Alex's POV

Today was the day that I was finally going to meet my mystery man that I had been speaking to in Australia for a month! I was getting ready and Katie text me saying "you wanna go out today?" because we had a day until school started again she didn't know that I was going to meet this man so I said to her that I was going to meet my mum for a coffee and she said have fun! I felt bad lying to her but I know she would try to stop me from meeting him so I had to didn't I? I decided to wear my high wasted shorts, top and my white converse with my hair down. I was round the corner of the coffee shop when I got a text from him saying that he was at the shop waiting for me. I remembered that he told me I knew him so I had to look out for someone I knew...

Jay's POV

I was so glad that wanted to meet me I know that she has a new man but I know that she still loves me! I can just tell that she does the way that she looked me in the eye at the beach when we were going to kiss. I was in London for the day off because me and the lads had been touring for a month we had a week to do whatever we wanted I got to the coffee shop and text Alex that I was here and I waited until she got here...

Alex's POV

I got to the coffee shop and I stood outside of the shop looking in to see if I knew someone when a man with curly hair turned round and I could see that It was JAY! I walked into the shop and he saw me and said "Alex I am over here!" I walked over and said "I am waiting for someone" he then looked at me and said "I am the one you have been talking to!" I didn't know what to say! I know that I had forgiven him but I felt a rage of anger inside of me I sat down and said to him "why? why did you make me look like a fool for a whole month!" he took my hand and I moved it away from him and he said "I wanted to let you learn to love me again and get to know me again because the truth is I love you!" how dare he say this.

I stood up in silence and sapped him round the face and said "I waited a whole year for you but you never came! I have moved on jay! I love Jesse!" I walked out and he followed me and said " I know you dint love him like you love me!" how dare he say that I then shouted at him "I love Jesse! you could never learn to love anyone or anything you are a heartless person! hold on you are a dick! stay away from me I never want to see you again!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me in and said "look at me and tell me you hate me!" I looked at him and I couldn't say I hated him! I just couldn't I then whispered "I hate you" he pulled me in closer our faces were touching and he kissed me and I pulled away and he said "now tell me you hate me!" I looked at him and said "how dare you kiss me I have a boyfriend! stay away from me!" he then said "tell me you didn't feel anything when we kissed!" I then shouted "I felt nothing!" he let go of my arm and I walked off.

I walked out of the shop and I got back to uni and I ran into campus and into the hall where my room was and out came Katie sh saw that I was upset and she shouted "hey Alex are you okay?" I nodded and opened my door and locked it. I sat down resting against the door and I started to cry I had no idea why! I felt okay I was just in shock that it was Jay the whole time and he never mentionned it. I looked at my phone and I had 10 missed calls from him and a text saying "Look Alex you know that I love you I just want to be with you. I understand that you love someone else and I understand that you want me to leave yo alone so I just wanted to say I Love you xxxx"  I had no idea what to say! I know that I love Jesse but Jay was my first love! Katie knocked on my door and I let her in she sat down on my bed as I explained what had happened when I told her that it was jay she was shocked and very angry at him. she said to me "so what are you going to do are you going to dump Jessie or stay away from jay?" I shook my head and said "I have no idea I know that I like Jesse but Jay well... he was my first love" she slapped me and said "snap out of it! jay has treated you like crap! I know that you LOVED him but he didnt love you did he! Jessie is an amazing boy who loves you!" I knew that she was right so I then snt jay a text saying "I never want to see your face again!" was this the right decision?.