27 NOV

COKE WHORE TO BELLES 💖

coke whore
i'm gonna cry
sebastian has a girlfriend??

belles 💖
huhhh???
i for sure thought that he liked you
back lizzie
i'm so sorry

coke whore
i don't know why i thought i had a
shot anyways
he's way out of my league

belles 💖
liz we both know that's not true
ur so hot
don't let some stupid man change
how you think about urself!

coke whore
we were doing so good and i was
starting to think he was actually liking
me back
bye i'm so stupid

belles 💖
ur not stupid
i'm coming over

R E A L I T Y 27 N O V

Lizzie was laying curled up on her couch, Louis by her feet and 10 Things I Hate About You playing on the tv, it was her go to cry movie. About half way through the movie she heard the doorbell ring, she knew it was Bella.

"Hey Lizzie" She said, a sympathetic look on her face, she walked into the apartment, she had her own key. "How are you doing, baby?" She asked.

"Horrible, I can't believe I actually had a shot with him" Lizzie sad sadly. The tears in her eyes had dried up but she wiped away any that were still left underneath her eyes.

"He would have been lucky to have you." Bella smiled, "He doesn't know what he's missing" she said reassuringly. "Come on, what can I do to cheer you up?"

"I want a smoke" Lizzie said.

"Lizzie, that's not a good idea and you know it."

"It's fine, it's not like we've never done it before" Lizzie said, she still had some of the weed they smoked last time left. Lizzie was feeling terrible and she hoped smoking something might make her feel better, so they did.

—— (morning after 28 nov) ——

"Oh my God, that's the worst trip I've ever had" Lizzie groaned. She was laying in the bathtub, only wearing underwear and a big shirt she hadn't been wearing the night before.

"Really? I thought it was pretty good" Bella replied, "But your mental state affects your trip, you knew that right?"

"Uhhh... I definitely knew that"

"You're such a fucking liar" Bella laughed.

"Whatever, let's go get breakfast. I'm hungry" Lizzie said, slightly annoyed but feeling a bit better than she did last night, just slightly.

——

Bella and Lizzie were walking through the city, trying to find a place to get breakfast when they ran into Sebastian and his girlfriend, Heather.

"Lizzie! Hi!" Sebastian said loudly, trying to get her attention while Lizzie was trying to hide behind Bella in hopes of him not noticing her, but it was too late, he already did.

"Sebastian! Hi, how are you? I feel like I haven't spoken to you in ages." Lizzie said, slightly embarrassed by the state she was currently in, wearing sweatpants and a tiny crop top wasn't exactly the way she imagined meeting Sebastian's girlfriend. She had hoped that she could at least make a good first impression.

"I've been good, this is my girlfriend, Heather Gens." Sebastian replied. He was confused about Lizzie's appearance, she usually looked at least a little put together when she was going out but she was currently looking like she was sporting a hangover.

"Hi it's nice to meet you, well we've got to get going. It was nice talking to you two!" Lizzie said quickly, wanting to get away as fast as possible.

"Ugh, I hate life" She said to Bella while leaving a confused Sebastian behind.