part 1 : introduction

Minho's Pov :


I buckled my belt up zipping my pants looking at her as she fixed her skirt leaning to the mirror fixing her lipstick on the swollen lips which were harshly kissed by me , as much as I hate to admit it , the much fun of a situation it is , yes I play around with girls , the pick mes are awful here , I swore to my guts to never fall in love , it was heartbreaking over with my daddy issues which is like a nightmare . I hate the way I am but I can't help it , I stared at her naked skinny legs which were now covered half way by the skirt , I cleaned myself while staring at her messed up figure and stroked my hair back . " Ready to go?" I said to her as she nodded and I smiled a bit nodding while walking to the washroom door . A harsh attitude with fucking girls around , almost everyone drooling for me and me ignoring them , life like this must be a dream huh ? I chuckled while thoughts roaming around my head as some girls passed by me giggling while checking me out , I would've slid my hand through one of their skirts but I didn't as I saw the teacher at the end of the hallway , all the teachers admired me in one word , I don't know because I was good at studies beside all of this, that's mostly the reason , I pulled myself together to greet the teacher gently bowing down acting as the bestest matured one possible , little do they know.. I saw Yishi walking pass me who was just a moaning mess awhile ago on my lap , she bowed gently to the teacher and headed to her class , I was slightly amused at how she acted , I soon entered my class and sat down at ease huffing . Yes this is me , I am lee Minho , 19 years old , the one with little secrets under my innocent self , more like a part time slut .


Jisung's Pov :


Pulling the oversized hoodie over my head i threw my hoodie on the bed plopping down meeting my eyes with someone I love but not actually someone I love , it was all like a dream back then only if I could meet him again ? Me ? I am still in love with that dumbass I chuckled and hugged the figure beside me closing my eyes while frowning , as the scent was totally different from the one I still love I slowly whispered in his ear "hey babe" , who was this "his" ? Means seungmin , my present lover , I needed to move on anyways from the one sided love .. I don't even know what that dumbass is doing right now , is he still the same ? Fucking around with girls huh ? I sighed and hummed against seungmin's neck laying next to him half naked having all the memories flash back in my head , it was so beautiful , I even forgot his voice , why not .. it has been a quiet long time , 2 years I chuckled sadly , not less . 2 years and I still couldn't move on , poor me . I left Seoul a long ago and currently in Busan almost about to finish highschool ,I wanna go back to Seoul for my college , My past ? He probably knows that I am dead , funny right ? Someone or almost everyone in that school knows I am dead , I fell in love at a really small age , but that love felt so dreamy I wanna feel that dreamy again 18 years old , This is me , I am Han Jisung , being totally desperate with my one sided love .


Author's Pov :


Minho and Jisung , They were totally two different people , they could never be in the same edge , one believed in True love while the other thought pleasuring eachother is the key of a relation .


Minho was just ending highschool , one more year and he enters the college , Minho is a type to make you fall in love with him and he will love you back but in a seductive way all the time , you won't ever catch him falling in love with someone , he never did , and he believes he never will , succha great knowledge he has , always topping classes , everyone was amused at how he acts according to his knowledge in studies . Even some teachers got weak for him , meaning he has fucked some teachers as well , so sometimes even if he didn't get full marks those teachers who were pleasure by him gave him the extra marks anyways , he wasn't really like this always , he was much polite and he once also believed in True love but it all changed for him after what the bully he liked did to him , he was touched by his bully , and he used to like his bully . He enjoyed it , felt it , the filthy stuff took over his mind . that's where it all began .


On the other hand , Jisung is just a boy a normal one who was always kinda quiet being isolated , he didn't talk to people much when he was in Seoul , to be mentioned he was at the same school as Minho , and the one sided love was for Minho , jisung was just an average student , he had a great interest in skating and he low key smoked too . When he first saw Minho , he was 16 and Minho was 17 , Just the time they met their eyes the way Minho said his name , that "Jisung-ah" still roams inside his head . Jisung was helpless being in love with a fuck boy , he would get hurt Everytime he entered the males room which was full of moans of males and females and most of the time it was Minho , as Minho was very famous , It was getting hard day by day to live like that , Jisung was so in love with that little Brat . The day Jisung chose to propose Minho , Minho played with his heart , his feelings , Just another toy of Minho , Minho just used him as a one night stand and there him the next day ,Jisung trusted him with all his guts thinking that Minho would change if someone falls in love with him truly , Being all helpless Jisung just left the school admissioning for the high school in Busan , Being there for two years now it all feels easy but that small trace of Minho in his heart disturbs him a lot . This sudden thought of going back to Seoul might not be a really good idea but there is no way Minho and him will get in the same college so he was eased .


(Uh , this is my first time writing a fic so I hope .. y'all will be nice
If there's any mistake :)<3 )

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