27 sick

{UIA's POV}
Siting and looking at the stuff that were around me and no one coming to check up on me was making me feeling lonely and I wanted to cry. It makes me think about all the wars and people I killed and seeing my people die. It still haunts me. I know that I was meant to be strong and have no mercy since I'm the army flag, but they seem to completely forget that I was forced to have no mercy. I always had mercy, I always feel bad whenever I kill someone because they were forced to go to war.


It's rare to see me cry, the only one that saw me was my precious Ukraine. The innocent little girl who really means no harm at all. I swear on her life that I will keep her safe. I swear that I will hurt anyone that hurt my Ukraine first.


When I said that it was an accident that I hurt Canada, Ukraine's crush, I really meant it! He startled me. I made sure that I avoided punching him in the face, stop his respiration and break one of his bones. And I think that I did a good job. I didn't wanted to be any near as bad as USSR who killed me! Well, if I didn't die, Ukraine wouldn't exist... I guess it was the right move.


I closed my eyes and stopped smiling, my cheeks were numbed to always smiling. I can't stop smiling when I see people. I'm always too excited. And because I always show my shiny sharp teeth, people are afraid of me. Even my relatives. I felt like I was a mistake.


I never wanted to hurt anyone. Of course, if you hurt me, I'll hurt you back but ten times worst. And I will later regret it.


Tears fell from my eyes, then sobs came out. It was hurting my neck. I don't want to cry, I feel weak. I couldn't hide my face because of the chains that were around me. I was gasping for air as I was crying and laughing insanely. That was another problem, my laughter. People are afraid of me randomly laughing. I find everything funny.


The reason I was chained is so that I don't accidentally harm Ukraine's body. Like as an example, jumping out of a window without lifting the glass up. Breaking the glass with my body.


I heard a knock at the door so I gasped for air as it scared me. I calmed down from crying and positioned myself and blinked a few times to try and hide any tears.


-Umm, excuse me, but are you UIA? I didn't recognized the voice so I was looking at the door, quietly breathing. -I'm Canada, you know, the person you beat up?


I gasped even harder and it hurt my neck. I cough but quickly hold back.


-Are you alright? Do you need water?


-NO! I shouted not wanting him to go and get me something and enter without Russia's permission. Because I'm chained, he can easily beat me up.


-O-Oh, okay...


-I-I'm s-sorry for hurting y-you... I DIDN'T MEAN IT! I tried to hold back my sadness and my laughter. I don't know why pain makes me wanna laugh.


-Hey it's fine.. I know you don't mean it.


-P-Please remember that...


-I will!


{Canada's POV}
Walking to Flower's house all alone makes me feel weird. But I need to gain UIA's trust so that he won't beat me up again. I know it was an accident, but I don't know what made me think like that. Heck, this is not Ukraine, this is her older brother! He can be totally different! And he is the Ukrainian army flag so it won't be a big surprise if he didn't had mercy. But the weird thing is that he avoided the dangerous part of my body. Maybe he does have mercy.


I knocked on Ukraine's room and no response. So I decided to talk. He talked back. His voice was deep and cracked as if he just started to cry. I started to worry like always so I slide down to the floor and leaned my back on the door.


-What does UIA means? I asked when I know he was giving me his trust.


-Ukrainian Insurgent Army.


-Cool! How does your flag looks like?


-Horizontal line cutting it in half, the top part is blood red to represent the blood. The bottom part represents the black soil.


-Wow, that's cool! Why did you come out now?


-When Ukraine's sick, I take over to make sure that no one will harm her.


-Oh. Umm, so why was she scared of you taking over? I asked. Silence filled between us. -You don-


-It's because she's scared that I will turn crazy and kill everyone. And when she's fine and takes back her body, everyone will hate her. Because when I take her body, she doesn't know what I'm doing.


I was surprised at what he answered.


-Are you able to kill everyone?


-If I set my mind to it, then probably yeah. But that is the last thing I wanna do, heck, I wanna avoid doing that!


I nodded at his response. Russia passed by and said I had to go. So I said goodby to UIA and left.


This has been going on for at least a week. It was monday and it was the end of school for today so I walked to Ukraine's house. I knocked and Russia answered. He made space for me to enter and so I did. I walked upstairs, smiling to talk to UIA. He was nice. I put my bag down and knocked on Ukraine's room's door. No response.


-UIA? I asked and the door swung opened. I almost cried at what I saw.


-Nah, someone else. The sweet feminine voice that reminds me of what maybe flowers will sound like if they do have voices.


-F-Flower? You're fine now? I asked and a big smile was put on my face when she nodded.


I looked at what she was wearing. She was wearing a big t-shirt and it was sliding to the right showing her right shoulder. She was wearing shorts and tall black socks. Her hair was messy.


-Heh, sorry, just woke up.. she said and looked away but her body was facing me. Don't worry, I find you beautiful even if you don't put lots of effort in it.


I hugged her, squeezing her to not let her go. I wanted to cry knowing that she's finally fine.


-If you're fine today, why didn't you go to school? I asked still hugging her.


-I was still a bit sick but I was able to take back my body.


I smiled happily.


{Author's note}
I feel like I'm taking too much caffeine. I'm hyped for some reason. Maybe it's because it's still the holidays... Soon I'll have to go back to school and I have tests so I might have to slow down the updates... Please kill me now I'm tired.


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