tonight,
I will wrap myself up in the softest cashmeres
I will not let the cold winters freeze my heart

tonight,
i will curl up with a cup of herbal tea
i will not remember the way your breath would fog up your glasses

tonight,
i will sleep alone in this bed
i will not replay our old conversations in my head

tonight,
i will gather your gifts and cry
i will not see them once my tears dry

tonight,
i will sleep soundly
i will not wonder what i can do to make you stay

tonight,
i will wrap my heart with bubble wrap
i will not allow you to touch it again