Stand Up

Viola


I spent a short while in the hospital before i was discharged and sent home.


Stacy sent me a message saying she went off on a family vacation with her parents but she saw the news.


Jordan also visited the hospital with some get well balloons but i never saw Jasper and you might be wondering why do you care?  I also don't know why.


Things happened the way i predicted because Audrey did get out of jail quickly and am sure she is with Jasper planning their next attack.  I have to be ready.


My dad has been treating me like a baby lately it's annoying but i know he is only trying to help.  I haven't seen my mom ever since the day i yelled at her and i don't even want to see her at the moment.


Sometimes don't you miss being a kid? Being able to run in the wind without any worries,  being able to believe in so many stupid things.  You know i used to believe that out the,  the is a prince waiting for me but that was a long time ago.


I dreaded the thought of even stepping into school now because i know people have started some rumor about me.


In the hospital i got attacked by journalist who jumped me immediately i stepped out.


All i ever wanted was to be like other girls and fit in.  But when I entered the school i was immediately seen as a easy target by everyone and at first i thought i deserved all the hate but truly speaking i don't deserve all that hate.


All these people that hate me I've never did anything to them.  They just hated me for breathing that's all.  They did all those things because hurting others made them feel better about themselves.


I remember having suicidal thoughts most of the time but killing myself won't solve anything. 


I walked towards the mirror and looked at myself for the first time smiling at my reflection.  Every time i would look at myself in the mirror and cringe because i was used to being called ugly and I ended up thinking i am.


Maybe it's time i start living life like a normal teenager maybe it's time i fought back,  if i don't fight this who will? Maybe it's time i stopped easily forgiving people for the horrible things they do to me.


Because of these people i have never leaved a normal teenage life.  I spent all my life running and running was useless because they still found me and bullied me.


The only way to stop this torture is to strike before they strike maybe it's about time i also played dirty.


At that thought i picked up my phone and called a certain number with a shaky hand but i needed to do it.


"H-hello this is Viola,  yes i will do the interview. "


Hey again! I decided to update one last chapter because am not sure am going to have time to update in future. so enjoy!

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