,
,,GO TO YOUR ROOM NOW,,
I ran up crying and saw finney and gwen they knocked on the door as i said no to them that they could not come in
I cried and i looked at my closet to find something more comfortable and then a box catched my eyes
,,whats this?,,
I opend the box and saw baby pics of me with me holding gwen and finney besides me underneath the pictures i saw 5 blades and a cigarettes box i got the cigarettes box out as more flashbacks came back

Flashback:
I went home and i just knocked on the door bc it was already morning and dad was probably not home so i just knocked
,,yn?,,
,,shit fuck,,i say in my mind it was dad im sooo in trouble now
,,where have u been!,,he says angry he pulls me inside
,,dad i-i,, he slaps me and pushes me on the ground and get his belt out and starts beating me up with it
,,dad stop please,,i say crying
Finney and gwen wake up and see whats happing
,,DAD STOP,,finney screams at him
,,DID YOU KNEW ALL BOUT THAT YN WASNT HOME,,he screams at finney and gwen
,,DAD DONT LET YOUR ANGER ON THEM THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING,,
,,OH OKEY IF YOU SAY SO,,
He starts beating me harder and harder until i  bleed on my arm he stops and he goes out
,,why me?,,i cry your eyes out finney and gwen run to me
Flashback ends
,,oh my god,,i cried more and more and ran to finneys room
,,oh no dont cry,,finn said as he hugged me and i hugged him and cried my eyes out
,,i wish i could remember all of my memories,,
I said sobbing
,,it wasnt your fault,,
I then said good night to him and went to geens room and hugged her tight
,,good night gwen,,
,,good night sis,,
We all went to sleep

Robin pov
I just couldn't stop thinking about yn
Maybe i should sneak out to her house?
Or maybe not
Fuck that im going
I sneaked down stairs and saw my mom sleeping on the couch i went to the livingroom to put on a blanket on her
,,jesus please dont let me be caught please,,
I wisperd i put on my shoes and left the house
I ran over to yn's house we just live 1street away
,,yn open the window,,i said
She looks at me
,,WTF WHO ARE YOU?,,
She said
I laughed and said
,,robin,,
She smiled and opend the window
,,i see you were about to go to bed?,,
,,yeah and you?,,
,,just couldn't sleep,,
,,oh well.im going to change could you wait here?,,
,,yeah ofc,,
She went to the bathroom and changed into her Pijamas and came back
Your pjs:

(You can change)
,,yn?,,
,,yeah?,,
,,what are thoese bruises?,,
,,w-what?,,
I stand up and walk over to her
I hug her and tears started falling down her cheek
,,yk if somebody hurts you i will hurt them back,,
,,i dont think you wanna hurt my dad,,

Yn pov
He looks at me im shock
,,your dad?,,
,,my dad,,
,,since when?,,
,,since my mom died,,
,,oh im so sorry,,
,,it wasnt your fault,,
,,everyone says it,,

Robin pov
As she started to cry more and more
I hug her tight trying not to hurt her
She's crying and crying i sit her down on the bed as she cuddles me and crying more at the end she falls asleep on my chest
And i fall asleep too

Finney pov
I woke up in the middel of the night bc i was thirsty and i went to the kitchen and grabbed water and went back upstairs but from somewhere i had the feeling of cold but the door is not open so i went past yn's room but her door was a bit open and i feelt cold from her room as i stepped in i saw yn and robin cuddling like this

I went in and i was shock bc i never expected this from them but it didnt matter finally both of them were getting along.i closed the door and put blankets over them and closed the door and went back to
Sleep.

Yn pov
I woke up to see me and robin sleeping we both fell asleep this

His hands were on my waist as i closed my eyes and then flashbacks came:
I woke up to see me and robin cuddling with me.the warmth of his body wich made me feel warm too,his arm cuddling my waist so i couldn't stand up
Flashback ends.
I woke up with wide open eyes i knew that i knew him before the hostpital.he woke up and saw me
,,good morning amor,,he said with an sleepy voice
I had butterflies in my stomach
,,good morning,,i said smiling to him,,
I sit up and ask him
,,robin i have an question,,
,,what is,,
,,do you remember and memorie with me sleeping with you and cuddling?,,
,,yeah why?,,
,,i think i remember all of that,,
,,what?,,he said with an wide smiling
,,i remember us both at GRAB•N•GO and your friends and we both and memories with my mom and my dad,,
,,yn that's amazing,,he said with an big smile and sots up to and cuddels me
,,well we have school today,,
,,sadly,,
He goes home as i started to get changed.i go first into the shower i put boiling hot water on it burns my skin and it feels good i then go out of the shower and dry my hair and get changed into this

(You can change)
I go downstairs and see my dad and finn,gwen
,,good morning,,
I say finney and gwen responded but not dad as i gran a bowl and was about to put cereal into it dad said smt
,,dont eat you are already to fat,,
,,w-what?,,
,,you heard what i said,,
I pu the bowl back and grabbed my bagpack and ran out
,,that fucking bitch,,i say to myself
,,who is an bitch?,,robin came runnig after me
,,oh nobody,,i say laughing
,,you wanna grab smt to eat after school?,,
,,uh no thanks....,,i said as my voice slowly faided away
,,hey u good?,,
,,yeah im fine,,
,,when i school going to start?,,i ask
,,in 20min,,
,,okey good,,
,,where are you going and why?,,
,,no reason,,
,,okey then why are walking to the forest?,,
,,im just going to take a walk,,as i grab into my bag trying to find my cigarettes
,,yeah found them,,
,,found who??,,
,,these lovly bitches,,
,,yn are you smoking?,,
,,yeah found it out yesterday,,
,,ih my god yn,,as he said that i grab one out put it on my mouth and put the fire on it
I inhale it and then and then breath it out as i blow it away
,,yn are kidding me?,,
,,robin does it seem like im joking my whole life is an mess i forgot my half whole lifetime and forgot even how i got into this shit and how i lost my memories
And the funny part is my life is like shit and everybody sees my life sooo perfect god damit MY OWN FATHER ABUSES ME,,i say laughing bc i cleary lost it
,,and then i have feeling for an boy who doesnt even love me back,my mom is dead,i lost my memories,my dad is an drunk attic,my life is perfect robin,,
,,oh yn,,
As i feel tears forming in my eyes and i cry i cover my face witg my hands as my cig is in between my fingers i throw it away and knee down and cry
,,its okey it wasnt your fault,,
,,well it isnt okey robin,,
,,who is your crush?,,
He asked as i had the feeling that this will not end well
,,well uhm,,
,,oh look at the time it's already school,,i said as i grab robins hand and run to school
,,miss yn your late,,my math teacher said
,,but i will let this one slide because of what happend,,
I looked confused at her
As i just sit down next to that one girl with brown hair and brown eyes
,,hi yn,,
,,hi?who are you again?,,
,,oh yeah im donna your soo called best friend,,
She said laughing
,,well i hope it is okey if we both are besties,,
,,ofc why wouldn't i be,,
,,okey ladies you can talk later,,
As minutes past by i still haven't learned anything
A paper ball hits my head as i open it
The text:
Hey loser put something on you look soo fat in that green top of your slut
Text ends
I looked at them they laughed as i coverd my stomach witg my hands.