So here am I staring at my Pc as I just finished streaming in youtube, well it's no big deal making people happy is my top priority even tho they can't see my face because of the mask I wear it's still fun to see my chat happy.

Now here I am just spinning around my chair making my self dizzy, until I heard something in the neighbor, a beautiful singing voice was comming there making me relax for some reasons, I don't go outside much now not like my early days serving the country.

I sigh as I got up and head down stairs, as I got down I was meet with a bunch of photos of me back then, me and my squads, the only family left to me since my father died in a operation yes he is a soldier to and my mother married another man leaving me alone but I'm glad she took my sister with her so she can have a nice life, but hate her at the same time for leaving me.

I considered my squad a family we all are closed to each other, we all are inseparable, but since the war begins in taiwan becauseof china, I'm..... I'm the only one who came back alive in our squad, my captain died, All of them died my only considered family died.. A tear slowly roll down my checks as I close my eyed remembering everything we all have been to, the fun times and the bad times, their smiles are still in my memories flashing bright as they look at me with proud looks.

I then wipe the tears as I continue to the kitchen looking for food to eat, it was lunch to yeah lunch damn it how long did I stream... 2 hours? Meh probably  5 hours since I woke up 6:30am and streamed at 7am.

Time skip at night

I'm glad I'm now fine and no longer suffering from Shell shock but doctors said that it may be triggered by things, so is it PTSD now? I don't know I don't care, I was just lying in my bed staring at the cieling fan, Yes I have an AC but I don't want to use it because ducking bills, I may have 10mil subs and have many money but I don't want to spend my money to much because I may need more in the future, the donations may exceed 100k dollars even 500k but meh I will just you know don't spend it cause I want to plant trees and maybe because my stupid mother will throw away the responsibility to take care of my sister, as I think about it, I heard a knock down stairs taking me back in the real world, who could it be this late at night?!

I sigh and just go down, opened the door only to see a girl with horns....... the fuck? Is she cosplaying this late at night?! Looks familiar tho hmmmmmmm

???: Ummm hello sir? Is this a bad timing?

Y/n: Well it is late at night soooo yeah but come in we don't want you to catch a cold right?

???: Thank you sir

I let her in as I then closes the door.

Y/n: what's your name by the way?

Irys: Oh my bad hehehe, hirys! I'm Irys!, I'm here to bring hope to humanity!

I was just standing there confuse as to why she said bring hope to humanity.... ok this night is wierd

Y/n: What brings you here late at night?

Irys: I noticed you crying this afternoon but i was still streaming.

Y/n: why didn't you come afterlunch then?

Irys: About that, It's because I fall asleep hehehe.

Wait... did she said crying? And it's seems like falling asleep is a lie, is she anti social?

Y/n: Oh ok, wheredid you see me cry? Why are you concerned? I'm Y/n by the way.

Irys: I was concerned because I always see you shed tears whenever you those pictures.

She then point to the pictures of my squad mates

Irys: my concern to you grew evry day everytime I look out to my window spot you shedding tears, do you have friends or family here living with you to take care of you?

Y/n: uhhhh I don't have friends nor family in this house to begin with, I live alone.

Irys: Oh I'm sorry about that.

Y/n: It's fine.

Irys then got something in her mind... I can feel it.

Irys: D-do you wanna be Friends then?

She asked while being shy all of a sudden, wtf? It's it's it's to cute omg!

Y/n: Yeah sure why not.

I smile at her as she smiles back to me it was a beautiful moment for me again but then thunder came roaring outside as rain pours down hitting the cold roof hard.
(roof: hit me harder daddy~
The rain: what?
Roof: what?)

I suddenly jolted with past memories of suffering, from the bombs falling of the sky, to the most violent weather of the war all came comming back to me as I just go down to my knees in the floor holding my head as I suffer again and again from the pain it gives me.

Irys pov

I was happy I made a friend even tho I'm a introvert but it was inturupted by thunder and rain, while I was distracted I didn't notice Y/n shaking violently in the floor until now, he was in pain lots of it I can see it in his eyes, I was now worried again as I tried approaching him but he violently back away.

It was a bad night to say the least.

Timeskip

I managed to calm him down and mow he is asleep in my lap the rain stopped so i can go home, I was now going to put Y/n in his room, until i open his room upstairs and I was meet by a cieling fan and to my horror it was turned on.

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Ehhehe ahha whaha!

What a shitty chapter I made. Anyways thanks for reading mah book

-shima