I would request yall to listen to 'Heather' by conan gray while reading this chapter. It's their in our 'stray love' playlist or yall can just scan the code given above to listen on Spotify <33

Never did I ever thought of falling in love and then I saw you.

It was like four years back when we moved here beside your house.

I was just putting all my belongings in my new room when I saw a beautiful girl through my window.

You were sitting there reading a book i guess. God can't even describe how bad I love that moment. You never 'saw' me but I was always there, there for you choi yn.

I intentionally got admitted to the school you were in just so that I could see you whole day. Well I ain't a stalker just couldn't leave you out alone.

In school, you were either hanging out with Winter or sitting in the last bench alone.

You may think that no one cares about you but I have always.

These four years I tried so many times to talk with you or just so that you can notice me.

Remember that day you were sitting alone in the last bench so I started annoying you just so that you don't feel alone. Maybe you thought I am some bully tryna invade your privacy, I am sorry if I did make you feel that way.

Remember there were no fries left in the canteen so you only had to have rice and I asked you if you want some from my plate?

Remember on 3rd December you forgot to bring your sweater and I asked you if you want mine. Well you didn't need it anyways.

Only if you knew how much I liked you.
But I watch your eyes as she walks by,
What a sight for sore eyes.
Brighter than the blue skies.
She's got you mesmerized while I die.

You don't know how pretty your eyes look when Winter is around. You just glow different. How could she not understand how much you love her?

Like anyone could see it's not just out of friendship. You love her. Your eyes tell so.

When I heard that Winter has started dating Yeonjun, I was so freaking pissed at her.

Even though my heart breaks when I see you with Winter knowing you love her still I can't see you being sad, it breaks my heart even more. I just want YOU to be happy even it means you dating someone else.

I was just passing by when I saw you holding your face and sitting alone there. When I realised that you were crying I couldn't think what I should do at that moment.

Then I went and sat beside you and asked you to rant everything you have inside of you if that makes you feel better.

Who knew that you would have actually told me everything just like that. You trusted me and that was ENOUGH for me.

When I said 'Lets date', I actually said it with a lot of courage. Not only that, everything I have done while our small period of 'fake' relationship, everything was from the core of my heart.

I love you, I love YOU choi yn.

'Wow the letter is done. Only if I could give her this... Someday I WILL let you know for sure. I am ready to wait.' - Hyunjin.