I Love You...

I love you..

I love you in such a way that you see this as a flaw where this love is my greatest strength;

I love you in such a way that during my prayer I only ask God for your safety and not mine ..

I love you because if you are good then I'm good as well..

I love you in such a way that you are always the first one on my mind in all i do and funny enough I believe I'm the last one on yours..

I love you in such a way that when it's raining and I feel chills on my spine all I want to feel it's your arms hugging me..and feel protected and cared and maybe, just maybe loved back ..

But who are you thinking of when you look at the rain??

Damn this is hard..

I love you in such a way that I'm asking God to make you happy even if this means her and not me ..I guess you call this selfish silly love, no?

I love you in such a way that I would have moved mountains for you but you felt the mountains are keeping you safe so I couldn't move them..

I love you in such a way that I gave my last 5 pounds to buy you birthday flowers.. because I can manage not to eat these days if I see your smile having those flowers..who needs food when smiles can fill in a heart..and a stomach ?

but tell me now...how can i be loved back when i'm just a ghost to you? ..