Dear J

You know what?

I'm pissed

And it's because of you.

I've been looking for you the whole school year and I can't believe you are not willing to show yourself just yet. I feel like the dumbest person in the world. Always looking for someone that is not there. Always expecting. Always here, waiting.

But you're not coming.

You are a coward.

That's what you are.

And I'm full of it.

Why are you making me suffer like this?

I thought that what Taeyong did to me was bad. But telling me sweet things, making me feel special, needed, desired, loved and leading me on and on with no results is just as bad as a love affair. I feel like I'm getting my hopes up for nothing. You are playing with my heart.

And I'm tired.

Jennie Kim

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Omg guys, 3 chapters left, I AM SO EXCITED. Once again let me thank you for all the support you've been giving Patience, you guys are truly the best.