THE LAST OF THE FLOCK



In distant countries I have been,


And yet I have not often seen


A healthy man, a man full grown,


Weep in the public roads alone.


But such a one, on English ground,


And in the broad high-way, I met;


Along the broad high-way he came,


His cheeks with tears were wet.


Sturdy he seemed, though he was sad;


And in his arms a lamb he had.


He saw me, and he turned aside,


As if he wished himself to hide:


Then with his coat he made essay


To wipe those briny tears away.


I follow'd him, and said, "My friend


What ails you? wherefore weep you so?"


—"Shame on me, Sir! this lusty lamb,


He makes my tears to flow.


To-day I fetched him from the rock;


He is the last of all my flock."


When I was young, a single man,


And after youthful follies ran.


Though little given to care and thought,


Yet, so it was, a ewe I bought;


And other sheep from her I raised,


As healthy sheep as you might see,


And then I married, and was rich


As I could wish to be;


Of sheep I numbered a full score,


And every year increas'd my store.


Year after year my stock it grew,


And from this one, this single ewe,


Full fifty comely sheep I raised,


As sweet a flock as ever grazed!


Upon the mountain did they feed;


They throve, and we at home did thrive.


— This lusty lamb of all my store


Is all that is alive;


And now I care not if we die,


And perish all of poverty.


Six children, Sir! had I to feed,


Hard labour in a time of need!


My pride was tamed, and in our grief,


I of the parish ask'd relief.


They said I was a wealthy man;


My sheep upon the mountain fed,


And it was fit that thence I took


Whereof to buy us bread:


"Do this; how can we give to you,"


They cried, "what to the poor is due?"


I sold a sheep as they had said,


And bought my little children bread,


And they were healthy with their food;


For me it never did me good.


A woeful time it was for me,


To see the end of all my gains,


The pretty flock which I had reared


With all my care and pains,


To see it melt like snow away!


For me it was a woeful day.


Another still! and still another!


A little lamb, and then its mother!


It was a vein that never stopp'd,


Like blood-drops from my heart they dropp'd.


Till thirty were not left alive


They dwindled, dwindled, one by one,


And I may say that many a time


I wished they all were gone:


They dwindled one by one away;


For me it was a woeful day.


To wicked deeds I was inclined,


And wicked fancies cross'd my mind,


And every man I chanc'd to see,


I thought he knew some ill of me.


No peace, no comfort could I find,


No ease, within doors or without,


And crazily, and wearily


I went my work about.


Oft-times I thought to run away;


For me it was a woeful day.


Sir! 'twas a precious flock to me,


As dear as my own children be;


For daily with my growing store


I loved my children more and more.


Alas! it was an evil time;


God cursed me in my sore distress,


I prayed, yet every day I thought


I loved my children less;


And every week, and every day,


My flock, it seemed to melt away.


They dwindled. Sir, sad sight to see!


From ten to five, from five to three,


A lamb, a weather, and a ewe;


And then at last, from three to two;


And of my fifty, yesterday


I had but only one,


And here it lies upon my arm,


Alas! and I have none;


To-day I fetched it from the rock;


It is the last of all my flock.

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