It's been weeks  since she came and saw me like that, I don't know why I blushed I mean why? what's wrong with me? guh!

Right now I'm eating my lunch thinking about my life, I sigh as I reach for my pocket for money and left it in the table with "some" extra tip.

I got up and head to the entrance/exit of the restaurant.

Walking down the street I begun hearing gunshots, I took cover near a dumpster as I look around trying to find where it came from.

3rd person view

We can see Y/n hiding besides a dumpster as passer-by looks at him with weird looks some even records it.

As Y/n hides still trying to find where the shot is coming from he begun seeing tanks, armored cars  and soldiers moving  forwards in the street, he looks around finding rubbles of building but soon snaps out as a Female voice echoes in his head.

???: Hey are you okay?

The unknown man looks at him offering his hand at him

Y/n:.....

He looks around only to find people recording him, making fun of him suddenly hiding behind the dumpster.

Y/n:... I-I'm fine.. j-just having. Some... Nevermind.. you wouldn't understand.

He took the mans hand as he helps Y/n up, taking one last look on what is happening he begun walking away like nothing happen as people continue filming him laughing in the process.

Time skip

Once he entered his house he quickly shut the door up as someone popped up infront of him, wearing a combat uniform as it smiles at him, but once he blinked it was gone.

Y/n:... I'm sorry.....

Slumping down with his back at the door he slowly drifted crying, trying to wipe away the tears, the pain, the suffering he experience.

Flashback

Gunshots is heard as sudden loud engine came wheezing pass, to soon follow a massive explosion.

Y/n: FUCKTARDS STOP DROPPING BOMBS NEAR US!

We can see Y/n in a combat suit with his companions some are dead after the continues raid from the enemy or wounded, majority of then are fine tho.

A soldier came near him giving him a very bad news or is it?

Soldier1: Sir! We're encircled!  What do we do?! We can't hold this building  that much anymore!

Y/n: Good! NOW WE CAN SHOOT EVERYWHERE!

???: -_-

Y/n: just joking now, I want all of you to hold their ground until help arrives, if someone wants to leave so be it and surrender.... hopefully they'll come in the right time and not be one of those that came very late only to see the team they are gonna rescue dead..

The later part was said in whispers so the soldier can't hear it and get more worried than what is happening now.

???: YES SIR! WE WILL NEVER ABANDON YOU! WE WILL FIGHT TILL THE END!

He then took of to his position but what happened next made everyone especially Y/n go wide eye.

The soldier that was once going to his position and tell the others is now lying dead in the floor as blood spread in the floor for his head was hit by a sniper from afar.

Y/n: NOOO!

Flashback ends

Y/n: I.. I hope you forgive me..

Meanwhile in the neighborhood

IRyS pov

I was just streaming until I notice my neighbor Y/n go inside his house looking a bit distress, I can feel that his hopes is not there, that soon he will give up, the chat notice me looking away and staring at something as they begun questioning where I was looking, I snapped out of my thoughts and continue streaming and just brushing off the questions of the chat regarding my actions.

Time skip after IRyS finish streaming.

I'm still worried since there is no activity in Y/n house in the past few hours.

I'm beginning to worry more, I can't sense his hopes anywhere in the house which makes me more and more worried.

3rd person view.

We can now see IRyS  outside her house as she stare at Y/n with a worried look plastered in her face.

She took a deep breath before walking down the street as she approach y/n house, her heart beating faster and faster every step she make.

As she is now at the door steps, she knock on the door but got no answer to which didn't help at her worrying.

Irys: Y/n? Are you there? If so can you let me in?

No response, dead silent fill the atmosphere.

Irys: Y/n?! I'm coming in!

She grab the door knob and twisted it finding it to be unlocked, opening the door she was meet with something she don't want to happen..

Something that made her heart drop and broke, the sight of something that was unforgivable.

She just stands there frozen in place as she look at the sofa, with her eyes wide open.

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Sup been a long time since I updated this book huh? Was it on Dec 17? Damn was it long anyways here is the update sorry if it's short hehehhehehhe