♪

Ive been hiding for so long.

Enids heart flutters as she stares at her new roomate arrange her side of the dorm.

These feelings theyre not gone. Could I tell anyone?

"I dont know Yolk... Shes just-" Yoko cuts her off, "Gorgeous? Hot? Cute? Terrifying?"

Afraid of what theyll say. So I push them away.

"Im sorry _____. I like someone else." She denies ____ offer.

Im acting so strange.

Enid curls up into a ball in her bed, wondering why shes being so weird..?

Theyre so pretty, it hurts.

Enid glares at Wednesday through the hallway. Her face heats up since the goth looks like a goddess to her.

Im not talking about boys,

"Look, ___. I like someone else." She denied once another offer.

Im talking about girls, Theyre so pretty with their button up shirts.

Enid feels her face heat up from seeing her roomate take off her blazer infront of her.

I shouldnt be feeling this.

But its too hard to resist.

Soft skin, Soft lips.

I should be into this guy, but hes not really my type.

Hes just a waste of time.

I know what I like!

No this is not a phase

Or

Coming of age.

This will never change.

Cause I dont know what to do its not like i ge tto choose who I love.

♪

WHO I LOVE.

WHO I LOVE!

WHO I LOVE!!!

WHO I LOVEEE!!!!

(i apologize for being so absent from this. I just got distracted by all the problems in my life rn. My dad was just lastly sent to the ICU because of low BP and oxygen levels.)