Pain

Pain

Pain

Not physical

It never was

My brain

It's about to burst

Too close to the edge

But still

Closer

And closer

And closer

Help

I want to scream

No one runs to my aid

No one is here

No one ever was

Closer grows the edge

Help 

More pain

One at a time

One 

Two

Three

Help

Closer

No one

Four

Five

Six

Please 

Help

Closer

Too close

No use to try and stop now

Seven

Eight

Nine

Closer 

Help 

No one

Why?

 No one would ever come 

Why would they now?

More pain

Closer to the edge

Ten

Eleven

Twelve

That's enough

Closer comes the edge

The edge that I once feared

It's welcoming now

I don't need help

I don't need anyone

Almost there

No more pain

Closer

And gone

And done