"I thought 1 month pa vacation mo?" Jayda asked.

"Kala ko rin 1 month eh, 1 week lang pala yung accomodation sa hotel. Nag-expired agad."

Rayn laughed.

"Where's your phone? Hindi ka namin matawagan?" Joei unnie asked.

Hindi pala binalik sa akin ni Bobby yung phone ko.

"Nabasa unnie, masyado kasi akong nag-enjoy. Di ko na namalayan na nasa bulsa ko pala yung cellphone ko." palusot ko.

"But, we're complete now!!" Rayn asked. We hugged each other.

"Ano nga pala nangyari sa thesis natin?" tanong ko.

"Well iniba na ni Prof yung sa atin since diba nga dead na yung psychopath na yon, and i think we can handle naman na and you're absent for a week. You need to comply sa mga requirements mo." Jayda unnie said.

I nodded. "Let's drink!" Rayn shouted.

"No!" Joei unnie said. Rayn pouted.

I miss them, and i'm happy i'm with them again. Pero di pa rin mawawala ang lungkot ko dahil sa nangyari kagabi. Sakit pa nung sampal nya sa akin, to da bones ma.

______

"Wow, you kick her out in your house because you're back now with her?" hindi makapaniwalang sabi ni Hanz.

When he arrived in his house, hinanap nya agad si Louise pero hindi nya nakita.

"I kidnapped her Hanz, and i let her free to go. That's what she wants." Bobby said.

"Is that what she really wants huh?" he asked.

"Why the fvck are you angry? I just did her a favor, she's now in Seoul. What are you ranting there?" Blaze shouted. Hindi na rin maganda ang nagiging mood nya.

Hanz laughed sarcastically. "You don't understand."

"You don't understand me too. It's my life and my choice to get back at her. She's my first love and i still love her."

He laughed again. "You don't love her Blaze. You don't fvcking love her. You're just still in your past and you can't let go with it."

"And who are you to dictate what i feel huh? Who do you think you are?" he shouted.

Napailing na lang si Hanz. He's blind. Hindi nya alam kung ano ang pinakain sa kanya ng babaeng yon.

Hanz sighed. "La lastimaste." he walked out of his house.

What? Bobby thought.

*****

"Am i still welcome here?" i shyly said to Jaxon.

"Louise?" gulat na sabi nya. Patakbong lumapit sya sa akin.

"Of course, you're still welcome. I was worried kasi hindi ka na biglang pumunta dito. I thought something happened to you." he said.

I smiled. "Thank you for worrying. Can i start my work again? I hope i'm not late."

Jaxon smiled. "Yes you can start again, thanks for coming again." he is so kind.

I start my work and thankfully he accepted me again.

Marami-rami rin ang naging customer. At inenjoy ko na lang ang trabaho ko.

"Jaxon, can i drink water?" i asked.

"Yes, sure." sya na ang nag-abot sa akin ng isang basong tubig. Nang bigla akong nahuli. Buti na lang ay hindi ko nabitawan ang baso. Napasandal ako sa pader.

"Hey are you okay?" he asked.

I force to smile. "Yes, i'm okay. Medyo nahihilo lang ako pero okay naman."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, don't worry!"

I closed my eyes and tried to get back in my senses. I sighed deeply.

Nagsimula ulit akong magtrabaho dahil may mga customers pa rin, bigla na lang nandilim ang paningin ko at nabitawan yung baso na hawak ko.

At nawalan na ako ng malay.

*****

"Do you want to eat?" Ria asked me.

I just smiled. "I'm good."

"They're still angry?" she asked.

"Yeah."

"I'm sorry Blaze, i know it's my fault." she said.

"Hey, don't blame yourself. It's no one's fault. They just don't understand me."

"They still can't forgive me. I'm really sorry for what happened Blaze." she said sadly.

I smiled. "I forgive you already Ri, forget about that." she nodded. She mouthed me 'thanks.'

She left now my car. I sighed.

They're still mad at me, specially Hanbin. It's the first time they got mad at me, they're not talking to even texting me.

I hope they respect my desicion, it's my choice, it's my life. So they should respect it.

I closed my eyes for a while, i'm so fvcking stress right now and i don't even know why.

It's been a week since i kicked her out. I was so mad when she badmouthed me. She even told me that i'm stupid because of what desicion i made. She didn't even respect me.

I got mad that's why i slapped her. She crossed her line and i don't even know why she begged to stay here because i said to her that i'll capture her for a month.

She should be happy because i let her go earlier but why she got mad and even talked bad to Ri. And Hanz who got mad too because i kicked her out.

What's wrong with kicking her out when in the first place it's the right thing to do?

I can't even understand them, fvck. And now, all of them are mad at me.

*****

"You're 2 weeks pregnant, you seems young but i can't judge you. And it's a blessing." the ob-gyne said.

It didn't sink to my head what just she said.

"Doc, are you joking?" i asked.

She looked at me confusedly. "Why would i joke in my profession? By the way, congratulations miss." she smiled at me.

No way, this can't be. I shouldn't be pregnant, no please. This is just a dream right? No, please.

"Hey Louise, are you okay?" Jaxon asked.

"I--I'm not. I can't be p--pregnant." umiling ako, no hindi pwede. Hindi pwede to.

______

"Is it ready?" i asked Hanz, he just nodded. He's treating me cold, and i can't do anything about it.

I entered the room and there he is. The traitor.

"So you're the one who had been sabotaging my business?" i asked Martin.

"M--Master, i can explain." he kneeled in front of me.

"I fvckin trusted you, why did you do that?" i asked coldly and looked at him.

"Mr. Smith t--threatened me M--Master. He t--threatened my family." he explained.

Damn that old man.

"Stand up, we'll kill that old man. I will send my men to your family to guard them."

He bowed at me. "Thank you Master, thank you." i nodded.

I walked out of the room.

"You didn't kill him?" Hanz asked, i nodded.

"He was threaten by that old man." i answered.

"Should we kill him?" he asked.

"Yeah, and he deserves it."

"Okay, i'll locate his location. When should we do it?" he asked.

"Tomorrow." he nodded.

I walked to my car and drove. Fvck that old man. He'll regret messing with me. I will kill him with no mercy.

_______

"Your cherry was fvckin popped?" Rayn shouted. Damn this girl, ang sakit nya sa tenga.

"1 week ka lang nawala non, may laman na agad yan? The fvck?" Jayda said.

"I thought Jayda is the one who'll got pregnant." Joei said.

What the hell with their reactions? They're not even worried with me.

"Hello? This is reserved." her eyes rolled.

"Who's the father?" Rayn asked.

If i say he is the father, they will surely freak out and they know he's dead so.

"I don't know, i was drunk." i answered.

"Oh man, that's a big disaster." Jayda said.

"That's what i'm telling you. If a guy don't have protection, you should have instead." Joei scolded.

"So what will you do Louise?" Rayn asked.

"I'll take care of this. This is a blessing." they hugged me. I can't help but to cry.

"We'll support you btch." Jayda said.

"Thank you unnies."

After that day, ginawa ko pa rin ang mga dapat kong gawin. Nag-aaral at the same time nagtatrabaho. Ayaw nga nila akong magtrabaho pero napilit ko rin sila since kailangan ko.

But they said they will support me financially for my check ups and sobrang thankful na ako don.

The subject that i failed, he complied it while i'm away. And i passed it.

"So you should treat me!" he said. I rolled my eyes.

"Okay, okay. But thank you oppa." i smiled at him.

His eyes widen. "Did you just called me oppa?" halos hindi nya makapaniwalang sabi.

Humagikgik ako. "Oppaa ^^."

"What's wrong with you?" he asked confusedly.

I held his hand. And put it in my tummy.

"Y--You're pregnant?" he asked. I smiled sadly.

Bigla na lang may lumabas na luha sa mga mata ko. My mood swings is attacking me, what the hell.

He hugged me. "I will not judge you Louise. I will be an uncle now." he said that made me happy. He accepted me.

"Thank you."

He caressed my hear. "Let's take care of your baby, together with you annoying unnies." i chuckled.

I'm still lucky because i have them. I'm still lucky. Thank you Lord.

Sana hindi ko na rin makita yung damuhong iyon, pag katapos nya ako i-kick out sa bahay nya? Edi wow. Anong akala nya hahabulin ko sya, utot nya. Magsama sila ng babae nya, anong akala nya special sya? Syempre slight.

Sobrang sakit pa rin ng ginawa nya, kala ko magbabago sya, di naman pala. Kakalimutan ko na yong gagong yon, bye.