19 a little confession

{Finland's POV}
Carrying Esti was easy because she was small and light for her height. I made sure to let her go at the exit of the park. She doesn't like to be the center of the attention. While carrying her, she was being way to quiet. I know she was awake because she was playing with my hat. I don't really mind it at all.


-Hey Finny, this might sound weird but, do you have a crush?


-Maybe.


-You do? Who is it? She shouted and raised her head. She put her two hands on my shoulder and carried her upper body, doing like the cobra position. Her eyes sparkled when she found out that I do.


-Like I said, maybe.


-Hm! She huffed clearly mad that I didn't opened up. The reason is that I do have a crush and... It's her. I don't have the guts to tell her. Yeah, if I told people that sometimes I don't have guts to do something, they won't believe me. She flopped her body back. She let go from my shoulder and rest her stomach on my shoulder. I had my right hand on her back and my left hand shoved in my pocket.


We eventually arrived at the entrance and I let her go. I bend down and looked at her face to see if her face was still red or not. It was so I got even more worried. I stand up straight and put my hand on her head. I pat her head and stared at her. She raised her head and her eyes were widened. She gave me a smile and look back down. I blushed a bit but low enough for her to not notice. Everything about her is perfect. The fact that she hasn't change one bit, the fact that she still has the scarf that I offered. Everything.


{Estonia's POV}
Finally! We've arrived at the place where Finny promised to let me go. What about the knot? Is it still there? Yes, but can you really blame me? The reason for the knot is Finny! While he was carrying me, was my face red as China? Yes. When he is taking care of me, did I feel uneasy? Yup. Here's why, I normally don't like getting taken care. I feel like I'm taking the person's time for useless stuff. I always took care of my siblings when Est... disappeared. Where is he now? You ask, well, he lives inside my body, I mean, right now I control my body, but, when I snap or ask him to take over, he takes over. He's also the reason why I have very sensitive eyes. His are worst then mine. He has to wear the cloth everytime. But I only use it when I wanna go to bed. Making me think about him made me think about the moment that we shared before... You know... Disappeared. I guess Finny saw that I wasn't okay so he pat my head.


-C'mon you two, lets go! Ukie said passing next to us. I grabbed her arm and wrapped it with both of my arm. I leaned on her and we walked infront leaving the boys behind. I made sure that Finny was talking with Nada. Don't wanna make the same mistake again. I thought about how I wanna tell to Finny my feelings so I asked Ukie.


-Okay, it's gonna sound cliché, but I say leave a note in his locker! During first period, we sit next to each other and think of a good poetic love letter, then you sign it. Writing only a dash and an "E". How's that?


-First of all, love the cliché,


-Thank you.


-Second, Finny will know it's my hand writing! How do I wanna hide that part!


-Umm, oh! Est! Ask your older brother, Est, to write it for you. You said he writes cursive right?


-Oh! Good idea! Not a lot of people writes cursive! Perfect! And that is why I love you Ukie!


-Aww, she giggled at the compliment that I gave. I hugged her arm and then we arrived. We explained to the boys that we had to go to the art room to find something. We didn't told them what but, it was to do the calligraphy part. It's also to get an envelope from the teacher and a specific piece of paper to do calligraphy. When we asked those stuff from the teacher, he said that he can't give it to us now, we have to come back during lunch so we decided that it was perfect. We raced to our lockers and grabbed our stuff and we went to our class. Me and Ukie sat very close to each other and whispered a poetic letter to each other and write down the stuff that we came up. Can't wait till lunch time to let Est to write. I love his hand writing.


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After the last period before lunch, me and Ukie raced to the art room. But before that, we asked the boys to reserve us a place to sit. The room was unlocked and on a desk, there were the materials that we asked for. During recess, I spoke with Est in the bathroom and he agreed. I sat on a stool and infront of me were the materials. I opened the ink bottle and took the pen. I took the piece of paper that the teacher gave and I felt my body turning into a male one and I let go. Hope this will work.


{Est's POV}
I dislike taking over my little sister's body. But if she really needs my hand writing, I'll just write. But before I do that, I had my eyes shut. I know Esti's friend was infront of me, I felt her presence.


-Ukraine, can you please search for a black piece of cloth in the bag of Esti? I asked facing her. I knew she nodded and looked in Esti's bag. She eventually found it and covered my eyes with it. I opened my eyes and I can clearly see what I was doing. Ukraine handed me a paper and it wrote the most poetic love letter I've ever seen. I sighted and put the paper down next to me. I grabbed the pen and dipped it in ink. I carefully placed it and started to write.


When I finished, I signed writing a dash and a "E" like on the paper wrote. After I placed the pen down, I slowly let go Esti's body and she slowly came back.


{Estonia's POV}
When he was done using my body, I took off the cloth and looked at the letter that he wrote. I smiled at how it was perfect. It dried so I slide it in the envelope that the teacher gave and closed it. I wrote a dash and "E" on the envelope and then I squeezed it to my chest.


-Ready to send it? Asked Ukie smiling happily. I nodded and put back the cloth in my bag. I took my bag and the envelope and speed walked towards Finny's locker. I looked around myself and then back at the locker. I took a deep breath and slide it in my locker. I listened if the envelope hit an other envelope, and it didn't so I exhaled relieved. We both walked to the canteen and we sat next to each other. They asked what we did and we didn't answered. Hope it's the right move to do this... Let's just hope.


{Author's note}
The reason I'm so active is because I don't have school, it's the holidays so, yay me! (Hope I'm not annoying you with theses much new chapter... I also noticed that NOW, one of them want to confess... Sheeet)
:^)

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