dumb chan


ย ย  " y/n, when is the last time you talk to him?" my bestfriend, yeojun asked. you sighed.


ย  ย  " it doesn't matter." you rolled your eyes. " it's not like he care if i talk him or not." you scrabbled on my note book.


ย ย  " what's wrong?" she scolded. " you're usually not like this, what happened?" yeojun lightly hit your arm.


ย ย  " it's just, lately he's kinda busy and," you stopped. " he don't even text or call me." you let out a sigh.


ย ย  " but aren't you guys good with it?" she stated. " i mean both of you usually busy, or whatever, why are suddenly this clingy tho," she rolled her eyes.


ย  ย  you glared at her, getting ready to stated the truth.


ย ย  " yesterday, i went to the grocery to bought some snacks and.." you stares at the notebook. " and i saw him with a girl."


ย ย  " what!" she exclaimed. " w-why don't you tell me earlier?" she softened her eyes.


ย  ย  " it's not really important," you hang your head low. " maybe she's just a 'friend'."


ย ย  you buried my face in your sweater paws.


ย ย  " i'm sorry.." yeojun hugged you, trying to calm you down.


ย ย  " but he promised me that he'll never hurt you.." yeojun said softly.


ย ย  " i know.." you breath heavily, holding back your tears. " yeojun, i- i think he doesn't love me anymore."


ย ย  tears escaped from your eyes.


ย ย  " don't say things like that, y/n." she comforts me. " i know he will never cheated you."


โ€”


ย ย  you walked home, it was so quiet. only the sound of your shoes could be heard.


ย ย  you've been staying two days at yeojun's house, her family is coming tomorrow,


ย ย  so you decided to get back home because, you will probably disturbed them with your awkwardness.


ย ย  about chan, yeojun told you to talk to him. it's very hard for you. you know chan would never cheated on you, he already promised.


ย ย  you took out your phone and stare at your conversation from last week. a tears escaped your eyes, you sobbed silently.


ย ย  you wiped away your tears. the cold wind hit your skin, making you shivered.


ย ย  " y/n?" you heard a voice, a very familiar voice. you heard a faint footstep running toward me.


ย ย  " oh my gosh, what are you doing out here?"


ย ย  you lifted up your head, and saw chan. you choked the air.


ย ย  " y/n, are you okay?" chan cupped your cold cheeks. " you look so pale.." he looked right into your eyes.


ย ย  " I'm okay..." you avoided his eye contact. " i think you should go home now." you push his hand lightly.


ย ย  " y/n, are you sick or some-"


ย ย  " yes, chan. just..leave me alone." you walked away, heart clenching.


ย ย  you didn't hear anything from him, you just fasten your step. chan pulled you hand,


ย ย  and suddenly, you felt warmness spread through your body. chan pull you into a back hug.


ย ย  " I'm sorry, y/n." chan whispered into your ear.


" i did something wrong, right?" he lightly put his lips on your neck.


ย ย  " y-yes, you did." you sobbed. he let go of your smaller figures and make you, turn facing him.


ย ย  " are you cryingโ€” oh gosh!" chan panicking. " I'm sorry, please don't cry.." he pull you closer to his body and put his forehead on yours.


ย ย  you sobbed silently, chan was speechless.


ย ย  " t-tell me who's that girl." you said, voice cracked so badly. " i saw you with her, yesterday.." you make a bold eye contact with chan.


ย  ย  " are you crying because of that?" chan exclaimed, and he look like he's about to laugh.


ย ย  " you made me cry and you just laughโ€”" you stopped and wiped away all the tears. " chan, are you serious?" you yelled at him.


ย ย  he broke into laughter. i looked at him, disbelief.


ย ย  " y/n," chan called my name. " she's my sister, i already told you though." he smiled, showing his dimples.


ย  ย  " w-what?" you flustered.


ย ย  " you really forgot?" chan giggled. " it's hannah." he said, with a smiled across his face.


ย ย  your face heat up. he laughed and cupped your cheeks.


ย  " can't you at least recognize my family?" he smirked.


ย ย  " shut up," you hit his shoulder lightly. " fine, I'm sorry." i pout.


ย ย  " but why didn't you text me or something?" you scolded him back.


ย ย  " sorry, i was so busy, i dont even use my phone, i should have informed you." he pouted.


ย ย  " humpp okay." you crossed your arm.


ย ย  " i guess, I'm gonna walk you home now," chan grabbed your hand and put it in his windbreaker.


ย ย  " obviously," you keep on straight face, but fail miserably.

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